glam & spice <3

wed.< | Wednesday, November 29

ive got dance and extra dance prac later.
wish me luck. im so not getting the hang of it.
groove! where are you?!

i really dont know whats wrong
what i know is you've been rather cold in your text
youve been not replying
you want things to be fine, let me tell you, i want that too
but youre the one giving me cold replies, cold treatment
so what do you expect me to do?
i really dont know, and if you want to know,
i wasnt talking to anyone last night,
why? cos i only wanted to talk to you.
corny it may be, but yeah.
even when i called, you just seem so different
i really dont know.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

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tuesday!gelare!< | Tuesday, November 28

wow okay, so i spent the whole day with nana's family
pretty fun, loads of laughter (:

nana, let your mom see this!
thank you so much for your gelare treat and dinner!
im really really grateful (:

yes yum, i had gelare's waffle.
and nana! i wanna go back and buy that bag! (:
that shop at vivo is a total rip off.
and i wanna watch one tree hill season one!
oh my, chad's super darn hott!

haha, and i realised my week's packed!
with red camp and dance and movie night!
wheee, at least i wont be rotting at home (:

alright i better get some stuff done.
im sorta shacked.
love you all!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

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sighh/< |

im really upset okay.
i was misunderstoond last night
3 stupid people going against me.
when i freaking didnt do anything wrong!
i didnt even lock the freaking door please.
ugh. pissed me off.
thanks my dear sam, for just being there to call me
staying up with me through the night.

and today they had to piss me off
im so pissed please. ugh

alright i'll blog later
nana's parents are picking me!
loveyouall

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

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gee.< | Monday, November 27

second post of the day.
im sorta feeling rather nua.

i cant help it can i? (:

i need to get a date with my dearest aunt.
oh gosh, i so love shopping with her.
cos at the end of the day, she'll get me something nice (:

im feeling so tired these days.
ive got so many things to get down to
dance, camp tee, camp file, camp lanyards.
and ive gotta get it done before i leave.
sometimes i feel so unfair, like ughhh.
but i wont go into details.

ive decided to spice up my posts soon. (:

i want that dress i saw from brosproduct at far east!
mommy give me money!
see! theres s reason why mommy rhymes with money! lol.

thats it for today!
i will post tomorrow!
love you all

Monday, November 27, 2006

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pissed< |

oh gawd, i woke up this morning feeling so pissed.
ugh. what a great way to start a morning! : /

to make it worst, the stupid electricity keeps tripping!
my dear ipod is at stake do you realised you stupid electricity!

gawd, enough of my pissing morning,
and i was just thinking how time passes REAL fast
can you believe my leaving next sat? oh gosh.
im gonna miss all of you back here!
kay i know its only 5days! but you know, i get pretty emotional. haha.

i need to reward myself when i get there.
im so gonna get a couple of things done when im there!
*soft curl my hair!!!
*medicure, pedicure
*facial treatment
*spa (:
*hell loads of shopping!
dresses! necklaces! bangles! earrings!
* meet up with dear sam!
*shop with dear sam for xmas pressie!

looking at that list, im happy.
im looking forward to tomorrow's tanning! whee!

Monday, November 27, 2006

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sunday!< | Sunday, November 26

i was running a fever cum headache cum itchy eyes last night
thank god im feeling much better today.

hmm, jamie asked me to help take over her friend in a job
temporary only, she kept emphasising that point.
knowing my lazy nature. haha.
so the convo went like this,

jamie: hello darl! hows your holidays? enjoying eh?
sam:haha. sure i am, im a free bird
jamie: oh god, a bird? thats so unglam please.
sam: okay okay. a butterfly then!
jamie: thats more like it, that more like my glam lil cuz
sam: wow okay! haha. so i know theres something up your sleeve! shooT!
jamie: man, you knew it. maybe it isnt a really good thing we grew up together!
sam: hello? its so not my fault please, you stuck with me since i was such a cute baby!
jamie: oh yes! i remember! you were so adorable in your white dress on your first month bday!
sam: haha, i know right? oh back to the point! whats your purpose of calling?
jamie: sam! i cant believe you didnt go for surge @ mos!
sam: but i had fun in malaysia!
jamie: you are forever going to malaysia! whats new huhh?
sam: okay! stop off tracking woman! get to your point!
jamie: oh goshhh i wanna straightttt...
sam: JAMIE! get to the point!
jamie: okay okay, im sorry. so it goes, you see my friend has a job at bugis but shes unable to go to work as she sorta have to go to boston to see her granny so i was thinking i could..
sam: get me to replace her?
jamie: its temporary only! hear me? temporary? please help her please please?
sam: woah, chill dear, i didnt say i wont help!
jamie: so you would? YAY thanks a million! youre the best
sam: hold it there! i didnt say i would too!
jamie: gosh you just cheated my feeling, im sad.
sam: dont cry, i could get you a hanky and you can be baby bop!
jamie: gosh, dont start sam, whats up with you and that ugly creature!
sam: she holds a hanky thats why!
jamie: okay, so let me know if you wanna help my friend? cos shes so poor thing! just take it that you want to kill time, you dont need the cash anyway!
sam: alright, OKAY OKAY! i will call you later! ive got an incoming call! YAY! beams
jamie: who's it? tell me tell me!
sam: aiyarh dont kpo la huh. bye jamie!
jamie: SAMMMMMMMM! is itttt....?
sam: (switch over!)

hmm, today was fantabulous! (:
no details, but yeah, for me and you to know!
ughh, i cant believe you moron had to piss me off.

take care you all!
call me if you miss me! lol.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

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sighh< | Saturday, November 25

today hasnt been a really good day.
i dont know if my expectations are always high
or if i grew up to learning to get the very best
to achieve the very best
to gain the very best in what i do

i really dont know.

im just feeling so tired,so tired with disappointments
i guess thats just me.

anyway, im not going for dance tomrorow
i need text shauna to tell her later.

alrighty, im gonna chill
it feels totally weird not having my books to turn to
i mean i can, but it would be totally stupid. shrugs

Saturday, November 25, 2006

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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR< |

im feeling really what the f***
so dont bother me, dont contact me
just leave me alone.

plus some unknown idiot kept ringing me
kept texting me, with stupid language.
thinking his so cool or something
seriously, piss off!

everything had just to go wrong
so pissing off please. ugh.
dance to you to everything else
i hate it okay. i totally hate it

im so bloody pissed la.
so ugghhhh, i only need one person now
but i guess this would not be seen by you
so nvm, i will just die in my own world.

teresa: i dunno if you will see this, but thanks so much for your help yesterday! im still feeling so so lost, and almost wanting to give up. thanks for your patience and help! love you loads girl.

shauna: thanks for you encouragement all these while. it means alot. those special talk sessions with have holds so much value, i really look up to you in the ways you look at stuff. i love you girl.

there are many things that are also worth my attention for

Saturday, November 25, 2006

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vivo!< | Thursday, November 23

had 2 horrid hours of piano this morning
i totally dont like melody writing!
but i love fashion talk with aunty sandra! :D

went vivo with dearest twin!
oh gosh, we caught HAPPY FEET!
we shopped and lunched and dinnered!
i love you twin! its been ages since we spent time like that! :D

oh wells, i saw shann! jeanette and renee! alvan! wanxin!

im probably gonna stay home tomorrow morning and afternoon!

and i will have dance! i hope i will do okay (:

alrighty, im gonna chill!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

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mon,tues,wed!< | Wednesday, November 22

okay, i havent blogged for 3days!
and im supposedly free-er now. lol.

nevertheless, let me start from
MONDAY!
brekkie at yakun's with my two bodyguards (:
peanut's dental, my place, journey to malaysia!
its fun, i will let the pics speak for itself :D

the rest of the pics will be up on a new folder sooon! :D

TUESDAY!
went ta school to collect some dumb testimonial thingy
samanth is.... blah blah blah.
i think its sorta bullshit.

towned,step up, shopped
with nana after, we were rather tired, so
we decided to head home at 6plus!
how early is that! lol.

WEDNESDAY!
tanned with nana,
oh gosh, yes nana dont have ta remind me
my tann lines are so obvious! : /
i need ta tann again real soon! (:
i love my shades. haha.

delivered macs for lunch, i think we can win the 10000 bucks!
considering we call for delivery so often.

read your mail, you know who you are.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

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O'S ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!< | Monday, November 20

THE BIG FAT O'S ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!

O-V-E-R!!!!!

so i know, alot of them finished on friday

sorry, mine's today. (:

ironically, i think i will miss studying! lol

but for now, i can fully enjoy my looong break (:

3months! WHOOTS.

tonns to do, tonns to explore, tonns to CATCH UP ON.

first and foremost,

SHOPPING WITH DEAR SAM & PEANUT in malaysia!

hhaha, the two fella are gonna wear the same shirt. (:

my personal bodyguard or something.

i will definitely post pics up later!

alrightyy, i better move out of the house now

they SHOULD be there waiting for me!

tata, im gonna love today! grins.

seriously, dont take my kindness for granted.

it doesnt come all the time. ughhh.

Monday, November 20, 2006

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sundayyy< | Sunday, November 19

sundayy! okay, so its one day closer the end of MY o's
and my shopping trip with peanut and dear sam in malaysia (:

church was alright,
peanut was so nice ta get me lime juice in the morning(:
dance was okayy, guess theres alot of work to brush up on.
somehow i felt i was dancing retardedly,
but oh wells, cant blame me.
im sorta depressed too. ugh

after service dear sam got me lime juice too. thanks (:

im feeling so ughhhh.
yeah yeah, say what you want.
say that you dont get me,
say in your most sarcastic manner
its me okay its me!
its always MY fault anyway,
YOU are always right. not.
see what i mean by i feel that im always being brushed off
get over and done with,
freaking huge burden kinda thing?
forget it, i dont wanna care.
you can contact me if you still care,
if not, its okay.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

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sat!< | Saturday, November 18

i spent like 3 hours at piano
doing theory! 50pounds! you better be mine (:

so some people had to screw up my plans
but nevertheless, that hour plus plus with shauna was great!
gosh, i love that girl.
we have so much we've yet to talk! (:

cell was alright, was a rather huge group today
but it was kinda interactive.

sort of dinnered in church and all that
peanut was nice! thanks peanut for the cab ride!

alright i got a lil shout out.

DEAR SAM:
oh gosh, you really are a lil monster when youre pissed!
even i was scared. :(
nevertheless, i want ta thank you for helping me with the fonts and stuff
its rather tedious i realised.
but a BIG THANK YOU! <33
and i hope youre not mad or anything?
you dont sound chirpy now.
but i hope youre okay?
as i said, you can tell me anything!
take loads of care.!
im really am grateful for your help! honestly!
THANKS FOR THE LIME JUICE TODAY!
you were so sweet in offering to get it for me,
knowing i was grouchy. plus you didnt even knew what i typed on my previous post!thanks!
love you heaps! :D

Saturday, November 18, 2006

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gahhhh< |

im so frigging pissed.
dont ask me why either

i was in a great mood
and YOU had to spoil it all.
what the heck.

im feeling so bitchy.
plus i didnt get my lime juice yesterday
doubly bitchyness here!

where are you when i needed you?
i need my lime juice desperately.
ughh

someone get me lime juice and i will love you.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

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yay!< | Friday, November 17

SCREAMSS!! :DDD
the worst paper is OVER! O-V-E-R!
vivo city, superdog, material girls, window shopping after

gosh, nana! you better thank me for asking you to study cold war!
if not, you would have NOTHING to write!
see, samantha is your lucky charm (:

well, i didnt watch step up, timings were really odd.
so i watched MATERIAL GIRLS (:
whoots, its been such a long time since i went to a cinema to catch a movie
the dresses are shitload prettaye!
i want i want i want! (:

so i went about walking around
without getting anything! gosh, this is bad
and im turning nana into a girlie girl with all the make up and all that!
im good, aint i? (:

whee, so my schedule's packed!
i cant wait for tanning!
i want a nice golden tann (:

alright, i better get my piano work done!
if not aunty sandra's gonna neh neh me

peanut and sam and alvin!
hopefully you guys see this!
have fun! (:
im missing you guys. heh.

Friday, November 17, 2006

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history!< | Thursday, November 16

fat boy was amused by the stacks of paper on my table just for studying history.
so he took a picture of it. (:

gosh, i feel like im such a historic person or something
but im happy, ive done productive memorising for those dumb factors.
ive got about 5chapts to go!

not bad eh? haha. considering ive only started yesterday(:
okay, maybe thats just consoling myself.

haha, but no matter what, i got those
stupid gorbachev reforms into my head,
why reform and why it failed and why it succeeded.
yesterday when nana was talking about it,
i knew bits here and there only, : /

oh yayness! STEP UP tomorrow!
grins. im happy happy happy!

i better get started on china!
okay, maybe after watching laguna beach. heh.

tata people!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

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oh wells..< |

okay, so i didnt get any studying done last night
maybe a little though, about LON and all that nehneh.

amelia, im super sorry, i thought my msg went thru, but so sorry.
i will try to meet you tomorrow or something?
anything, get me on my phone.

jaclyn! hang in there please? study hard today for history okay?
youre doing fine for social studies, so do the same for history!
ring me when you need me! 8digits away only!
i love you. (:

okay, today is gonna be the OFFICIAL last day,
im gonna cope myself up at home
how pathetic! :(

press on sam press on!
sigh, the stress factor is still there!
gosh, its terrible.

let me get some breakfast,
im famish, i'll blog later!
love you all.

im forced into it. ugh

Thursday, November 16, 2006

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hmms.< | Wednesday, November 15

im done with geog paper1
two papers more to go and i'll be free
seems like im already in a relax mood
but honestly, im not.

im getting more stressed as the papers passed by
my brains feels as though its gonna burst any moment
im just so mentally tired.
so enclosed at home.

jaclyn:
hey girl! i hope you will be able to see this!
anyway hang in there okay!
i totally know how you feel about it.
i honestly do, for now, please dont let it distract you!
youve got two more papers that need concentration on!
keep youself occupied, keep you mind active okay?
i dont want you to think so much now.
now isnt the right time ya?
sam loves you!
and im always here, though i cant do much to relieve the hurt and all
but im here to always listen,to make you feel better!
cheer up! (:

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

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i cant believe this.< | Tuesday, November 14

i cant believe this.
i was caring i was thinking of you, thats what i meant
i didnt mean that youre doing it all bad what.

to think i cared, to think i even bothered
its always me doing things that are not worth any appreciation anyway.
what to do, im being so so stupid.

and i cant believe you just had to take it all off
blame me for being sensitive
but i think im not.
UGH>

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

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(:< |

to those who called, text, tagged, im-ed,
dont worry im all fine now (:
its just probably i was feeling rather down.

especially to shauna, ilena, jed. thanks guys!
youve been the best (:

oh gosh, that 2hour talk made me super darn excited la.
oh my, o's arent over and my schedule's getting fuller by the day :D
so pammy and grace let me know!

17th nov-22th nov!
fri-movie with nana, STEP UP (:
sat- shopping with cand, TOWNING(:
mon- shopping with peanut and dear sam, MALAYSIA(:
tues- shopping with the girls, (place unknown yet!)
wed- tanning with nana!, SENTOSA duh!

30thnov-1st dec- RED CAMP!
2nd dec- movie,makan night
9dec-13dec-bangkok trip! a.k.a xmas pressie shopping with dear sam :DDD
14-17dec- youth camp (:
23dec-xmas service! dance!

thats the breif schedule for this year!
how exciting right? haha.
next year with fusion and chalet! whoots (:

alright, i better get down to geog MCQs.
la-dee-di-dum :D

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

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grr.< | Monday, November 13

i know i keeep blogging
sorry, im not dead yet.
those who thought i was,
im so sorry to disappoint you. hah.

i just dont know what to do anymore
i dont know why im even in this
i must have been really horrid in my previous life or something
i dont even know what i did to even deserve this?

if you said, ive been unfaithful,i havent.
if you said, ive been ignorant, i havent.
if you said, ive been cold, i havent
if you said, ive been mean, i havent.

i havent done anything to even betray your trust
i guess, its my bad la.
its my fault for all these thats happening.

i swear i will never ever get hooked up if this ends
guys are so much of alot of maintenance.

Monday, November 13, 2006

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goodbye.< |

no one cares if i worry myself sick
i hate this world.
im so sick and tired of this world
goodbye world.

Monday, November 13, 2006

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F**K< |

IM SO F**KING PISSED
GRRRRRRRRR.
UGHHHHHHH.
PISS OFF IF YOUVE GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

Monday, November 13, 2006

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hmm,ughh,rahhs.< |

yesterday was alright, service after that dance.
dance was hilarious to a certain extent
gosh, im feeling so history-ish. lol.

maye was superly retarded with shaking her bum bum!
i so love her. (:
and chill okay? i know how that feels!
honestly!

ugh, im feeling rather,
what the F.
so seriously, dont talk to me, unless youve got something nice, or important a.k.a urgent

i cant believe this is happening. i cant believe ive gotten myself into this.why? why? i always ask, why are things so different? you promised you tell me everything. now it just seems like i dont know you anymore, i know no shit about whats going on in your life, i feel like just another person. oh wells, maybe im just asking too much. i dont know.it just seems like you dont want to get me involved with your stuff with anything that concerns you, you rather get someone else. its okay, it doesnt matter does it? if it does, i'd probably just dont go. and i cant believe some people can just lie through their noses. like what the shit la. you want your fun with the guys, fine. but dont refrain my time with people i want to spend time with. freaking attention seeker.

Monday, November 13, 2006

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sigh.< | Saturday, November 11

today was relatively okay.
just that im feeling chilly the whole day :(

lunch was fab.
cell was alright.
we had games and stuff.
loads of laughing la. haha.

sigh, im feeling a lil down. somehow
i always feel so hopeless. so useless
everytime something goes wrong on your side
ive always wanted to approach you
but something just makes me hold back.
i just dont dare, and im afraid i might say the wrong things.

when you feel down, im wayy more down than you are
when you are sad, im wayy more sad than you are
when you are angry, im wayy angrier than you are
when you are irritated, im wayy more irritated than you are

its the same when youre happy too.
i just miss that smile this evening
i wont impose any pressure on you
to tell me what happened
but all i wanna say is that
im ALWAYS here. im not leaving. nor going anywhere.
i love you.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

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HAHAHAHA.< |

okay, i feel retarded laughing to myself
why i saw what i typed for my title- HAHAHAHA.
so silly la. but yeah i sorta happy (:

the intensive papers are OVER! O-V-E-R!!
yay! im super happy. plus i ended on a right note!
math paper2 was relatively easy,except for the pattern!
so dumb la, we are not GEPERS or anything right?
oh wells, my 4marks!

so the wonderful WEEKENDS are here! SCREAMS.
although im sorta feeling a lil UGH over some stuff
but i will get over it. i hope.

a lil shout out to some people!
sorry if i left you out. heh. no offence/

nana! : omg. yest was fab,its been WEEKS since i stepped into a shopping centre.even though we didnt buy anything, window shopping is good enough a feed to tie me over to 20th! haha. we WILL watch our movies sooon okay? study for history now! and we will be FREE. i love you nana.

jaclyn: woman. press on. youre almost done. sitting next to you the exam hall is really hilarious. laughing at how clarence became claris? and how 'sexy' her sneeze was. haha. 3papers to go! i love you!

candice! : i know your intensive papers starts next week. im not making you feel gek or anything! i just want you to press on! lean to god for his strength and peace. he will walk you through day by day. paper by paper. i love you my sexaye! *winks.

maye : twin! yes i know your exams were over loong ago. haha. youre supposed to wait for me! i miss you!

amelia: i guess things hasnt been easy. i will contact you soon ya? take loads of care!

alvin : dude. thanks for the encouragement despite what has happened. i pray you stay strong and god will carry you and your family through. lots of love (:

jed: yes the WEEKENDS are here. haha. i cant wait i cant wait. be nice to the little ones okay? dont scare them (:

baby: youre finally done with your work. despite you being so tired. youve learnt something nice eh? its not about the ching ching! though ching chings are important. haha. see you later kays? i love you heaps heaps heaps!

alrighty, im gonna get some stuff done and a lil tv watching! grins.
tatas! (:

Saturday, November 11, 2006

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the worst is over!< | Thursday, November 9

hohoho! im happy!
the worst paper is over!
and things are fine now!

SCREAMSSSS! (of JOY! lol.)

although i totally screwed up my geog last two questions,
im just gonna commit it to god!
which i had done,even before o's started.
that sent a peaceful heart into the exam hall (:

omg omg omg,tomorrow's math
and i just have to get over tomorrow
and my beautiful weekends are here!
WHOOTS> i cant wait.

nana! i want to watch material girls next fri!
then we can watch step up on the following tues!
GRINS. im so excited. haha.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

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SCREAMSSSS< | Wednesday, November 8

OMG.i totally dislike you please
things finally got okay,
and you just had to break it all again.

as i told you, maybe you just dont see how i struggle
everytime to make him believe that theres nothing betw our chats
and maybe you dont see how he means so much to me?
and maybe you dont see how things are so sour cos of that 'curse'
sigh, and yes thats my friend.

and shitty O LEVELS
im so pissed la, ugh.
im gonna fail so badly
shoot me somebody.
shoot me before my results are out.
SCREAMSSSSSSSSS.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

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what a morning.< | Tuesday, November 7

seriously, what a morning
screaming through sms was horrid.
i totally hate that.

i just felt so unjustified, so disappointed.
i dont know why youre so cold.
cold as an icicle.
its just basically, youre not lifting up to what you said.
you said, we will leave it to after the exams
and now stuff will be the same as per normal
but what sort of normal is it?
coldness and distant?

and since i was driving you crazy
hounding you like nobody's business
i told you, i will not fking bother you anymore and ever again.
and im serious.
ugh, you just kept clinging on,
but you dont show in your lil ways how you will want me to stay.

trust me, i never ever freaking wanted to leave
but its driving me nuts and walnuts in case you didnt know.
i just want the B-thingy.
and all i ask is that assurance
of you always being there,
in love, and concern and care.
thats all i ask for.
is it alot?

hopefully things will get better
and go back on track to the usual.
i hate all these. :(

i hate you stupid o's
stupid cramps.ARGHHH>

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

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H-E-L-P/< | Sunday, November 5

omg, im really really scared.
im so scared that im im shivering
im shaking, im cold, im so weak.
im turning bluee.

oh god, please help me.
im so scared i can simply drop to the floor
if i dont control my muscle.
oh gosh oh gosh.

nana, dont worry, you will do fine
for tomorrow's paper ya?
i love you nana. hugs.

im too scared to think of anything
just promise me you wont leave.
though i feel things are different
i hope it would still be the same
i need the same love care and concern
im just so shaky here
im sorry if i didnt wear your gift as promised.
im really sorry.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

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whoots.< | Saturday, November 4

omg omg omg omg.
im so gonna die.
what the hell am i doing with my life
im tired. so mentally tired basically.

i think i will go mad and bonkers after next week
oh god, help me!
i will go so mad, that i probably do crazy things that i never would. lol.

alrighty i better hit the books if im going out later
how lazy can i get boy,
still going out when my paper is in 2days?
i need to destress.
*breathes in and out.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

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hmms. sighhs.< | Friday, November 3

okay, i think im gonna fail my o's
somebody kill me.
im not prepared in anyway.
for those papers next week. grr.

music paper2 was relatively okay today(:
which was good, hilarious part was after the paper.
shant go into elaboration.

im feeling rather ughh.
sometimes i dont what im thinking
im being such a troublesome girl.
being contradicting,maybe not.
i ask for the simplest things,
or so i thought.
i dont even know what i want sometimes.
its so muddling.
part of me wants to ignore you,just to gain your attention
i always long for that
the other part of me misses you so much,
its saddens me how we hardly meet.

all i ask is to be with you,
to be together with you doin things
we wanted to do together
be it the simplest things
of be it, sitting there not saying a word
it just means so much.
you mean so much.

Friday, November 03, 2006

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GRRRUGGGHHH< | Thursday, November 2

im in a grouchy mood
feeling superduper ughh.
so dont ring or buzz my phone
unless you have something important or something nice to say. (:

bitch fit is the word to describe me now.
omg, the stress factor has hit me
and hit me real bad.

the virus has hit me too.
i hate to be sick.
i threw up my whole lunch.
thats sick.
im not being bulimic here okay.
thats doubly sick.
because i enjoy my food.
thats so not sick.
my whole digestive system feels weird.
thats triply sick.

alright enough of my sick paragraph.
im feeling rather sick typing it.
guess i lack tender love and care.
where are you when i needed you?
though youre no doctor,your presence is enough.
sadly the work attachment has made you occupied all day :(

i wanna shop badly.
i need to break free and shop like mad!
all the midnight sales are starting end nov!
whee! i can't wait!
baby! you gotta go with me ta carry my bags!
and i will treat you for a nice dinner!
lol, joking la, <--about the bag carrier : /

i love you baby! SMOOOCH!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

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nana!< | Wednesday, November 1

oh gosh, im feeling rather laughy.
im gonna have a special shout out to my favorite!
its even titled, nana!

haha,lunching & laughing with nana was fab.
its been so long since we last did that.(:
your little stories never fail to make me lighten up.

i just wanna stay
thanks for being the bestest girl,
the bestest listener, the hilarious-est laugher,
the bestest chat partner,
baiscally,
the bestest person!

i love my dearest nana :D

oh gosh, o's are so near,
infact its here alr. sigh.
press on lazy samantha, you will be done soon!

i miss my baby :(

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

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