nail polish< | Wednesday, May 31
okay so math class was pretty alright
can you believe our class our doing questions on prime factors
common multiples etc
simple as it seems
but made us think quite abit
we felt so primary school!
but nevertheless i got the hang of it! :D
although my concentration span is so short
and i was thinking of kidnapping andy's dog!
MAN ITS SO ADORABLE AND I LOVE IT :D
towned with mom and samson
we had nice lunch at din tai fung
there are quite a few stuff i want to get
but im making it a point to get down next week
so we went to wisma
and into the face shop
oh we were shopping for nail polish
just as what i wanted to get
but this time mommy's paying
we bought 25bucks worth of nail polish
so im glad somehow things got better
i guess its gonna take awhile
before it really gets back on track
but i dont want to wait
im too impatient to
i miss you i love you still
its just another stepping stone
but i promise this will be the last one
trust me alright
i hate misunderstandings as much as you do
im off to do my manicure! :D
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
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hmm.< |
forget about the previous post
i cant be bothered
if someone else cant too
well so i went for acsib open house
waited for cand at the bus stop
so we waited at the steps for maye to come out
while waiting saw a couple of people i knew
andy looked shocked when he saw me
lol. so cand and i went to the toilet
saw ryan and he was hell shocked as well
lol. while walking back andy text me asking where i was
and i was like,' err infront of you?'
so i saw samuel ng also
man he totally reminds me of leonard can
he was with this other guy that maye knew
so we had our tour
and we kept bumping into them
i was shacked when i went back
at 6 went down again
to pass stuff to ms ng
when i got back i actually did study! :)
well i was so upset as you can see in the previous post
andy went for mos can!
and he was such a darl
he called and asked what happened
he said somehow he could tell i was upset-sweet
we talked and stuff
he made me really happy :D
and cookie sleeps with him everynight! how sweet
he thought i was going to think its sick. hah.
alright ive got math class today
see you all.
im not so pissed off anymore
im feeling cant be bothered
and im losing out the chance of today in meeting you
but maybe i dont care?
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
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shit you la< | Tuesday, May 30
if you freaking thing youre happy with sending that message
SO BE IT
i seriously cant be bothered
call me the pettiest person.a pain in the ass
but you dont know how tiresome you are
as i said if people's critics mean a shitload to you
if people's critics embarrass you
ITS NOT MY FAULT
neither is it MY CHOICE
like i dont know what youre gonna say
ive heard it enough times
if you cant accept me the way i am
seriously THATS IT
yes you say you being nice to people have a limit
being nice to everyone you mean?
go for her or her or her then!
since they make you happy
and SINCE you show your abundant concern for them
i dont care anymore
SINCE YOU FUCKING DONT GIVE A DAMN.WHY SHOULD I?
plus overcoming this myself?
for goodness sake. im not so stupid to
all that trouble for what?
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
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andy's dog! cookie!< | Friday, May 26
ANDY'S DOG : COOKIE :D
oh man isnt he adorable ? and hes a brazil fan :)
i love this doggie ta bits.
Friday, May 26, 2006
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rahhs.< |
yes i finally got the password thing down
this sucks okay
if you manage to see this that means
youre one of the few who got my password
well its not that i do not want to tell you everything
its just that its bloody hard to
some stuff concerns people that youre 'close' with
how would it seem if im backstabbing them huh
im tired of only filling leftover spaces in your schedule
im tired of taking all your nonsense
im tired of being rejected in different ways
i know you probably think youre the only one who have to stand me
so you said its hard to give in
so dont. isnt it so simple?
well andy,i know you wont see this
im sorry for taking you for granted
only texting you whenever i needed you to fill the gap
youre really a great friend.
i promise i wont be snappy alright
take care everyone who sees this
i need to mug for my chinese o's
Friday, May 26, 2006
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ARGH MY EYE!< | Thursday, May 25
ARGH IM SERIOUSLY GONNA HAVE A BITCH FIT OKAY
MY EYE GOT WORST
i wanted to see doctor loke last night
but he wasnt there
so i had to prolonged it till today
this morning my eye got worst
it looked as though i got punched in the left eye
UGH this sucks alright.
i kicked up a fuss and my poor mom was being so nice
so she passed me something to read from the straits time
front page, right hand corner
my cousin was featured
we were so sure it was him
every description there was exact
well, im proud of him. not even a slight shame
he used to be a convict
he realised when he was released.
and by god's grace hes a changed person
and really by god's grace he came to the lord :D
i hope i will have something nice for lunch.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
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eye swell. meet e parents< | Wednesday, May 24
i woke up this morning with a terrible swell in my left eye
i felt so uncomfy
and i felt like i wanted to kick up a fight
its hell irritating!
every single blink i take, it hurts
my mom gave me hell for my results
i dont blame her really
but her words hurt
so meet the parents went well
dad was being really annoyed at my results
ms toh spoke to dad first
shortly mrs wong saw me, and she came over
her whole convo with my dad was really touching
i really wanted to break down
im touched by how she believed i could do it
im touched by how she said shes willing to invest time to help me ace comb humans
man i really love her ta bits and pieces :D
i will study hard to show her its worthwhile
alright i gotta get back to my chinese
im dying here
tata everyone
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
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last day of school< | Tuesday, May 23
yes its the last day of school
how glad i am alright
at least even though i would have to study hard during hols
but at least i dont have to wake up so early
and making my eyes look like panda!
i want eye bag no more! :/
so today 4 girls ponned school okay
i should have also.
but its alright :D
mom didnt let me go town after school
she knew my plot!
gahh maybe it isnt really good to have such a cool mom after all
cos she probably thinks like i do :/
lunched with peanut
hes pretty alright la
when i was on my way home
sam called and i couldnt find my phone
so it was supposed to be teabreak
but i was feeling kinda shit
so i passed it. sigh
alright i will blog soon
im kinda stressed out about chinese o's
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
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17 things that make a guy sizzle< | Monday, May 22
yes i got this from seventeen.
17 things that make a guy sizzle! HOT!
1) his sweet, caring side when he's playing with his pets or picking up strays
2) HOT BOD. 'nuff said
3) MUSICIANS! - drummers, guitarists, singers,
theres just something about musicians that make us go weak in the knees
4) BAD boys, breaking the rules for you- who can resist that
5) mysterious guys-you never know what you'll get and it just keeps you wanting to know more
6) holding your hand while crossing the road
or gently tugging you to make sure you're safe from traffic- ITS THE LITTLE THINGs
7) we love a guy who loves his food, especially when hes not afraid to get into the kitchen to whip up something for us. UTTERLY DELICIOUS
8) the 3Cs- Charm, Charisma, Confidence
9)the out-of-bed, i- just- can't-be-bothered look, simply screams SEXY!
10) 'theres something manly and irresistable about sideburns..'
11) ' that twinkle in his eye, that conspiratorial smile...'
its sexy when he always has something mischievous and unexpected up his sleeve
12) their silly goofy antics that never fail to crack you up
13) sharp wit and intelligence sure turns up the heat
14) absent-minded moments when he is ocmpletely lost in his own world
15) sweeping you off your feet with that passionate lip-lock
16) 'prominent veins along his forearm... mMmmacho!
17) those piercing eyes that stare right into you
i think i favor,2,3,6,8,11,12,14,15 & 17 :D
Monday, May 22, 2006
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SIGHS.< |
okay so i was back from the wedding dinner or some distant relative la
it was scary cos i saw so much backstabbing going on
sigh cant figure relatives sometimes
cant they just compromise
and everything will be fine?
just like i did :D
food and everything else was alright
just that i was really full
hmm. so ive came to a conclusion that
champange tastes so much better than red wine
sorry but the bride looked like patricia mok okay :/
school's alright there were some switches of our time table
feels kinda weird though
oh yes and i kept visiting the toilet can
and when i went during english class
i saw in this toilet a used pad left opened up
and not only was it soaked with blood
but it was overflowing with other eeeks stuff on it!
cant this girl practice some responsibility abit?
alright i better get started on my chinese
tata love you all
Monday, May 22, 2006
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yay< | Sunday, May 21
yes im happy
im happy for things to be alright
after a whole week
and im happy that you make me smile
and as for ____ i guess i aint gonna talk to you for abit
yes i know you all are confused with the blanks
whos who and all
but its alright
gawd. i wore a dress to church today
and i feel so table clothy- burberry
lol. so ive got a wedding dinner to attend later
some distant relative wedding la
haha. yepp im having this splitting headache
thats killing me bad :(
blog later. love
Sunday, May 21, 2006
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im sorry.< | Saturday, May 20
yes i didnt go out with ____
i dont plan to anyway
ive seen what a person you are
and ive seen the true you
so thats it for now.
well i was being such a huge fat ass to you
i know and i guess partly it was probably because
it was on purpose? i dont know.
but right now im really sorry.
i really am.
i longed for things to be as it was last time
its just that i pretended i didnt care on the outside
im sorry for you going through all that shit alright
you mean the world to me
and i love you so.
i really do. and i still do.
give me a hug will you?
i was just on my way back from cell
with my ipod on, shuffle mode
and as i stepped into the train
daniel bedingfield song, if youre not the one
played and it just caught me stunned
my mind revolved around the lyrics
how it brought back memories
how it reminded me of that email
how it just made me think i was so special to you
memories came back
i was SO close to tears
i never knew what i thought i did
forgive me will you? i need that warm hug from you. i love you
Saturday, May 20, 2006
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have i told you?< | Friday, May 19
have i told you lately that i love you?
have i told you theres no one else besides you?
fill my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles thats what you do :)
yes this speak so much truth in it
every single word every single line
i was down in my pits
and you were the only one who made me really high
well you probably wont know :D
but i love you so
so school's been hell
i feel shattered. really
BUT i aint gonna think so much
cos now ive got the motivation to study :D
yes sindhu ilena jac has been such darlings
listening to my high-ness every morning!
though today i had a mixture of both
super super pissed and super super happy
they were there to listen!
jac didnt come :(
alright im soo looking forward to tomorrow
its movie with _____ after cell :D
oh yes have i mention ive decided not to dance
for youth sunday :/
some stuff la. haha.
alright tata
I LOVE ____ TA BITS AND PIECES AND MARCORONI!
p.s: yes sindhu, ilena you girls can go count the spaces :)
Friday, May 19, 2006
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back to school dooms day< | Monday, May 15
well sunday was pretty alright :D
service was alright
cand was really poor thing
ive no idea what went wrong
but anything im always here girl :D
so i took back something from pastor's sermon
if you say you dont love your enemy, how can you say you love god, when you cant see god but youre able to see your enemy
its really dooms day
we took back geog paper
and i was surprised yet disappointed
expected to do so much better
but i should be contented
considering ms toh told me i tied with val
coming in 10th place in class
rahhs. the rest of the day hadnt been good
i feel depressed
haha but im alright now
and yes gwen as promised!
when walking back to dover,
gwen was being random again,
she said ,' my armpits are hot! '
both ilena and i burst out laughing like crap
haha alright i will blog again
im feeling lazy.
Monday, May 15, 2006
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ugh< | Saturday, May 13
so i was reading through the emails you used to send
millions of thoughts flashed through my mind
smiles and sadness filled memories in me
i was just thinking
thinking so hard that confusion filled me
i compared the present and the past
how different it was
how different it seemed
and how different things were
it just led me to see how different you are now
youre so different that you seemed so foreign
i couldnt approach you the way i did last time
i cant tell others how well i knew you now
because youre so changed.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
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sigh< |
well first and foremost
im really sorry for pang sehing you candice!
milk: haha really? i heard too, but ive yet to watch the others!
candice: haha okay i will go buy it soon. haha not at my house
my place is so crammed. i wanna watch it on the wall!
maye: oh my hang in there dear. i will help you look for one to motivate you but in the mean time really hang in there! :D
okay today has been crap
dont wanna talk about it
but i saw andy wong at clementi today
and he just stared. goodness
haha. blog some other time
Saturday, May 13, 2006
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yayness< | Thursday, May 11
okay so exams are over yesterday
i FINALLY got to watch my tv
though i have to start doing chinese
in preparation for olevel chinese
i have yet to watch
*madhot ballroom
*take the lead
*aquamarine
and tango partner and twin has watched take the lead without me
so HINT HINT** lol you know who you are la
and i so need my retail therapy soon
but i have no time to go out
im so busy with this and that
and everything else :/
so yesterday's prac was terrible
i burnt my little finger can
ugh it was horrid
but i was brave and tolerated the pain
guys thanks for your concern
but though its real painful
but when i saw and heard your sympathy and concern
it made me laugh really :D
Thursday, May 11, 2006
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ipod photo< | Wednesday, May 10
so i was supposed to meet sindhu at 10
but both of us are just lazy to meet so early
so my ipod photo was spoilt
and it couldnt be repaired
lucky it was still on warranty
so they gave me a new one :D
they were saying lucky they had stock
cos ipod photos are no longer in production for a very long time
so today's the last day of exams
it just science prac
i really dont know what to expect
hopefully i dont screw up so badly
sigh i still have piano lesson and chinese tuition later
this is bad cos i haven done my tuition homework yet
gahh 19 days to chinese o's
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
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random.< | Monday, May 8
okay random posting :p
a few moments is all that we share
you've got your family, and they need you there
though i've tried to resist
being last on your list
but no other man's gonna do
so im saving all my love for you
so i realised this week is gonna be pretty busy
i need to get fay's birthday thingy done
considering my two other dearies will be busy with their exams
you can count on me guys, just as usual split the cost :D
so ive decided, a nice cake and a nice helium balloon
im thinking of a cake that is shaped a KEY
its HER 21st birthday! supposedly a big thingy :D
well and dance prac starts this sat
hah. its this planetshakers song suggested by jed
superly hiong according to him. lol.
pretty fast, haven got the song from him yet
and i cant wait to see the dance shirt :)
okay i gotta go practice my math
tata love love
Monday, May 08, 2006
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whoots the papers i hate are over< |
so i haven update
i was studying beat that :D
i feel accomplished
although i know nuts about what the paper was talking about
it was a mugging weekend i had
i stayed home the whole of saturday
granny and aunt joyce came over
in the late afternoon
my aunt gave me stuff from bangkok
since she just went there to visit my cousin's mother in law
oh i love ther cos she knows my style
and i just have to say, 'scarf' she got the exact one i wanted :D
so in the end i went out of the house for dinner
mom picked up her stuff from the usual shop she goes
i just browse through the stuff
saw this lil dress that was cute
and i got it :D
sunday was alright
it made me so anxious knowing the exams were the next day
picked maye from her place
headed to church
we were talking about quite abit of stuff
and i so love her :D
eyecandy eyecandy eyecandy!
p.s: i hope you will transfer into acsib, then three of us can be in the same school :D okay we will see,trust GOD"S PLAN
so daniel and his friends taught me chem
but sorry guys till now im wondering how i scraped through the paper
so almost the whole afternoon
i was on the phone with dan to clarify history stuff
boy hes good, i should have asked you earlier
but its alright, thanks for the help anyway. much appreciated :D
so after the two horrid papers
was macs i had shaker friends
sigh it broke my one week diet record okay
i shall go for a swim later to burn that out!
lol. alright its just math tomorrow and prac papers on wed
take care love you all
Monday, May 08, 2006
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cling on< | Saturday, May 6
so the red craze just died yesterday :)
its back to green and pink :D
so i just printed a whole stack of notes
ranging from physics to math to history
from fairfield's portal! hah.
ive got tonns to mug
and i think i can i think i can. i can
haha. self motivation
its just 4papers more
so im just looking on the bright side
then i can catch up with movie screening
and RETAIL THERAPY :D
that makes me smile
i want that mango skirt i saw that day
75 bucks 75 bucks!
im back to skirts again and DRESSES :D
ive got enough of pants
but as for now MUG!
im in a pretty happy mood for mugging
Saturday, May 06, 2006
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ugh acis guys< | Friday, May 5
im into red these days
but i know this craze wont last
what the heck
so three papers down
im totally freaking out cos english paper was shit
it just literally sucked my blood
i had no idea what the questions were
and im so darn dead. who fails english anyway? :/
geog paper was shit also
it seemed as though i knew what i was writing
but at the same time i was unsure of my answers
its just crap really. :(
the last paper of the day: MUSIC!
surprisingly i saw sam at the entrance :D
shant talk about the paper
but what happened during the paper
so all the fairfield people
were put into the sec4 acsi class, result of lack of space in the other room
when we walked in, the whole class was seated
just GREAT. :/
it felt so weird, when you walk in, murmurs surfaced the whole class
so i took my seat
and realised that andy wong was just diagonally at the back of me
its such a great place to sit
minutes later, samuel ng came into the class
and he plonk his ass right behind me
so the class was really horrid
they made comments at every single thing
after every single extract that was played,
they made comments like,
shit la, its darn hard, righhtt,
or one of them will start giggling
and the whole class will burst out laughing
whats worst was the two guys,
gawd they are so noisy and
trying to attract attention,
ms ng got so pissed with them, she screamed uncountable times
its really terrible
and that andy wong was so noisy
clicking his pen away along with the music
well samuel was quite funny
when he asked ms ng a question
and then he asked if she was eating apple
and he commented that it was really smelly
i was so tempted to turn around and tell him its grapes!
and even then does apple have smell? hmmm.
i needa mug for history chem and physics
the worst papers on monday!
p.s: sam i left my mep stuff in your locker and i took your math book! hope you dont need it sooon. haha. :D
Friday, May 05, 2006
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ahhhhhhh< | Thursday, May 4
i can't live if living is without you
i can't live, i can't give anymore
i can't live, if living is without you
i can't live, i can't give anymore
english paper is shit. seriously
paper after paper makes me feeel
so more depressed
and its just TWO papers!
i still got 7papers to go! rahhs
so im kinda looking forward to next week somehow
and i so need to catch up on my movie screening
and shopping soooon.
and eyecandy is going away next SAT! crap. :(
im so gonna miss you toonns.
im feeling so restless
and ive stayed clear of chocs for awhile
and its working :D
healthy diets loads of exercise!
i need a nice pink dress from daniel yam for founder's day!
cand you better go shop with me sooon!
i love my tango partner :D
Thursday, May 04, 2006
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i hate midyears< | Wednesday, May 3
i freaking hate midyears
it gives me all the stress out moments
that agony in my brain
and all that torture
i can say goodbye to my lipstick phone
its just one paper down
and im screaming
please pick me up lord,
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
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ahh im happy< | Tuesday, May 2
im happy elated satisfised overjoyed
whatever happy word you can think of :D
firstly it began with a nice morning message :D
and the fun i had yesterday! shant elaborate
its personal :) *smirks
its for me to know and you to find out. haha.
so 999999 more accomplishments to go :D
so school started out with me being so high
i was so elated at every single situation
cos that was the mood i had for today :D
comb humans class was pretty alright
hosea and i freaked out when we didnt know how to do question1C
but the other side of the class people are like having fun :(
after taht was the taking back of chinese papers!
i was so darn scared, by the time i went to the hall
the papers were given out already
i mouthed to abigail for my results
and she said i passed, i was REALIEVED :)
i did pretty well, jumped like 4 grades up
though i know i could have done better
but satisfied enough
well, i love my tango partner :) shes gonna help me for chinese!
and of cos that chilli padi of mine as well :D you know who you are :)
take care everyone
love you all
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
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gee< | Monday, May 1
okay so i spent my whole afternoon at ____'s house
which was fantabulous :D
i did study okay
but i was freezing as well
ate some snacks
but after that study did not get back on track
haha. but i had fun :D
you make me happy
you make me feel so comfortable
and ive never stared at you for more than 2mins
for a very looong time
you are just really god-sent
Monday, May 01, 2006
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dead blog< |
ahh so my blog's been dead
and im too lazy to revive it :/
so i need to study desperately
after having many options of study companaion
ive decided :)
so i will at _____ house today
cool beans cos im actually looking forward
midyears are coming
and im so darn unprepared!
help
Monday, May 01, 2006
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