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uniqueness< | Thursday, March 30


first and foremost the dunk picture! its hilarious
haha. and yes


i want to be unique and special
and i have been
so quit copying me.
its getting me irritated
school was alright today
i still think ______ and ______ is superly bias okay
uggggh. so stupidly unfair
but no matter what im so so gonna do well
to prove to you stupid bias shitt.
rahhs. shant think about it
holland after school and my fave bead shop closed! double rahhs
walked one round before settling for bk
went to colds storage after and i got my corn dog :D
yum yum. and SKITTLES!
oh im so in love with you my dear skittles
you make me wanna skip a beat
hah. alright i know that sounded retarded
but im so in love with skittles okay
ive hinted to sindhu and ilena that they can fill a whole jar for me :D
whahaha. went back school
and s2e started : /
oh boy the place felt so stuffy and so HOT
so not in the mood to do my work
i did a little chinese and math
and started playing parachute on my ipod
i was so engrossed in the game that i left s2e
still playing it like a little kid
shouting: DIE DIE!
so silly right. its okay.
sindhu and ilena were convincing me to go eat beancurd with them
but hohoho, i wanted my mommy to get me
so i kept saying DIE BEANCURD DIE! hah.
mommy picked me, and heard the beancurd aunty didnt open! :D
oh yes oh yes :D
and what makes it better was when i went acsi
i saw sam's sports car! WHOOTS
with uncle francis and dan inside
ITS FANTABULOUS AND SLICK AND STYLISH AND WOW
haha i still must sit in it after the whole car is cleaned out *winks

Thursday, March 30, 2006


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sad.< | Wednesday, March 29
okay im back again. and im sad
i dunno why alright. rahhs
i feel so far away from you
i realised im the one putting in all the input
and if i dont i wont get what i want
its just so i dunno. upsetting :(



school was somewhat somewhat alright
i skipped pe today (:
lessons were alright
piano today at my teacher's new place


tomorrow ive got s2e
and it would be holland before that



take care everyone
love you all



p.s: i miss you so much

Wednesday, March 29, 2006


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tuesday.< | Tuesday, March 28
okay so i didnt blog yesterday
i was so engrossed in the book i was reading
and was too lazy to get up
from samson's comfy orange chair


after a couple of thoughts i had during chapel
im burdened to type this down
i hope it will teach you guys something
im not saying im perfect, im learning just as you guys are too.



there is no 'one-size-fits-all' approach to worship and friendship with god
you dont bring glory to god by trying to be someone he never intended you to be
god wants you to be yourself
thos who are simply and honest in themselves before him in worship
you cannotexalt god and yourself at the same time
you dont worship to be seen by others or to please yourself
shift the focus off yourself
-purpose driven life day13



well s2e had started and ive cleared 2days of it
it isnt that bad. its good in fact :D
im aiming to do well for my midyears
so i can get my nice slick lipstick phone! WHOOTS
but of cos thats not the main purpose
but the main one is to do well for HIm.
and no one else. not even for myself

i will blog sooon
take care all

Tuesday, March 28, 2006


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choir concert.church< | Monday, March 27
okay im using school's com
having life skills now
haven been blogging lately.
stupid server's so lagging. rahhs


choir conert was such a flopp
we were so so upset la.
guys the choir is not going to fall apart
we will make sure everything is in hand before handing over
cheer up alright.

saturday had tuition
after was mugging with sindhu at holland
we mugged a nice 2hours
before deciding to go SHOPPING!
i spent a nice 40bucks there
ye sand sindhu is hilarious
we spent half an hour choosing my stuff for my DIY earrings !
beads and all that.its really pretty :D
we ended up at party with us
and ive got ideas of what i want to get for church people for easter
and ive got more ideas of how my sweet sixteen this year is gonna be like :D
i want a nice princess pinata!


called my mom and met her at paragon
oh yes i so i want that roxy sundress
its so pretty! :D


nothing much happened on sunday
except that i was so upset with my dad
oh wells dont want to go to details
yepp blog sooon

take care everyone
love you all

Monday, March 27, 2006


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RAHHHSSSS< | Thursday, March 23
ive lost it

freak everything im doing

the real inside of me is revealed








p.s: dear mom, i know you will never see this as you never knew this existed. but i just wanna thank you for being that understanding mom you've always been. i really do thank god for you. i was taken aback when i told you about the results and you understood. thanks for being that great mom. i'll work hard and i'll do it because i want to do it for HIM thats my promise to you. i love you mom.

Thursday, March 23, 2006


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SIGH.< | Wednesday, March 22
first and foremost,

THANK YOU SINDHU FOR THE PRETTY BUTTERFLY NECKLACE!
i totally love it, and im so shoppable eh? :D

okay so i haven been blogging
or rather im lazy to
well well school's been okay
ive been really depressed
i feel so lacking behind
i haven been doing homwork regularly
always pushing it to the next day. rahhs
i need to get back the momentum
and this term's report sucks
i freaking failed chinese




im just scared.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006


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YAY, im happy< | Sunday, March 19
RAHHS IM SO ANGRY WITH FRIENDSTER THEY COULD NOT UPLOAD MY POST!
NOW IM TYPING THIS ALL OVER!!!


stupid blog. die blog die

first and foremost, ive got an apology to make
guys im really sorry alright, i didnt mean to cancel on you guys really
i had tonns of homework to complete and they are due tomorrow
im really sorry alright, i will make next sunday yours!
dont be mad at me? : /



okay church was alright i was freezing there la.
we had our dunks picture taken. i think its really funny la.
ernest was wearing too. so we got him to join us. lol.
its cute la. just that stupid peanut made us so confused about the standing thingy. haha. but fun no doubt. and we probably can take a birkenstock one the next time round eh AMELIA? :D
and i had not tuition today! oh yes!
accompanied samson for lunch, as he requested
hang around at jurong, did my english summary worksheet. (yes one down :D)
after that went to westmall to meet sam
he had a lift from my mom! rahhs. i had to take the MRT! whats this man.
she dropped candice and her brother off too. haha.
walked around. sam was loaded. :) he got his stuff
i got like pens la. haha.
guess it would be quite awhile since we will hang out again. considering my chinese o's are this term.
thats my aim as for now.
at least i had fun today.
alright my tummy's rumbling. tata.
and guess i wont be bloggin often this week already.
take care everyone.

Sunday, March 19, 2006


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YAY. im happy.< |

Sunday, March 19, 2006


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HMMMM SIGHH< | Saturday, March 18
okay so its been awhile since i blogged
and so many things happened
and sometimes i really dread it so much.
would there be sunshine in this downpour?

well firstly i was so uberly excited about the outing yesterday
until my mom had to spoil it all
and till now im still wondering why the heck did she not allow
and i didnt want to argue with her, if not things might be even worse
and and i felt that when i told you that i couldnt make it
since that very moment everything seemed to change with a snap of the finger
and i just dread it, a huge contrast was seen between the way you treated me yesterday as compared to the others
but why? i may ask, though yes you were responding, but maybe responding unwillingly or something?
i really missed those times so much that sometimes i feel like crying
p.s: i know youre not mad at me but i know somehow youre upset or something.or maybe you're arent at all, i dunno. but i really miss you alot and i really wanted to meet you, but im really sorry.



and just as i was thinking so much about just everything
school test homework exams revision choir friends teachers church tuition
just everything i just broke down
im just tired. exhausted and sometimes i feel like giving up
or maybe ive given up
and i wonder
why cant i do everything as well as other people?
why cant i be as smart as others?
and the list goes on
yes i know this is what god wants me to be and its HIS plan
but i just cant help thinking this way
especially it makes me so disappointed


i feel like lying there and not doing anything

Saturday, March 18, 2006


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sigh. last day. sigh.< | Wednesday, March 15
concert at esplanade was good :)
she was really really good. even my mom who isnt a concert goer
loved it too :D

after the concert dad and samson came to pick us
we went back i changed out with what i was wearing
headed down to acsi :)
told my mom i had to look for ms ng for my assignments
which is true but so happen that ms ng text me late
while i was on the way there already
but its okay at least i got to see sam :) hah.
and i made a new friend! almond! i think its such a cute name
nickname rather when i found out hes just jonathan ong. hah.
it would be cute if it really was jonathan almond ong. :)
i think hes cute. hah. oops. heh.
saw ben from church. ryan & josh goh should be there too.
oh yes sam was wearing the nicest shirt again. hah.
toured a little around the school
but i felt weird being the only girl walking around there
wherever you walk there are stares. oh bother.
went back after popped by aunty anita's place
turned in. slept





well ive been thinking alot about stuff
alot about everything and im rather muddlied up
yes muddled up to the point where sometimes i feel many things might be a mistake
firstly it was amazing to see how the candles burn so brightly so strongly last time
but when it was blown off, it was supposed to be an end
but it was relighted time and again
until it comes to a point where hands are tired to do so.
or maybe because it was made to relight
it seems fake at many points
but right now i really dont know
secondly why is it that you are just so selfish
only thinking of yourself and your own benefits and your own comfort?
you might not realise it but its been done so many times that im sick of it
you only cared for yourself and nothing else

Wednesday, March 15, 2006


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day2 morning< | Tuesday, March 14
day 2 morning without samson in the morning :)
first at night rocks i can stay up as late as i want
WITHOUT SWITCHING THE LIGHT OFF :D
stayed up till almost 2
before that i had a short call from sam considering hes at camp with my dear fat boy
silly fella make me feel so gan kiong can.
he talked so fast and i had to think fast and answer! rahhs
you made my heartbeat beat fast la. rahhs


okay i have piano today
and i haven practice
this sucks but i will be going for some concert tonight at esplanade
watching one of the shows in the music fest :)
and i will be sitting right infront!
my 130bucks ticket. grins


sigh i know ive said this a million and one times
but whatever i love it when samson is out of the house :D
he should go for more camps!


p.s: can we have 12 hours a day? so you will get back from camp faster. i just realised ive got TONNS of things to tell you la! rahhs.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006


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day1< | Monday, March 13
haha okay samson left for his guitar camp OH YES!
free of samson for 3days. and that rocks :D
no arguing over who uses the toilet
who is sitting on whose chair
who uses the phone
whose hanger belongs to who
and all that.
and i dont have to fight with him over the computer
considering someone has his own tablet.rahhs


with much said i think i love life like that :D
oh gosh choir was so terrible
shant go into details : /
but anyway after choir prac i had like a whole list of messages of people asking me out! i feel loved :D
a message from my darling maye,darling ilena,darling cand,darling fay,darling aunt,darling jamie,darling jonl,darling yeong,darling fong

wont you feel loved if you were me?
but its okay im trying to compromise everyone :D
sam booked early :)
ilena and my aunt got me on saturday


personal messages:


ilena: yes girl you will get the saturday slot! :D a movie would be fine. lol.

candice: im so so sorry dear. my free day happened to be wed afternoon but i guess you cant make it. we will do it on a school week but friday ya? love.

maye: yes girl i know we haven gone for our shopping trip and disney on ice! i will let you know about wed night sooon. love.

the richest people on earth: you guys know who you are la. im clumping you guys into one, cos its the same outing isnt it? haha. okay well as for now my sunday night is yours just like how it is last sunday :D dont blame me for wed ya? love love.

fay: sorry wont be able to join you girls for the dinner tomorrow. would love to but ive got a concert to attend. you girls have fun! :D





i feel like some i dunno its just weird.haha.
k i gotta start on my work
take care everyone
love you all

Monday, March 13, 2006


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yayyay< | Sunday, March 12
okay i think theres something wrong with blogger
im unable to choose the stupid colors and all that
ugh. so sickening. just when i need to rant. rahhs


okay last night chat was really funny
one of the longest one in this year :)
shan't go into depth. *winks
church was okay today :)
i had my cadbury hazelnut and it tasted extra good. hah.
thanks sam :D
tuitioned after followed my parents around
mom gave up playing the cold war game
she always loses no matter how. hah.
after met the craziest people at suntec
okay or rather the richest people
yeong bought like a new pair of sunglass that cost almost 500bucks
gawd how rich can someone get and not even think twice before buying!
they treated me to dinner till im really full

mom called and she bought sam this nike long sleeve shirt la
and i was about to complain that she was being unfair
till she told me she bought me a nike bag and socks
so its really nice of her



tomorrow samson's going for camp
yes 3days of no samson irritating me :D
that rocks. haha.
alright i gotta shower i have a call waiting *winks
tata
love you all!

Sunday, March 12, 2006


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malaysia< | Saturday, March 11
sigh i wont be going out with my aunt and grandma anymore
grandma's not feeling well
but my family's going malaysia after my tuition
okay maybe i can get some stuff from there
hopefully.
i feel so unchirpy
but at the same time trying to be hyped up or something
i dunno.
im so gonna miss you though i will be seeing you tomorrow
take care everyone
love you all



p.s: sorry guys i meant school reopen that wed not next. haha. disney on ice!!

p.s: well i definitely love the way things are right now. thought many atimes theres temptation but god will definitely help us go through it :)

Saturday, March 11, 2006


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last day of service learning< | Friday, March 10
oh yes im done with service learning
how relieve am i
though its been a great laerning experience
mingling with the old folks and all
but i guess it was enough
we even got sick of the exercises in the morning
anyway ilena's family gave me a lift there today! :)
thank you so much the yeong family. hah
amos is really cute is his own way.
today was really slack
and yes i was trying to learn how to play the GUITAR!
its hurting my delicate fingers okay. hah.
and i managed to get Amin7,Amin,C,D,G chords!
but guess what i totally forgot again
SAM HELP ME! (:
practiced quite a few times for the song thingy
and it was lunch!
bought straw bags for my mom as she requested
performance followed, sam chong,ilena,nat and i were like commenting so much about STUFF. haha
after everything was over decided to go back
i was so tired



last night had a long chat with sam and its was really full of substance this time
okay though off tracking did happened quite a number of times
but yeah im so so glad everything is so god-based now
and not for selfish desires :)
you know what i mean la yeah.


cant wait for tomorrow
going shopping with my aunt and grandma
i love them cos they pamper me :)
haha
take care everyone
love you all



p.s: you stupid guys yes i will be coming next wed okay. stop harrassing me! whaha.

Friday, March 10, 2006


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rahhs tired fun shacked< | Thursday, March 9
okay im uberly tired and my head is spinning. ugh
last night i was practically stoning la
chatted with sam and we had some silly exchange of information.
its too exclusive to be disclosed and its really hilarious. or rather in a way.


went holland for breakfast ilena and i ate at killiney
french toast.yum.this week breakfast was good boy.
service learning was really slack today
just that my head was spinning quite a bit
rehearsed for that song we were supposed to perform
arvin is just so good at the guitar man :)
nat and sam chong isnt bad too :)
oh yes nat was trying to keep a look out for sicko and to warn me to stay clear!
thanks nat i owe you one. :)
oh yes i bought a nice straw bag today
the third one to the collection
and my mom is asking me to get one for her too when i get there tomorrow
shes such a cute mom i find. for now. hah.
okay im going to rest before i start falling sick
take care everyone
love you all


p.s: sam i'll be waiting for my hazelnut cadbury on sunday! yes the 'price' would be paid :)

Thursday, March 09, 2006


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rahhs. haha.< | Wednesday, March 8
today was okay :)
i had hot cakes for breakfast! yum
its been ages since i last ate that and its oh so good :)
exercise with the old folks was not as enthu already
we were so lazy la
karaoke was okay we sat there doing nothing.
and yes i still felt molested.gawd.ugh
lunch was at bk.
carina and i went shopping in chinatown
somehow or rather we got so excited over nothing
and yes the pink m&m's earrings were so irresistable! :)
went up to the ah ma's house and the whole stretch was so dark la
stupid people kept scaring me.rahhs
after the whole thing, took a lift from lao shi with eunice and natalie :)

Wednesday, March 08, 2006


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whee.< | Tuesday, March 7
hm i was reading back my previous posts
and i realised my posts are full of rants and all
its so no-substance
but what the heck its supposed to serve me i guess :)

anyway. last night i did some work
or rather i tried to la but i finished my chinese work
after my mom passed me my beloved dictionary
she was nice to help me charge it :D
and yes i realised i cant live without that to do my chinese homework :)
after that i sat on samson's big round orange chair
with my ipod stoning. okay rather waiting for an important call :)
oh yes i must say that sam is such a silly fella.
aiyorh hes like ... i dunno hilarious in his own way
and most of the time i was just laughing and all sorts
and that poor guy was sniffling away. hope youre feeling better ya.
but its been fun with all the chats and stuff
because off tracking is your forte man. :)



anyway service learning was pretty okay today
ilena and i braided out hair! :)
its nice i think. haha. considering i cant see it la. heh
2days down 3days to go
and yes natalie melle carina ilena and i decided to go shop shop on fri!
i cant wait. now i can buy my dress. grins.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006


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OLD FOLKS HOME< | Monday, March 6
okay i wanted to blog yesterday but blogger was lagging
anyway church was okay tuitioned after
went jp bugis and i had my hair cut
and oh goodness i cant believed i trusted my very own hairdresser about my fringe
but oh bother its alright it will grow.sooon.

this whole week is gonna be quite slack. service learning
poor sec2s n 3s but i'd rather go for lessons too.
anyway when we reached there had some briefing
after that we went to do some exercises with the old folks
and i did tai chi la goodness we were so confused with the mirror image thingy
haha but it was hilarious i kept laughing and i was sure i will definitely get abs by this friday man. haha
after that there was some karaoke thingy
then lunching
after lunching we were assigned to the houses we were supposed to go
and the old lady was super cute
just that we couldnt stand the other one
she kept saying we were useless everything also dunno how to do and stuff like that. oh wells. nvm. i shall compromise. hah.
k la i will blog again soon.
anyway i miss my dear sam alot :D
take care everyone
love you all

Monday, March 06, 2006


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maybe just maybe< | Saturday, March 4
maybe just maybe it will be better if i wasnt there
maybe just maybe i felt so out of place
maybe just maybe its so cruel to see her make you smile
maybe just maybe everything has died without knowing
maybe just maybe my mindset was trying to cling onto hope
maybe just maybe im so naive in my thinking

Saturday, March 04, 2006


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whoots< | Friday, March 3
okay i haven blog for like yesterday or something
but anyway i totally burst yesterday being so troubles so lost with so many things
and i threw my tantrum on sam. sheesh
im so sorry dear!
after talking to him for an hour plus plus everythign seemed to get better :)
we started talking about so much crap la. haha.
he makes me happy he makes me chirpy and bubbly :D


oh and we got back quite abit of papers today
i passed my physics and chem test! yay!
oh and i freaking failed my chinese test again. ugh
sickening. how am i gonna take my o's in may!
god help me!

Friday, March 03, 2006


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finally.< | Wednesday, March 1
woohoo im so glad today is over
emath and compre test
i think i might fail my emath la sigh god please watch over my test paper
oh and we are taking back our geog paper tomorrow
im really sure its gonna be a bad mark too
sigh why am i doing so badly
am i stupid or what
i feel so hopeless at times sigh
we had some health check today
oh bother im feeling so tired out by the horrid heat.ugh
somehow or rather im looking forward to the weekends
my lovely weekend awaits for me :)
i want to say this badly
i miss my dear sam alot

take care people
love you all

Wednesday, March 01, 2006


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