baby< | Thursday, August 31
haha i dont really have much to blog about
its been such a wet day!
non-stop raining!
i didnt get to buy my army cute dress today,
cos of the wet weather!
im gonna buy tomorrow!yay!
love you mommy!
ahhh, i miss my dearest alot! :)
have i told you lately that i love you?
have i told you theres no one else besides you,
fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness,
ease my troubles thats what you do :)
Thursday, August 31, 2006
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hoho.< | Wednesday, August 30
hoho, so prelims had started
im freaking out : /
teacher's day celebration today
ohmy, jon chua, chuan hao, and arvin
looked so gothic with the eyeliner la!
but they were cool, chuan hao was cool :D
holland with my fave girls later
ILENA AND JACLYN!
have i told you how much i love you two? :)
thanks my dear jaclyn for the black top!
if youre coming on fri i will wear it! :D
though the plunging line is so low : /
man, i really need to shop badly
i love holland shopping alot
i want 3dresses i saw just now!
*polka dots!
*pink prints!
*army formal!
they are oh so lovely!
mummy! i need cash cash cash!
alrights i gotta go get samson from school
and back to aunty sandra's place!
love you all!
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
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oh well< | Monday, August 28
i havent blogged in a really long while
and so many things have been happening
its scaring me so much and scaring me real bad
help me somebody! anyone!
i dont want to go into details with all the horrid stuff that happened
its makes me real S-A-D!
school makes me SADDer,
theres no such word, i know!
i cant stand the whole studying thing
its makes me so deprived of everything la.
i havent exactly shopped in awhile! :(
sometimes i wonder how i managed to take all that,
esp those messages on sunday morning
man i think my patience is really good.
i could have walked away and let the whole thing explode
but nah, i couldnt bear to do it, i couldnt bring myself to see the consequences!
but forget all that, i miss you tonns!
loveYOU heaps okay!
i cant wait for my handmade sandwich on sat! haha. :D
back to the books
rahhh, die exams DIE! D-I-E!
Monday, August 28, 2006
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ilu< | Wednesday, August 23
time really is flying
it was so sudden, even as you left us this morning
nobody wanted to tell me anything
until just now, why may i ask?
why do i always have to be the last to know
i know you all are afraid i might that be able to take it
cos i have always been grand daddy's little girl
i definitely do miss you terribly granddaddy
you played a huge role in my life
someone i looked up to, both being so successful in career
as well as a loving family you have supported
i have missed the times, the simplest things you did for me.
where you taught me how to hold my chopsticks properly,
how to eat properly, have table manners
played all sorts of games, and encouraged each and everyone
of us to take up water sport
even during special event, you brought me to buy lanterns and whats not
i miss all that granddad
but why do you have to go so fast
i have so many things i have yet to told you
though you dont believe in Him,
but i trust that he will watch over you
i will get through this for you
i know you dont want me to brood over it
and i know you never want me ever to be sad
there i promise you i will do my very best
i will do you proud
you said you cant wait for the day
you receive news that i get into my desired school
granddaddy, i promise you i will do the best i can
i will now let you down (:
the house of reunion and house of gathering
will never ever be the same again.
i love you so so much granddaddy.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
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5DAYS,18DAYS< |
5DAYS,18DAYS rahhhs.
time is drawing closer,
the clock is tickling
im really scared and im sure there are alot of people out there too
how fast time flies, without you knowing
im taking it easy despite it all.
lord, please show me your way
i was just thinking about alot of things
and i really miss every single one of you my dear cousins
its been awhile since we met
and all your emails,calls, messages are really something i treasure!
naming:
jamie,jennifer,jonathan.
aloysious, adeline
mel, marcus
don, derrick, daphne
i really miss you guys tonns, i miss the times where don and aloysious
would just lift me up in air, and there i would be screaming away
i miss those times where we could play fire crackles
and those times, we 'gambled' with our phones
and i just realised each family, has the same letter names (:
come back soon all of you!
im really looking forward to sat, i really cant wait
besides playing for cell la,
im kinda worried. : /
alright im going to hit the books AGAIN.
you are my shield oh god,
you will protect me
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
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Ssigh< | Tuesday, August 22
well, i had a fantabulous sleep last night
though i thought it was not enough. haha.
well we definitely paid attention at chapel today
topic: SEX.
well as much as we always think we know alot
there are things that we did take back from today.
too bad we will miss part 2 next week : SAFE SEX.
PE was fun (:
ms tan didnt come,
we had our own games,
VOLLEYBALL (:
man i love all of them! haha, it was a hilarious time!
sadly, we have tonns of blue-blacks around our wrist
or rather mine, ilena has hers on her arm as well.
chem lesson was alright, organic chem- MARCOMOLECULES
i really dislike geog class
its such a dragg, time passes really slow then
chinese lesson was hilarious
audrey! your boyfriend so unfaithful can! haha.
i gotta hit the books again!
take care you all!
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
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RAHH< | Monday, August 21
have i told you i really dont like school?
since this term, school has been such a drag
hurrying through chapters that we have yet to finish
revision papers, prelim papers, past year o' level papers
just piles up my desk every now and then
i just cant wait to graduate & it would be bye fairfield
alright i gotta hit my books.
this sucks.
its so borrring. :(
Monday, August 21, 2006
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heh.< | Sunday, August 20
saturday was quite crap
my parents were giving me hell
i just got out of the house, cabbed down to church
and my couldnt control my emotions
tears kept flowing down, being misunderstood was something i couldnt take
but i guess god taught me to accept things the way it was
when the video started and stuff
ive lightened up and all, things were alright already
a big thank you to the two guys, shuo xian & daniel!
who helped me in my math. you guys are hilarious.
sam, im sorry if i walked away from you on sat,
i just really didnt want to start telling you
and start to cry infront of you
but i will never leave you ya? i promise.
sunday, im ever so glad i went to you and tap your shoulder
that short time spent was still good, even to ntuc.
message with sam was so hilarious-
samLEE: hmm, where are you now? i'm at lalaland. haha.
sam: im in the car! lalaland? im in lalaland too! do you see me? grins.
samLEE: haha. let's meet at the LALA bridge above the LALA river okays. then we can go to the LALAmall to shop. make sure you bring enough LALA dollars.
sam: shall we have LALA dinner later too? and stay in LALA houses & hotels! oh man. you're so cute la. haha.
samLEE: we can dine at the LALA restaurant! my LALA treat. i'm a LALA millionaire okays! haha well you're cuter!
sam: so i'm a LALA princess too? grins. what about LALA schools and LALA churches! haha. we shall sing LALA songs and sound like LALA in teletubbies!
samLEE: haha oh man this is hilarious. hee. alright i will see you later okay you LALA princess! takecare and lots of LALA love!
yepp thats all for today!
school's starting tomorrow.
im kinda dreading it, i hate school : /
Sunday, August 20, 2006
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disappointed< | Friday, August 18
i havent blog since my bday
and so many things just happened in days
it so scary sometimes i just want to hide under my blanket and not get up
first, im super utterly disappointed in the musical
i expected something much more thrilling
much more attention grabbing
but sadly, it didnt.
it didnt make me say, yes it was good
secondly, i really dont understand
i dont understand how you can be so sweet at a certain point of time
and the next, you seemed so cold, so unapproachable
then you just do what you want as and when you like
have you ever thought what i wanted?
how i want things to turn out?
i dont need anything more than what usual people do
i dont ask for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow,
i just ask for the rainbow
im satisfied with the simplest things, really
its the little things that count and meant so much
i want you to always be the same person
i have knew since day one, except that
you have become stonger inside of you,
both mentality and emotionally
that person that brings real joy every single day of my life
even as you said youre gonna change,
and if it ever hurt me,
and if i ever have to go,
remember i still love you the same, as always
Friday, August 18, 2006
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birthday!< | Tuesday, August 15
26days,15days!
the big day's finally here, not so exciting afterall,
a big thank you to those who texted, called, greeted, hugged, kissed, sang!
every single one of you! :D
a double big thank you for all your lovely presents,
naming:
SAM,maye,candice,ilena,audrey,zhang fan,yongtao,MOM,DAD,SAMSON
and the rest of you out there!
a triple big thank you to ILENA,
thanks for the nydc cake last wed and today as well
and for the balloon and the skittles and all! its lovely :D
audrey! thanks for the prettaye custom made notebook!
i love it i love it i love it! the crown is pretty :D
yongtao, zhangfan!
you guys are really cute with your gifts! thanks!
maye!
man, twin! i totally love the pictures and all!
it was really sweet of you!
cand!
can i ask if the nailpolish cost 6.20 per bottle? tell me! :)
thanks anyway, now i know what the suspension was all about! grins
mom!
thanks for everything that you've given me!
although after buying tonns of stuff last week
you still gave 2 pretty sandals :)
last but not least,
my dearest sam,
i love yours the best :D its so pretty! i love it alot! but i love you wayyy more! smoooch.
enjoy the pics!
from dear sam
from my MOM
from MOM again
from twin MAYE
SAKAE SUSHI
oreo cheesecake!
i l u :)
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
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bitchy fitty< | Friday, August 11
30days,18days!
to those who have texted, called, mailed, im
im feeling alright, just uberly disappointed with my freaking results
and to those who i have yet to reply,
im sorry, but i wont be disclosing my results : /
im feeling really in a bitch fit mood
i need the day off tomorrow,
its all up to you to make me HAPPY! not sadpy <--copy right :)
i will blog about my early birthday dinner sooon, with pictures of course :D
Friday, August 11, 2006
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girls day out< | Wednesday, August 9
32days,19days
im excited, im meeting the girls later
for my early birthday outing :)
they make it really exciting! grins
i will blog about it tonight then!
sigh, i really wasnt upset about what you said
but its just i had no comments
you make it seemed as though
im someone who cant take teasing for nuts
and makes me so borrring,
you just dont know how much i miss you
or is it just a one sided thing?
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
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(:< | Tuesday, August 8
33days,20days.
today's some celebration thingy
its like quite boring, i shouldnt have gone
we are just there to be part of the crowd : /
haha, but im happy :)
last minute call & msg that someone's popping over to my place!
yay! haha. i knew the call would come,
but popping over? it was a total shock!
'studying' was fun :)
well, c math seems fun too
just that i couldnt be much of a help. lol
the rest of the afternoon was FUN too.
dont forget ah, we are changing phone on sat ah! :)
planetshakers on sat! i cant wait
all my sats have been occupied and fun!
tangs is having cardmember sale today!
i wanna gooo! :)
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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haven< | Sunday, August 6
35days,22days
i l u*!
saturday started off with piano=bad
i was so tired that i screwed up my scales
i practiced so hard la, but oh wells
but the best of the day has yet to come :)
parents picked dear sam from the busstop
and dropped us at queesway
seriously, its so WEIRD
when youre wearing so formal with heels and everything,
walking at queensway,
slowly we journied to anchorpoint & ikea
tea break was fantabulous,
SWEDISH MEATBALLS! yum
besides that, you know what i mean eh? :D
fast forward to 'haven;
gawd its really GOOD :)
really really fantabulous, because of that
the i kept speaking in hk accent. lol
but most of all, thanks for the company, its great!
and we came to a lil conclusion,
most joshuas go with JOYs. :)
Sunday, August 06, 2006
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FOP :)< | Saturday, August 5
36days,23dayAHHH!
I LOVE THE MOO MOO! :)
top left clockwise: charissa, mark, ben liew, janet, sam, ilena, abigail
top left clockwise: charissa,sam,ben liew,mark,ilena,janet,abigail
i didnt blog yesterday,
i was so busy the whole day!
founder's day service, piano lesson, and FOP !
it was fantabulous!
went with ilena and abigail, and along the way
while QUEUING, we met ben liew, charissa, janet & mark
they were really sweet :D
janet is super good, she kept sneaking through people
and the 7 of us would just run after her, telling the crowd, ' OH SHES THERE!'
but nevertheless it was good :)
Saturday, August 05, 2006
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moody,< | Thursday, August 3
38days,25days. HELP!
as much as im happy, im moody :(
i hate everything thats making me like this
im feeling freaking stressed out over stuff
sigh, i hate this, i wanna get away
superly emo i know, but what the hell
i cant be bothered already
thank god for weekends, i love you weekends!
bye earthings!
Thursday, August 03, 2006
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RAHHHHs< | Wednesday, August 2
39days,26days! help!
i really dont like school
i really hate school
i hate lessons and tests and exams
i know ive said this a million and one time
but i cant help it!
the return of geog test was a disaster
my emotions played alot during the whole thing
i wonder sometimes why the hell i study so hard for it
when at the end of it all, im going to fail
my geog results are so random,
one time it can be alright, the next it goes way down
i love history, i really do
i guess my results says it all :)
i was so scared that my heart almost jump out okay
btw, ONG! i know youre upset, but do not give up! you know you can! :)
i gotta study social studies!
love you all
p.s: ive got you and youve got me, so we've got you and i both :D
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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nua< | Tuesday, August 1
40days,27days!
THIS gives me tonns of nice memories!
and btw, i drew this, edited by dear twin MAYE :)
well well, let me apologise to those who wanted my extra ticket for 'haven'
ive kinda sold it, or rather someone already want it :)
so thanks for all your undying support! <--sounds so corny la. : /
sigh, im starting to dislike school
not cos of the friends or whatsoever
but i hate school cos of assignments, tests, prelims, o's
its getting the shite out of me :(
OH and i love food bazaar!
sadly, thurs's the last day!
pig out sessions with my girls just cant get anymore fun :D
i love each and everyone of you
and that reminds me!
jaclyn and i were laughing the shite out of her during chapel!
superly pointy and huge boobs la! LOL
ilena i will tell you soon!
lastly, I HATE SOFT BALL!
TATA.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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