(:< | Saturday, September 30
(: im glad ive finally smiled in three days
this time is for REAL
though along the way i seemed alright
but i guess i was just putting a fake front
to those who made my day today, thankyou!
naming: jiamin,felicia,angel,fay,CAND,
peanut,aaron aloy,daniel,shuoxian,
even rachel!,not forgetting my BABY!
thankyou so much. it just meant alot :D
im determined, mugger for just A MONTH
and i would be free from all these!
sushi was great. i love you three!
baby! and i thought you were angry!
and im so so sorry you only ate A chicken!
cand, i hope youre okay ya?
thanks for your letter and i love you!
Saturday, September 30, 2006
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sigh.sigh.mmhmm< | Friday, September 29
okay,so i kinda made a promise to ms toh
and the other teachers on her behalf
that i would get out of my moody attitude
and getting out of the mood
where my emotions overwhelm everything else
they were really disappointed with my grades
grades that should never be appearing
cos they said this isnt MY grades at all
what belonged to me is where achievements soar
im taking all these as an encouragement
to spur me on.
one month is all ive got to squeeze the As out
i think i can i can.
leave all these behind.
step up, move on. press on.
i love my girls.church girls too.
not forgetting my baby.(:
Friday, September 29, 2006
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ugh.rahh.gahh.sigh.< | Thursday, September 28
ugh.rahh.gahh.ahhh.SIGH.
im such a freaking FAILURE.
such simple things i cant do properly
not to mention STUDIES
even simple things like FLYERS.
something i loved to do, i CAN'T.
how FAILURE can that be.
i might as well just
HIDE & DIE.
lord you said you had a plan,
the best and perfect plan
was this MY plan?
or is it just me thats going AGAINST your plan
lord ive got enough of this.
enough of being upset, disappointment, and heartache
i ask you come and mend the inside,
its all going wrong, the opposite way i wanted
i believe anything will be possible if i have you
i want to reach my targets, achieve my expectations
Thursday, September 28, 2006
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results!< | Wednesday, September 27
sam is upset.
shes super disappointed in herself.
her results. her achievements.
not much of any achievement here anyway.
let her live in her own world for the time being.
ive uploaded pics in my links area.
thats just stuff i do when im upset.
jaclyn: i love you! chats with you are oh-so-fun! (:
ilena:thanks for the postcard. its lovely
although you said it was screwed up
hosea.jonchua.bryan.yongtao.darren.abel.:
guys thanks for just being there.being encouraging.
it means alot! (:
baby, thanks for being there too.
just remind me to keep studying hard too!
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
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sat,sun,mon!< | Monday, September 25
okay, i haven't blog through the weekends
and ive been pretty busy not studying. hah.
which is so so bad : /
sat:
happybirthdaymommy!
the time spent with you dear was fantabulous (:
sunday:
church was alright. candice! omg. im still feeling mean!
but hhaha, great minds think alike!
monday:
yes! you stupid prelims are over!
stupid prelims are refraining me from my first3months!
rahhs. gahh! its so bad.
shopping was alright. but im so upset okay!
i only bought a top after a long day of walking around?
so dumb dumb la. cafe cartel with dear ilena was good! :)
i love you ilena and jaclyn!
sigh.im so tired physically
probably lack of sleep last night
sigh, its so scary la.
take all these away, i hate it i hate it
im so freaking pressured inside, im lost
i need my air to breathe, to carry on
this hurts, it hurts so bad.
things are fine with my baby now,
i dont ever want to lose you. trust me
Monday, September 25, 2006
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chinese paper2< | Thursday, September 21
hoho. today was darn slack
woke up, changed, met dear ilena for brekkie!
chinese paper was soso
but all those passages made me so hungry!
with all the rou gu cha and xia mian!
oh man. i was practically drooling on my paper
when i realised my time was so tight : /
after paper mommy wanted to bring me ta harbourfront
ta get my nike bag!
but the stupid carpark was full. wth.
so we went tiong bahru instead
my wishlist gets longer each time i get ta window shop
im supposed to be studying hard. real hard.
wake up samantha wakeup!
youve been the laziest bum bum ever!
get your ass to your study table and study!
on a lighter note,
im eating swensens on sat! YAY!
i love you baby!
Thursday, September 21, 2006
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the day off< | Wednesday, September 20
oh boy, i think holidays are a really bad thing!
just within these two days,
i haven't read a single word of my textbooks
i haven't flip a single page of my books
i have apparently, caught up with my movie screening!
*devil wears prada
*just my luck
*take the lead!
shopping with mommy this morning was cool
bought quite a number of new sets of lingerie!
its super darn pretty please (:
oh! and i tell you, those aunties at john little are super aunty can
they were helping their husbands to buy undergarments
and they had to go on and on about the size and everything
hello? what happened to being private and discreet? *rolls eyes
ugh, i didnt get a chance to get my nike bag!
i probably only can get it next week,
i pray that it will still be there, please let it be there
mommy's birthday is coming up this sat!
i haven't gotten her anything. sigh.
audrey! i hope you are okay ya? im super sorry i couldnt go down ta meet you!
but i hope you will chill, be calm and go home! i love you!
i miss my baby alot! tomorrow??
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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math2 and physics< | Tuesday, September 19
oh my, im super tired. my head is aching :(
upon reaching school, jon chua and everyone else asked where i went to
and i was like, i went out?town?
response were really hilarious,
'YOUVE GOT A PAPER TODAY AND YOU WENT OUT!?!'
OH WELLS.
math paper2 was alright, the whole duration
was super long, chilly and tedious!
my ass ached like crap and i was super restless
physics paper was ugh,
say bye-bye to my sciences now. : /
im glad ive got a day off tomorrow (:
catching up on sleep and shopping is a must-do tomorrow!
mom's bringing me shopping at john littles
i want my brown shorts & nike bag by friday!! :D
oh man, baby! you know what?
i was just looking at THOSE* pictures and it made me smile!
really! sigh, your phone better be back soon okay!
i loaned my cam to daddy! haha.
i love you! (:
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
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what a weekend!< | Monday, September 18
man, i realised i should never be given
a weekend or a long hol to study
because i never gotten any study done
i have been out throughout this whole weekend
sat to coffeebean to cell and dinner at kfc
it was such a horrid rainy weather!
i was drenched like totally! : /
sunday was to church and jurong point and town
i love far east shopping alot
a few more items i wanna get! lol.
i need time people time time time!
ilena! our dress day better be on next week!
i cant wait! im stressed out!
i better hit the books before i start being glued on the com!
p.s: i love you baby! :D
Monday, September 18, 2006
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((:< | Saturday, September 16
to those who asked, thanks for caring!
but no worries im all okay now. (:
i want my dress from fond hugs! its so lovely
and loads of tops and dresses from zara
loads of pants from esprit
4inch heels from novo!
buy me TIME someone!
man, you know what
as much as i always dread music paper1
i realised its pretty easy to study for
even the setwork!
im gonna pin time down to study that
hopefully i can get one of my A from there :D
thank god for the weekend break
i need time to get on my physics and chinese.
i think im stressed out, accorfing to aunty sandra. lol
alright i know this is a boring post
i will blog soon!
love you all
Saturday, September 16, 2006
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< | Thursday, September 14
sometimes i dont know why this is even happening
and i really do hate it. alot.
i guess i have been at my best to trying to make things right
but you just seemed not to care
not even replying
what the hell do you want me to do now?
that i dont even know your reply?
and what the hell do you want from me?
why is it that its always me who trying to mend this?
im sorry for reading your msg wrongly
you know i never wanted a cool off period
why? because it hurts, because i hate it
because i cant stand not talking to you
you mean THAT much,
but i guess you didnt see it.
im tired. im so so tired of all these.
i want things to be back to where it was last time
where we could just talked about anything
where we could put the phone down, knowing it was a fulfilling talk
where i could sleep ever so sweetly knowing the chat was fantabulous
where our dirty little secrets were shared so freely between us
i want all that back. will you give it to me?
text me when you see this IF YOU want
but looking at it, you dont even seemed to be responding
sigh, this sucks, my heart aches
but i still love you TA bits.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
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prelims. oh man.< |
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just a new skin for now,
i havent got time to do my customised one!
just wait, wait till ive got time to do!lol.
sigh, life's been rather badd
prelims makes you sad
it makes you fat
i shant blog about how my papers were
because they were so horrid
its either lack of time or i blanked out : /
hmm, since i havent been going out
i haven been looking through mags to keep update :)
i haven tonns of things i want!
*get me my n72 in pink and i will LOVE YOU!
*that sony pink cam!!
*polka dot dress!
*fond hugs dresses!
*wedges!
*flats!
*4inch heels!
*that pattern pattern levis jeans!
*loads of tops!
*belts!
*skirts!
*shorts!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
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shitte< | Monday, September 11
life's so crap
everything's so shite
i just feel like sleeping and not wake up : /
i hate all these super neh neh thingy going on
its so darn stupid la.
ugh, im so not in the mood now
prelims you suck
Monday, September 11, 2006
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:D< | Friday, September 8
hoho! today was fun fun fun!
little studying done, towned, the great company= i think im gonna fail prelims : /
towned with mom a lil
and i gave my support to dear ACSI guit orch! :D
how noble of me. haha.
i saw cheryl from my primary 1 class in ij!
we caught up a little bit before i had to rush
oh man! i totally remembered how you had a buddy with the exact name as you!, both first name,last name and chinese name even!
thank god i could recognise you!
you sexaye lady! :)
the company with you was fantabulously good :D
youre good :D
and remind me! i gotta read out something from cleo that i saw to you!
take care everyone!
i hope tomorrow would go well!
Friday, September 08, 2006
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im sorry dear< | Thursday, September 7
you know who you are, this entire post is for you
im really sorry for last night
i really am, i never meant to snap at you
or even vent my anger at you
i never meant any of that. ever.
you just dont know how much you mean to me
to the extend of sometimes me doing extreme things for you
but i dont complain at all
because i do it willingly
i do it cos i want to and not cos for the sake of it
i really do miss you heaps
i hope friday would be confirmed, please
i just want to spend a day with you, an entire day
grant me this will you?
i really am sorry, i promise you there would never be anything like this again
love you tonns.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
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under the weather< | Wednesday, September 6
sigh, life sucks. life is bad : /
im feeling superly under the weather today
and im feeling superly bitchy-fied today as well
my hair is screaming for a nice haircut and make over
my face is screaming for a facial
and my nails and toenails are screaming for a manicure and pedicure!
my wardrobe is screaming, update your collection!youre boring!
sigh as much as i kinda went ta look around today
i had so many things to buy
but i had no mood
so freak it :(
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
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tues!< | Tuesday, September 5
hohoho! today's been cool
lunch and munch with dear sam was fantabulously fun!
youre the best dear!
and you better leave your wallpaper there forever okay!
you promised! since i bet that you will change it the min you left!
haha :D
sigh, the bad thing about holidays
is that you munch alot on junk!
that makes you fat! :(
alright i will blog again!
love you all!
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
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what a weekend< | Sunday, September 3
things during the weekend was kinda crap
with my parents being a pain in my freaking ass
it made things really bad and good at the same time. hah.
good, cos i get to break my curfew time!
haha it rocks to be stubborn AT TIMES :)
but nevertheless, three special shout outs!
first and foremost,
SAM!
yes dear, thanks for just being there when i needed you the most!
youve been the best and thanks for understanding,caring
EVERYTHING! :)
treats from you were just fantabulous :)
i miss you and i love you plenty!
secondly!
ALVIN!
thanks for just listening to me,
i really appreciate the messages and the listening ear you gave :)
thanks loads! love!
lastly, joshua yeo!
youve been the nicest peanut around! haha.
thanks for being there as well,
someone i can count on!
call me whenever you need advice :D
you know what i mean!
love!
next week have got to be better!
i hope there would still be a stayover!
dance+mug=i like :)
love you all
Sunday, September 03, 2006
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sept bday babies< | Saturday, September 2
last evening was fun :D
din tai fung at wisma
loads of walking from wisma, to tangs, to far east
except in the wee hours of the morning
that was the worst
enjoy the pictures!
aud,ilena,sam
ilena, sam
aud,ilena
aud,ilena,sam
joshua,aud,ilena,neo,sam,glenn
aud,sam,WAREHOUSE!
sam,ilena,DOVER MRT
Saturday, September 02, 2006
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ilena!< | Friday, September 1
im not gonna post about unhappy stuff!
i dont reall wanna think about it
dinner tonight better be good :D
there would be more pics then! haha
i love ilena ALOT! :)
youre the best girl!
Friday, September 01, 2006
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