glam & spice <3

hmmm ah hah< | Thursday, April 27

im feeling lazy today

nothing much
just that i had shaker fries
and something about cute creature!
only ilena and sindhu knows
say that two words in my face
and i will laugh my ass off

practical exam tomorrow!

tata!

Thursday, April 27, 2006

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EMATH!< | Wednesday, April 26

ALOHA!

and i just checked the dictionary
and aloha has loads of meaning to it!!

ALOHA: noun-transitive verb, noun-stative verb} Love, affection, compassion, mercy, sympathy, pity, kindness, sentiment, grace, charity; greeting, salutation, regards; sweetheart, lover, loved one; beloved, loving, kind, compassionate, charitable, lovable; to love, be fond of; to show kindness, mercy, pity, charity, affection; to venerate; to remember with affection; to greet, hail. Greetings! Hello! Good-by! Farewell! Alas!

fast in hawaii : wikiwiki! so cute la

thanks : mahalo

teacher: kumu

walk: hele

no problem : ' a' ole pilikia

okay enough for hawaiian lang for today :)

pe was fun
played captains ball :)
some lower sec classes joined us
pretty fun though.
math after and i did well for my test !! :)
whoots. im happy. really happy.

now ive decided to go for cell
my well-deserved saturday :D

hmmm mrs wong wants to meet me tomorrow after school
so i doubt i would be able to meet you guys for lunch
rahhs ive got math tuition tomorrow and i kinda dread it
dont feel like going for it anymore

mep paper 2 mid year was alright
i just didnt have time to complete
and i was freezing in there :/

im looking forward to the weekend
though ive got ORALS! yucks

tata everyone
love you all

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

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aloha :)< | Tuesday, April 25

aloha :)

yes greetings from me to you :D

aloha is such a cute greeting

and i think im gonna take up hawai lang :D

i know another one! OHANA=family

yes its all taken from lilo&stich.

lilo is hell cute :D

okay so today was a really happy day!

started out with a happy message :)

proceeded earlier to school for chapel prac

it went okay i guess. though i screwed up so many times. gahh

and no idea why the guitar had no sound!!

so impromptu ms toh made me come in. gahh

lessons were alright.

free period was fun

and HISTORY WAS THE BEST :D

3 periods for today and we went through skills for social studies

last period mrs wong gave back our papers

but before that she went through the answers first

and my heart just thumped like crap!

and as it thumped it went faster till i could literally feel it JUMP out!

mrs wong told me i passed

my heart just stopped. so expectations were around 13/25

she called my name, went to her

saw the mark and i literally SCREAMED!

WHOOTS. i did well. im so darn HAPPY :D

s2e after school, rushed for piano after

im drained and im having music midyears paper2 tomorrow!

help me :/

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

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study study< | Monday, April 24

whee so today school was pretty alright
just that i got a slight headache a couple of times. rahhs.

english was okay.
ms mano called me out to present my stuff second
gahh. geog was alright. im pretty sad with my geog marks okay
shant talk about it :(

math was alright. haha.
we were playing some gambling game on our teacher's com
super funny
the two kenneths ONG & NEO lost all their 'money'
the very first try
only the last kenneth won a bit more la.

class contact was alright
some talk about poly admission and blah blah

had chapel prac right after school
it was pretty fun
well after prac i realised that these guys that usually clown around in class so much
really have the other side of them
and this side of them is really the soft side
its amazing to see how they just give their all to god in their own talents

alright i gotta run

im doing a little retail therapy with melissa tan! :D
love her.

Monday, April 24, 2006

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oh wells.< | Sunday, April 23

okay so church was okay
so now dance will be on a weekly basis
be it practice or meeting
hopefully i can squeeze out that time out of my busy schedule
and hopefully i can go for practice so i can dance for youth week

father i will let you lead the way

so we had sushi for lunch!
i love cand and maye okay :D
though that stupid twin forever suan me
but i still love her

so our song item is confirmed on the 24 june
father i thank you, trust his heart

im feeling pretty shit these days
blah, take care everyone
love

Sunday, April 23, 2006

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rahhs. chinese mye over! :D< | Saturday, April 22

okay so my chinese midyears are over :D

i think somehow i screwed up my compo and letter writing

compo: some handphone stealing thingy
letter: materialistic

paper2 was a killer, it literally sucked my blood
i was so scared i had no time to complete
i wrote so fast like nobody's business
and i could literally feel my heart jumping out! :/
AND i needed to pee desperately!

listening was alright

went to ikea for my hotdogs :D
yum and i had a little of ilena'a swedish meatballs :D

oh gawd, im tired. really tired
and i need a eyecandy! haha. okay i have an eyecandy :D
okay whatever.

im going to the airport to get my daddy
hopefully he got my cd that i ask for
oh talking about that
have i told you taiwan has the nicest classiest cd cover?
my dad got me one alicia keys cd the last time
and i was like why is it for chinese new year?
the cover was really pretty! :D

when you kissed me, i always ask myself time and again, do i really mean THAT much to you?

Saturday, April 22, 2006

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im back< | Friday, April 21

okay im back

im so deprived

1st: RETAIL THERAPY!!!!
2nd: MOVIES!!!

i still wanna watch
*madhot ballroom
*take the lead
*aquamarine

okay i had so many tests this week
that im getting brain drained
emath, english, history,chem

so i totally screwed up chem
and i didnt have time to complete my history
sigh, i feel that im not performing up to standard
its such a suck :/

classes were alright these days
though im getting really terrible headache

class is playing for chapel next week
chosen the songs already
*celebrate jesus celebrate
*amazing love
*worthy is the lamb
*give us clean hands

and i cant rmb the last song :/

so mep was alright
i had my i scream yoghurt :D
mr lee is nuts
ms ng was so pissed la.or rather she looked pissed

OH and i LOVE joanne okay
shes so nice to be with
and we just talk about just. EVERYTHING
i love her ta bits :D

tomorrow's chinese midyears
all the best

p.s:give me a star for a day, don ever leave me,

Friday, April 21, 2006

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mon.tues.< | Tuesday, April 18

okay im back to pink
feeling pink today. lol.

so yesterday was alright
i had full marks for my geog spelling test
so stupid la. but its a good start. hah.
ACSIB ACSIB ACSIB! :D

so bryan owe my two drinks by the end of the day
so im good :D
first for geog spelling test
second for the dice game we were playing during math

yes i sit smack right in the middle of two crazy guys
bryan & kenneth ong played against each other first
result: kenneth ong

sam against kenneth ong
result: TIE

sam against bryan
result: sam (p.s: thats where i got my drink :D)

so i had math tuition
and joshua tan im so gonna beat you for vectors test la
hopefully, i will do well considering i like vectors

studied 4hours on monday
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED :D

today was pretty okay okay
ms mano didnt come, and the pink lady took over
gahh i dont like her :/
so after that was free period :)
i felt like a glutton today. SIGh
history was alright, mrs wong is nice
so i got back my compo during chinese
i passed, but not well enough la, SIGH

after school went dover and got snacks
as usual i felt like an ahma and i got my preserved guava
and i saw the new seventeen!
bought it definitely (:

s2e was alright. mrs wong was so nice to go through history chapter with me
shes so patient, im gonna love history once again
after s2e, carmelle and nat saw me
on my way down the stairs
and they made me go to them la
and i excepted the unexpected
natalie planted two smooch on my face!
one on each side! haiyorh
and carmelle leg hugged me la. lol.
and they didnt let me go till i gave them smooches back!
rahhs. but i love these two chinatown girlfriends. lol.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

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sunday< | Sunday, April 16

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

okay so today was church
and we were supposed to wear orange
i was supposed to get it from cand
but i couldnt find her
so i decided to stick to my green spag
and stand out from the crowd :/

lunched in church

i love church girlfriends okay :D

MAYE CANDICE JULIA AMELIA!

okay not really church considering julia's from my school too

she kept winking at me during service la

aiyorh my dear girl, dont seduce me! rahhs :)

well the week's starting again
i kinda dread it
its getting tiring though
its like study test study test!
lifeless life im living
i need to SHOP
and i haven got my ripcurl bag and that adidas shorts i love

i need to study for my geog spelling test
and it will be the phone after!

take care everyone
love you all

Sunday, April 16, 2006

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GRINS< | Saturday, April 15

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okay im happy :D

slept till a nice no. of 930
washed up and everything

i cant believe im late in meeting cedric la
aiyorh so told him to go up to tuition first
managed to pursuade my mom to send me
cos i didnt want to persipire

so tuition was fun
or rather people was fun
okay its fun to tuition with cedric
hes really hilarious :)
OH YES.
and hes like a walking branded guy :)
stussy shirt, ripcurl boardshorts, reef slipper, crumpler
seriously rich, *winks
okay so he argued his point, but still i won
cos of my brandless straw bag. hah.

gahh ive got 2 plans

PLAN A & PLAN B

no details about it
just that plan A is gonna be a dream come through
but i think plan B is gonna be suspiciously fun

lets see whats the outcome

if not i would have plan C :D

take care everyone

I WANT MY RIPCURL BAG!!!

Saturday, April 15, 2006

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im high :D< | Friday, April 14

okay today has been a blast :D

started off with church
ITS GOOD FRIDAY
brought ilena there, was combined service
sat with alvin too, hes so lame la. haha.
peanut brought chuan hao there too

after that lunched at long johns at lot 1
proceeded to town after to meet sindhu, joshua tan, arvin & chuan hao

we were caught in the rain
got someone to shelter us to heeren first
after that we just walked in the rain to heeren
and my curls were GONE! okay not all but mostly :(
met joshua tan's girl
she seems young though, met arvin and chuan hao
neo print, and walking around followed
I SO WANT THAT RIPCURL BAG :D
sindhu must must get it okay?

after a whole day of walking
met mep people at city hall mrt
sorry wei lu i didnt get to hear your stuff :/
dinnered at the hawker centre in the end
since sushi queue was so loong

proceeded to esplanade after
went in, saw ms ng, first thing she said was
'WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR?'
and i was like, 'I CURLED IT?'
haha yeah, very first song was cool
its our o level piece though,
but during the performance there was this guy that kept staring
it was so WEIRD, just turned the other direction in the end

after interval, jeff made friends with some of them
so he got to know the two guys, andy and samuel
so samuel was kinda short
andy continued to stare during the second half of the performance

after performance jeff freaking gave my no. to them la
but thank god really for something else that happened
saw them again on the way to marina square

we ate at anderson's :D
cabbed home after

im tired, gonna do some work and sleep

take care everyone

love you all

Friday, April 14, 2006

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guys are troublesome< | Wednesday, April 12

just a random post of our class 4B! :D

okay so sam and i were having this casual convo on the phone

and i kept chanting that guys are troublesome

but he argued that girls are troublesome

or rather what kenneth ong was saying today :tiresome

so he started his argument first

why girls are troublesome

1) a guy has to put up with all sorts of nonsense

and rubbish a girl gives

2) a guy has to sacrifice so much pain just to make sure

a friendship remains after a breakup

i cant exactly remember the rest he said

why guys are troublesome

1) guys are so insensitive of a girls feelings

we dont mean everything we say!

2) guys are such irritating creatures

like pester you like crap and blah blah. heh.

3) guys are always trying to show of

though they dont get it they cant make it

okay there are more definitely

but conclusion

GUYS ARE TROUBLESOME

but no doubt sam had stand up for the guys

or rather himself!

he kept saying not all guys are showy,

not all guys are irritating

yes see what i mean? :D

oh anyway i had physics test today

i think im gonna fail

but i cant fail

i haven failed a single physics test

and i better not start to

ms lim said 80% of the questions or from pure science la

okay i gtg shower

then it would be piano

the bookshop to get the book for cedric

and the doctor

take care everyone

love you all

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

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happening tagggy board< | Tuesday, April 11

WHOOTS so my tag board is so darn happening :D
and thats nice :D

except for passerby that you can GO AND DIE

thanks [someone] i really appreciate it :D

today was hectic
but i was so darn HIGH la
sorry sindhu we couldnt go learn @ fairfield
cos i wanted to see AHEM lol.
it shall still be let nature takes its course

JULIA!!! i will go with you after my tuition on thurs IF youre going okay
if not i will stay home :D

ive got a physics and chinese test tomorrow
i need to mug

ACSIB shall be both cand & my aim :D

take care everyone

love you all

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

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sat.sunday.monday< | Monday, April 10

saturday

cand & i decided to meet in the end after the horrid rain
to mug, oh how lazy i got when the weather was so nice
and cosy :D
after that we went town
she got her topshop skinny jeans
and i got my eyeliner :D
i want that skirt from zara okay, its hell nice

sunday

i skipped church
last minute preparation for my cousin's wedding
rushed for tuition after
and rushed home to get changed and make up and tiara :D
yes i wore my tiara, i felt so princessish. GRINS.
so rushed down straight to the restaurant again
to see to last minute details of the decor
boy it seriously was beautiful , so romantic. haha.
relatives started strolling in
oh i love my dear sheila and shes worn the adidas dress i ask her to
my dear cousin jenny looked like britney spears can
her dress was so britney. hah.
food was served and blah blah
i was pretty down so i was drinking champagne
like nobody's business, but i felt so good after that
my cousin's hubby was so hilarious la,
he was telling us he got caught for drink driving
because he was such a heavy drinker, now hes license is suspended
he drank all he could, and kept toasting to me
considering he was just sitting opposite me
but overall it was fun :D

MONDAY

well its the very first day of a brand 'new' start
and i shall start by saying this
'GUYS ARE SO MUCH OF A TROUBLE' hah.
it was tough nevertheless
different checkpoints of the day made me think of how hard my heart ached
but i manged to force it to be left behind

and guys, thanks for making my day so much a better one :D

naming:

jaclyn, sindhu, pamela (during english) joshua tan, kenneth ong and bryan for emath lesson

i know there are alot more of you guys, thanks to you all too

p.s: i think im gonna like chinese tuition alot more now *winks

uknowho: i know who you are obviously, but all i want to say is that, its not that i dont want to give you a chance, but i cant, firstly whatever that happened happened just yesterday, isnt it too quick for me to just get on like that, but then again thats not the main point, the main point is that i really do treat you as a friend,purely just friends, nothing more than that, even you might say you have everything he has, but you can never replace him, till now, i know right deep inside i still love him, but you cant change things the way it is, and im sorry. i just didnt want to leave false hopes in you. and neither do i want to lose a friend like you too. cheers

Monday, April 10, 2006

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< | Sunday, April 9

okay i know this rather late

i just wanna have a brand new start
a brand new beginning
because i know i need you i cant lose you
but i guess the line is gonna be draw so clear
i know i miss how stuff were last time
but i believe if god wants us to be together once again
he will let it happen
if not i know its his plan no matter what :D

goodbye my lover

i know right deep inside
you still have a place in my heart
i know youre one that no one can ever replace
youre one of a kind
but as for now singlehood
and my books are gonna be my new love :D

take care everyone
love you all

Sunday, April 09, 2006

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eyecandy< | Saturday, April 8

okay so finally youve loaded you stupid blog

i came back from chinese tuition with cedric
hes nice :D and hilarious
gahh and im gonna have tuition with him till chinese o's are over
okay its gonna be fun
considering hes nice to be with
he kept speaking english
and when he speaks chinese he sounds so ang mohish
and mrs tay kept scolding him
and stop reminding me of pepper spray okay! haha.
if not you can always walk me home every week :D

okay im in a happy mood now

doubt im going church tomorrow
though im able to la.
im not sure unless last min i decide to
unless someone can walk me from the busstop to church
i will go! :D

i want skittles i want skittles!

Saturday, April 08, 2006

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RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS< |

fuck everything thats happening

im sorry to be crude
but what the heck

firstly ive no freaking idea why this is happening
since you said theres nothing and blah blah
then i dont understand why
why am i getting this kind of treatment

tell me what ive done wrong
i try to deceive myself that i love you no more
but it never works
i dont know what to do at all
sometimes this makes me feel like not going to church altogether
to avoid you but at the same time i desperately need you

why on earth did god even brought you in my life
why on earth do i even have to suffer all these
why someone tell me why
why do you even have to mean so much to me
why do you even have to be someone that i love so much

i know there are people out that rejoicing over this post im typing

but you know what
all i ask for is to clear things proper
tell me once again that everything will be the same
you dont know how much i need you

father mend this broken heart.

Saturday, April 08, 2006

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gahh< | Friday, April 7

okay so i woke up so darn freaking late today
and it ends up with one word : RUSH
it sucks to rush
rush to wash up to wear uniform to wear socks
rush to tie my hair rush to grab my morning bf
and lastly rush to wear my shooooee!

so school was alrighty
physics was alright except the stupid toots sat at our places
so ilena n i split up in the end
sat with abel glenn and gang
history we presented our presentation
TSAR BOMBA is such a cute bomb! haha.
oh and i hate chem prac!
ewww its so disgusting okay
i hate to scrub the black stuff from the test tube
yuck yuck yuck. so thank god zhang fan and zane offered to help :)
chem prac i hate you

oh and i love vectors :D
it seems fun most of the time
but chances of it coming out for o's are very low :(
and chinese test was pretty okay
i know i will pass hopefully la

haha. oh yes did i tell you julia is so crazy
everytime shes around me, she will call someone so loudly
and get my attention but not say hi to me. rahhs
and yes we are also in the ministry of special projects!
amelia i suppose youre in it too eh?

alright im gonna blog sooon
too lazy to type what happened the rest of the day
tata everyone
love you all

except you passerby.rahhs.
i shant respond to your tag
cos i dont want to start at all
bye

Friday, April 07, 2006

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oh wellsy< | Thursday, April 6

okay this post is gonna pretty much be RANDOM
so much for being organised in blogging
but who cares, youre supposed to serve me BLOG :D

alright so today had been such a busy day for me
put my alarm at 530 in the morning
wanting to get up to study for my stupid geog test
but i couldnt, snoozed the stupid phone button till it was 640
and sooon i realised i was late!
rushed down like crap with no name tag,badge & tie!
i couldnt find my tie so i grabbed one from somewhere and walked down
hoping that ilena could tie for me on the way :)
i looked so improper :/
gawd geog test was SHIT
i had no time to finish my paper! rahhs
and when i start to get anxious i start for forget my facts. *grits teeth
this paper is gone :(

oh and i love physics prac
it seems kinda fun when you have a real nice lab partner :D
and audrey has this really cute handphone thingy
so i text her to see it light up! hah.
im gonna buy it tomorrow
oh yes have i told you i love audrey too?
but i tell you shes mad, she paid 40 over bucks for a rubber rat keychain
and 89 bucks for a purse!
sorry so happened that there are tonns of people in my class that are filthy rich

recess was pretty cool
we had international friendship day celebration today
so we had all sorts of food selling
and i was so in love with the ice cream!!!!
but i told myself i couldnt eat it
if not i would start cramping up like crap
plus i forgot to bring my medicine today
but whatever it is, i had three of it by the time the sales ended

the concert in the hall was alright
just that all the sec4s were right behind
so nobody actually paid attention
we had our own entertainment
oh yes and have i mentioned that our class is gonna play for chapel on the 25th april! GO 4BEE!
okay so i am playing the keyboard or rather the piano
depending on what they can provide me with la :D

oh wells i was thinking alot about my grades and everything
sometimes i feel that i cant do it
it feels so i dunno discouraging or something
i feel kinda stupid too
but i must must do real well for midyears
ive alr set my own targets for each subject
so i better achieve them
if not i wont want the phone either

and yes have i told you too that maye & cand
is my favourite girls of all time
haha. maye we so must must do our song!
you better teach me your song
and i will teach you mine :D
and we can play for cell
and church as well :D
oh man i love you twin

and yes my darling cand our mugging sessions better
start real soon and be regular
i just realised my midyears starts on the 4th!
you better help me with my chinese girl
i need that A!
in fact i need As for everything else too
alright i will see you this sat kay?
love you two TONNs

Thursday, April 06, 2006

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acsib< | Wednesday, April 5

oh and have i told you my latest aim of where i wanna go?

GRINS. NO MORE POLY FOR ME.

SAM IS GONNA WORK SUPERLY DUPERLY TRIPLY HARD

TO GET INTO

THE FANTASTIC FANTABULOUS OH-SO-WONDERFUL

ACSIB!

REMIND ME OF THE NO. 8

THATS THE POINTS I NEED TO GET IN THERE :D

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

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SIGH.SIGH.< |

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

rahhs, you make me boil like a boiling kettle
so much for forgive and forget
but it so happens that you have to keep it surfacing
when it dies
die you die! HAH.

okay so MONDAY was an okay day
just that CAND text me during math
and so happened that ong was sitting next to me
it was hilarious that stupid guy kept asking me
to ask cand if he was cute
*rolls eyes and cand thinks hes quite cute
haha considering they met before la, fun-o-rama :D
and i was telling cand how irritating sitting beside guys can get
and she suggested that i should poke them
but before i could literally do it,
they were far more prepared than i was . RAHHs
and they had the last laugh afterall. *grits teeth
s2e was alright just that i felt super duper sleepy

well TUESDAY was alright too
everyone kept telling me theres this other guy that has the same bag as me
rahhs now 2 other people in the school has my bag
magdalene and that 3i basketballer guy
i will make sure i find out your name
so we left class early for semakau
it was alright i guess
the breifing was so DRY i could fall asleep
and the chair i sat on was so comfy :D
then we went out to see the actual thingy
the bus tour guide was so LAME *rolls eyes
but the bus ride was so bumpy
i got a terrible headache when i went back
so i kept standing up, like a supermodel. hah.
a fat one la. grins.

p.s: guys can you stop the zane thingy? its so ugh wierd.
im not being the bad guy here but you cant blame me too right

and TODAY was okay
i managed to skip pe
and i finished all my math questions :D
but once free periods comes
i saw peanut and i managed to get some loose change from him and chuan hao
and in return i had to feed them MY cheesecake. rahhs
and there was this lower sec girl that was staring at me
giving me that look like *I WANT TO BE IN YOUR PLACE!
but ive no idea who she is. its weird
whats worst was
i started cramping up
which was bad
and i SIGNED OUT
went to doc loke got my stupid mc FOC
and colorful pills. its so cute. hah.
slept the rest of the afternoon

see you all tomorrow
love love from me

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

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you & i both< | Monday, April 3

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice, I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
Oh, but it often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only dream of the love
Oh, the love that I loved
Yeah, la, la, la, la

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered, numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive

'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now

Oh, love, love, you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with the silence brings a moral story more important evolving
Is the glory of a boy
'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of

And if you could see me now
Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out-out-out of
I'm finally dee-dee-dee-dee-dee-dee-dee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I am free
Oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
oh, just remember the telephones, well, they are workin' it both ways
But if I never ever hear that ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else
And that's okay'
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

'Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now

Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out-out-out ofI'm finally dee-dee-dee-dee-dee-dee-dee
Well I'm almost finally, finally out of words

well yes im sad but im trying to cover up
im stressed out over so many things
sometimes i just want to run away

daddy bought an ipod video just yesterday
but too bad it isnt mine
its his, but i will use it once he get back from taiwan :D

lord we need your grace and mercy
we need to pray like never before
we need the power of your holy spirit
to open heaven doors

Monday, April 03, 2006

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:(< | Sunday, April 2

im confused. im feeling bitter. really.
i feel. SHATTERED.
why? and i always ask why?
this feels so different once AGAIN
or maybe just maybe
its ALWAYS me being so sensitive
its just me, i guess
having all sorts of wild thoughts
being green over silly things and whats not
but why has it got to be this way?
doesnt it just suck?
i miss how things were and how bubbly spirits were
but its just seemed lost in the deep waters
it feels as though you turned your back on me
it feels as though you treated me just like any others
i no longer feel special as i always do
i feel ORDINARY
you know how much i miss you?
you know how much i look forward to whenever i got the chance to see you?
you know how much you mean to me?
how much every little thing you do or say
could brighten a dull day of mine
and i really just miss you so so much
and i love you so.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

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personality< |

personality

whoots had chinese tuition in the morning

then followed by math

tired but still alive

went malaysia after and we were caught in this horrid jam

and i needed to pee badly and was controlling bad

at malaysia's immigration

when we reached the entrance of city square

i got my dad to drop me off

so i could rush to the toilet

when i reached i had to WAIT!

gahh and this lady snatched my toilet. rahhs

i finally relieved myself :D

we ate at kenny rogers roasters! yum.

my stupid cousin made such a big food mess on his plate. eww

i bought my tiara for the wedding next sunday :D

and loads of accessories

except and OUTFIT to wear. ugh

walked around somemore, went to holiday inn

after that the drive back was fast. :D

i was rushing out the printings of the project

today will just be church, tuition

and meeting sindhu,jac,hosea,han,neo for project.

k blog sooon.

love you all

Sunday, April 02, 2006

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HMMMM.< | Saturday, April 1

a new word!

INDIVIDUALITY

okay school was so so yesterday

lunchhed with dear naomi

went to ACSI after

i was so freaking irritated

RAHHS you just love the attention dont you?

sick.

and we are so so sure that ms ng forgot our test

and we were given tickets

and and mr lee told us that those nos. that arent here

are those year4 acsi ones. RAHHs.

but i managed to get my ticket changed :D

dinnered in town

mommy got me my green spag from nike

and that isnt even on my wishlist

gahh. and have i told you i love CAND & MAYE?

haha. its so random

but i miss shopping with these girls.

alright ive got a long day

take care everyone

love you all

i try not to think of hopeful thoughts

because i know it will hurt me so

im green when she talks to you

my shattered when you ignore

Saturday, April 01, 2006

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