whee. orals over< | Friday, June 30
i havent blog
ive been so busy and today has been nerve-wrecking!
at least my orals are over! :D
well well, im looking forward to the weekends
and youth day :D
now i can relax in PEACE
lessons have been alright
its just alot of self-study needed
alot of catching up needed
hmm maths lessons have been fruitful
not only academic based
but also other aspects
kenneth ong and i had a really good <3 to <3
talk about alot of stuff
our churches, christainity, god's word
teenage stuff and loads more
it was definitely a fruitful talk
so thats the other side of kenneth ong for you guys!
and if you ever see this, have with her since shes back!
and i so know its not your mom!
well chinese oral was FREAKY
it just freaks the whole shit of you
i went first cos i had mep
so it was so nerve wrecking
the room was so quiet that i could hear my own saliva being swallowed
and carina was so right on this!
mep was alright
i was attentive alright
just that i so hate MR _ _ _!!!!!!
rahhs he just makes my blood boils
how sickening :/
i saw SAM! or rather he called that fate
lol. but you looked hot baby!
in that outfit :D
alright im gonna look forward to tomorrow!
nanyang funfair, cell , dance! :D
Friday, June 30, 2006
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third day< | Wednesday, June 28
okay so i didnt blog yesterday :/
firstly if you may see it or not
sorry for all those people who waited for me
to lunch! im uberly sorry!
today school was fine
i was so darn tired
our first comb humans class today
honestly, i was looking forward to it
i kinda enjoy listening to mrs wong teach
and i will still be amaze at how she remembers ALL
her facts so well
but sadly, i was in pain, my tummy was churning like crap
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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start of school< | Monday, June 26
well yes its the start of school
the day ive dread since forever :/
well themorning was fine
just that i couldnt get out of bed
after snoozing my phone alarm for 4times?
grr i dread getting out of bed so early
seeing my friends were one of the better things to look forward to
sorry nat! he was just saying we haven had our outing
well, maybe chinese lesson was a good start?
we had some oral thingy
ilena jac and i were one of the 'lucky' girls
that got chosen
i was glad with my marks obviously
somehow i felt the urgency of time is running out
but im still feeling unproductive!
it kinda sucks. but at the same time
i wanna do other things as well
go for cell, dance, play for worship on sundays
i still wanna do all that despite
my hectic schedule
so much for first day of school
ive got loads of work to get down with
tata
love you all
Monday, June 26, 2006
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i hate school< | Sunday, June 25
alot of type
but ive no time
whatever it is
I HATE SCHOOL
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL
IM SCARED
help me!
Sunday, June 25, 2006
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PICTURES!< | Saturday, June 24
samantha. samuel :D
my gift to dear sam :)
cand.sam. testify pose
clockwise: cand.sam.shuoxian.dan! testify pose! :D
Saturday, June 24, 2006
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the very last< |
im eating maggie mee
resulting that i didnt want to
join the guys + cand at macs
but thats not the main point (:
well today was FUN (:
its gonna stay in me for life
spending time with dear sam
at usual place: WESTMALL
man i love him ta bits
he just makes me so happy
in all his lil actions and expression
it just makes me smile
and all those imitating the couple and all
its hilarious but fun.
i know this is probably the last time
we would hang out till my o's are over
but wait for me please?
cell was cool.
honestly wasnt paying attention much
i was feeling so distracted
sigh. long story :/
though after throwing it into the bin
i still felt that its buggin me
talk to me somebody!
after cell was fun
dan shuoxian cand & i
were dancing, using the song on my ipod
stick it inside the mike cover
we took pics of dan's testifying action
pretty cool :D
will upload them soon
when i get them from sam
after that we had
'daniel's tuition time'
haha. and we kept calling gosu
when we needed help
the two brothers were hilarious
nerd brothers cand and i call them
peanut was sweet today
chocs from cocoa trees & a cab ride to mrt
thanks peanut anyway! :D
okay i better get started on my studies!
love.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
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(:< | Friday, June 23
yes! youre back
i totally missed you
and im so glad i saw you just now!
you were hot baby :)
im in pain and im grouchy
the time of the month again
that makes me so mad!
alright later!
love
Friday, June 23, 2006
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out samson goes< | Wednesday, June 21
yes! samson is out the house!
out for guitar camp
PEACE IN THE HOUSE!
im elated. but kinda sad
everytime hes out for camp
its the same for you
rahhs. no fair. whatever
mango sale starts tomorrow!
up to 50% disc
i wanna go! haha. money money! chingching!
im actually broke. lol.
oh im gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
cannonball into the water
im gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will, for you i will
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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whooots.< | Tuesday, June 20
im feeling random,but high :/
my target today is to finish all my holiday homework
is it possible? yes
but am i doing it? no
why? cos im lazy :/
ahh maybe its good that samson would be away
from tomorrow till friday
peace in the house :D
haha.ive gotta YOU a lil gift
which i thought it TOTALLY suited you!
GRINS
i fking cant stand the way you are
ive tried accepting you the way you are
what sort of lies you put into your life
lies you make everyone around you believe
you make yourself seem or rather sound oh so perfect
having this oh-so-perfect life
fking thinking youre some center of attraction shit?
hello.you are nothing. nothing at all.
so nothing especially when you think people are your doormats
cancelling out on us when you feel like it?
as though we dont have other friends besides you?
people like us have lives
we have our own damn lives
and to think we should be at the call of you
sorry, no. who the hell do you think you are
a princess a queen? quit thinking this way.
OH and youre such a hypocrite
bloody hypocrite.yucks.
you love making things sound nice that youre having fun
telling us that you have a cool life,a cool mom.
but in actual its all lies
get out of this life of lies
before everyone around you despise you
theres nothing i can do, but to pray for you.
and pray that i will be able to help you.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
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sunday< | Sunday, June 18
hah. im munching on seaweed potato chips
while typing this
i really need to hit the gym later
first and foremost
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY VERON! :D
i know you wont be able to see this
but its the thought that counts right SAM?
i came across this song in my ipod
was listening to it randomly
its for YOU. every word there means something
Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin'
I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you\
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
church was pretty alright
just that cand and i were bored
and kept talking
went toilet
and took so long, hang around and stuff
oh wells im aint sure if i can dance now
GOD please lead your way
let your will be done!
Sunday, June 18, 2006
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OH BOTHER< | Saturday, June 17
well well i was walking around ALOT yesterday
jamie and i went to plaza sing's aussino
to pick out some bathroom mats
we had no problem choosing at all :D
i got a new towel, pretty and hot
out families came later
we lunched at the manhattan fish place :D
its fab i wanna go there again :)
i saw this roxy bag from flash & splash
and its so NICE :D
i so wanna get it!
we travelled from place to place
to centrepoint
to heeren to tangs to wisma to taka to scotts
after that jonl called
and we decided to meet the whole bunch of them
yes yeong & jonl thanks so much for the tops!
i really love them!
but getting them for me for no apparent reason
makes me feel so bad! :/
i got a couple of zara tops
i love dresses from topshop and mango!
im go gonna get them! so pretty
yes and i saw this nike shoe that i like!
so pretty! rahhs.
see so much money is needed
and i will go broke! :(
alright i gotta start cracking on my work
then it would be cell and dance!
love you people!
Saturday, June 17, 2006
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pain.< | Thursday, June 15
how great i was in so much pain yesterday
shant elaborate :/
4days till maye is back
i cant wait at all
our song item plus sonic fest and conference thingy!
im looking forward to sat
cell and dance prac
although cand wont be going
but guess i would have fun still. haha.
thurs is such a terrible day
though its just the start of it
i had chips for breakfast
how random!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
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im sorryy< | Wednesday, June 14
well im sorry i really am
for being troublesome for being confusing
you know it hurts me as much as it did to you
and you know that whatever happens
everything remains the same
you know i love you and i always do
forgive me is all i ask.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
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gee< |
haha apparently im still up
and bored. okay im quite busy
but decided to blog AGAIN
having chats on msn with
ilena sindhu and a whole lot of wakeboarding people
jonl is super werid talking about this fat babe he saw at town today?
hello fat and babe dont go together
and as i said im missing out my chances of going next week
well i so love this bunch of people
firstly theres no clique amongst us
and its pretty cool
but whats kinda bad is when we go out as a huge group
no decision is ever made
that leaves us wondering around
and i would start getting pissed and all
and they will be so cute to try to coax me
and would treat me dinner in return
such sweet memories :)
oh yes STUDENT LEADERS FROM UBIN!
nat just reminded us of our outing!
it has to be soon before june hols end!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
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tues< | Tuesday, June 13
im into yellow dont ask me why
so i had quite a fulfilling day today
had piano in the morning
i so hate scales okay
DIE SCALES DIE!
you drive me up the wall!
you make my blood boil!
lunched at ghim moh
went home booked the room
got ready some of my things
a day at my place
went down to the room
waited for ilena
she tried the clothes
and settled on
*2roxy shirts
*1roxy shorts
*1denim shorts
*1shingshing
*i bikini top
adds up to 67 bucks :D
we did a little work before proceeding to manicure
super fun. chatted and all that
till we dinnered at blk 5
super full and we decided to play badminton
went back to my place
got rackets and had a ball of a time
one solid hour playing :)
it was hilarious cos of the way we played
i missed her for two weeks
and i so love her
we need to watch she's the man SOOON!
and with class girls as well!
wakeboarding people are leaving next tues
for competition in Bali
sadly i cant go. and i cant compete
andy just asked me out on 21st june,dxo
a[ñÐ]y™ hot.baby- says:u wanna go 21st june dxo?
i still fucking feel damn neglected.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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hmm< | Monday, June 12
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Monday, June 12, 2006
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ahhhhhhhh< | Sunday, June 11
im still depressed
really depressed
so f-king depressed
over the same thing again
whatever its killing me. BUZZ OFF
Sunday, June 11, 2006
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church< |
HI. -thats by cand
haha yeah we are at the lee's residence :)
we were doing work
until i got distracted by the two guys
over at the lim's residence. hah.
church was alright
sermon was boring. heh.
anyway class people wants to go escape tomorrow
im lazy its so far!
and sindhu just asked me to go bugis?
sorry dear. im at the lee's place
alright blog when i get home
love
Sunday, June 11, 2006
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WHOOTS.< | Saturday, June 10
okay so im kinda cool with everything now
i guess. probably being oversensitive?
i dunno. but theres nothing more to all these besides,
i love you
three simple words
well i met cand at cck mrt before cell
and we had a really hilarious chat with
shauna & faith
we were so girlie girl
with all the nails talk and stuff :D
cell was alright,speaker came
and she was alright at first
but got dry when she carried on :/
after cell cand,shauna,fay & i
got sweet talk & waffles :D
went back to hear the new dance song
shauna started dancing to show us
cand & i helped her to cheorograph some parts
or rather cand did,i was feeling pukey
so i just sat there
learned a lil here and there
but i cant do the HEAD thingy! *PRACTICE! :/
there would be some partner thingy
so obviously theresa would be with sebast
cand with shuo xian
i probably be with dan or something
haha. kinda cool la
well but im aint sure if im dancing this dance
kinda worried school load might be tough
once school reopen
gotta pray and ask for WISDOM :D
i needa shop :(
but im aint sure if im gonna join this dance yet
Saturday, June 10, 2006
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im okay.< |
yes i was home the whole of yest
i wasnt feeling too well
so mom didnt let me out
only dinnered at town with her
and saw melissa tan
or rather she saw me and roared my name LOUD
lol. shes really hilarious
and made it a point to arrange our outing :)
okay im better
but STILL
a teeny ween bit DEPRESSED
i think depression is my next new best friend
i so love you can you see it? :/
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Saturday, June 10, 2006
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i dont know i dont know i dont konw< | Friday, June 9
OH MY GAWD I MISS MAYE TOTALLY OKAY
I LOVE THAT TWIN OF MINE :D
19TH JUNE I CANT WAIT :)
we had our long chat last night before she left
shes so hilarious in her own way
i hope she can transfer to ACSIB
so we will be in the same school
hopefully! if i mange to get there!
ugh i still dunno okay
im still feeling depressed
i know i know you assured me
but STILL
its still not fair AT ALL
no wonder we say guys are all the same
in some way or the other
conscious or unconsciously
they will look for comfort in girls be it whoever it is
i know you said i come first
but ugh forget it i dont want to carry on
i will hit my books again
at least they give me a sense of satisfaction
Friday, June 09, 2006
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double sighs< | Thursday, June 8
after hitting the books
i feel slightly better
but i know downright im just jealous
what the heck
its not my fault right?
oh bother
i still dunno why am i clinging onto this after so long
why is it that your love makes me good?
Thursday, June 08, 2006
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SIGH< |
sometimes i feel kinda crapped up
or rather jealousy fills within me
why? i always wonder
these three letter word floats in my mind
why is it that she gets the attention
and i freaking dont
why is it that you seem to have loads to say to her
and you freaking have nothing to say to me
why why why
although my friends tell me to beware
i tried to look over it
cos i trust theres nothing at all
but seeing her name the same as mine
i see she gets your attention
i felt that i was no longer special
i feel ordinary. plain and simple
i no longer hear words of sweetness
i know youre supposed to watch yourself
but simple greetings makes a whole lot of difference
freak all this. im gonna hit the books
im depressed
Thursday, June 08, 2006
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cars!< |
yes i watched cars yesterday
its really nice!
go watch it for those who havent!
trust my taste!
considering im someone who's really picky
haha. FLO FLO FLO! shes so style :D
met sam at 130 westmall
got tickets
and guess what i lost 10 bucks along the way there can
though its not a huge sum of money!
but STILL.
so we ate at burger king
and its really cute that we had this habit
of eating fries first
before proceeding to the burger
i was full by the time i reached the burger
so we had really funny chats and all
exchanged gifts, i think its really sweet :)
walked around after and into watsons
sam saw this hair wax,its pretty cool
cos you will have streaks of colour on your hair after applying it
but it looks kinda yuck when we saw the picture.lol
went into the theatre
and realised that the stupid woman
squeezed everyone in the last four rows
we decided to change seats
feeling it was so squeezed
the show was fab as ive said :)
but it was freezing in there
so i really did have fun :D
but yeah, the rest you and i know la.
our dirty little secret *smirks
Thursday, June 08, 2006
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my dream sweet sixteen< | Tuesday, June 6
i always had my dream sweet sixteen
the really mama drama kinda party
where you book a hotel ballroom
everyone wears dresses
guys in suits or nice long sleeve shirts
music.party.dance.stay over
but sadly it will never come through
my birthday's in august
prelims start end august
i will probably have to stick to poolside party
better then nothing i guess
so it would be
bikinis.boardshorts.flipflops.
i will definitely have a party where everyone goes to
probably on the 10thaugust
early celebration
but i hope a nice guy
would bring me out on my birthday night
for a nice dinner at a jap restaurant
with a mini birthday cake at esplanade
and long strolls along the river
before i feel like going home
sounds cliche but yeah it would really be nice :D
so much for my daydreaming
*snap back to reality!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
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RAHHS.< | Sunday, June 4
okay so i had fun wakeboarding today
you guys rock really. :D
making me happy and all!
ten kisses to all of you!
I MISS YOU TERRIBLY SO MUCH CAN!
though ive survived the 6days one
this is just half
and im DYING! grrrr
Sunday, June 04, 2006
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im broke.and im sad.< |
IM BROKE! :(
after getting my fox skirt and sindhu's present
and mom's shirt
im seriously broke
no more spending already
means no more going out
i better study hard man
be a good girl and stay home
and wait for you to come back
yes i miss you tonns
one day never pass so slowly as before
and i never could sleep at ease
without hearing you!
i miss you plenty plenty hon :(
Sunday, June 04, 2006
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ahh my hair and church camp!!! :(< | Saturday, June 3
i got my hair snipped off 15cm from its original length!
yes its shoulder length short
and i kinda like it though :D
its still able to tie up but short ponytail
what the heck
it wont be this length anymore once i return school :(
man i probably would go get another hair cut then. haha.
can you believe i didnt get anything from malaysia yesterday?
i only got a hair cut :D
and yes my darl is off to church camp
monday i cant wait
and tuesday you better drop by here. heh heh.
but nevertheless I MISS YOU!
when tears streamed down i never knew i missed you so so much
OKAY i really need to sho
but im running low on cash
this is bad
where have all my money gone to!
rahhs. im kinda feeling low somehow
i cant wait for sunday night first!
dinner party sindhu's birthday :D
gotta get back to my books
haha. love you all
Saturday, June 03, 2006
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