tired tired< | Tuesday, February 28
well well i was such a lazy bum this morning
i had my morning message :)
i didnt feel like getting up so i just lied there lazing around :)
how terrible somehow or rather i managed to
chapel was okay english was okay
english vocab test was so crap
but i passed not very well passed but i did
oh and i was feeling so terrible uncomfy during free period and ss
oh bother
i need my cadbury im feeling stressed out rahhs
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
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sunday!monday!< | Monday, February 27
okay i haven blog for sunday
i shall talk about my fantabulous weekend :)
yes i love this weekend ta bits
its been such a looong time since i had so much fun
considering im living such a lifeless life during the weekdays :/
schedule's packed from morning to night
sunday went church in the morning
it was slightly earlier
sat with elsa at first. talked to her and stuff
after awhile i decided to plant my ass right next to sam.hah
at least i saved peanut from sitting with his rival.whaha
see sam saved the day! okay joking :)
40dop video showed, peanut chose to think its gonna be boring
i thought it was pretty good :)
sam was so funny as usual la. the 'leg-hooking' thingy. shh :)
i think its probably a million and 5 thousand now.! :)
you added it on sam. haha.
lunched in church after
sam peanut samson etc played soccer
and i could tell the huge contrast between the two sams on field. haha.
tuitioning after
went jp to kill time. my mom got me my white esprit pants! :D
picked samson up and we went town :)
walked around and stuff and i saw this shirt from outfitters girl
the wordings were super cute
im not gonna expose it here p.s: haha i wasnt trick to eh? :)
went back did work
talked to sam. hes makes me smile ALOT :)
turned in :)
oh i passed my math retest with flying colours! :)
school was okay tuition was okay
im hyped up today the girls thought so too
IT MUST BE THAT FANTABULOUS WEEKEND! :D
maybe this week wont be so bad afterall
love you all
Monday, February 27, 2006
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cell< | Saturday, February 25
hmmm second post of the day :)
cell was fun though except for some parts its pretty saddening
met sam around 2 ate at bk
hes such a hilarious and sweet person :)
sam got me my cadbury hazelnut :)
im sure he loves to be credited on my blog.hah
my first packet of cadbury of the week
went to lot1 with julia to get flowers
i suck at choosing flowers i realised
i think im more of a balloon person :)
cell was more of fellowship today
prayed for cand :)
my dear girl dont take it so hard because you dont know what the outcome is
and whatever it is your mom WILL get well because god will carry her through this whole process. we will keep praying for her :)
after cell fay helped me with my math
then cand and i watched the guys play soccer
i was cheering for them :)
cand said i was bias in siding the teams :)
okay so i am bias i only side the one i like or rather prefer
haha after sam walked me to the bus stop
haha i love that guy :D
got home and everything
tomorrow's gonna be a long day
take care everyone
love you all
Saturday, February 25, 2006
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what a day. im exhausted.< |
what a day i had yesterday. i was totally exhausted
school started with physics,ss,chem,emath,chinese
we had chinese test and jac and i are aiming to pass this time
and pass with flying colours :)
after school had chinese extra class.
it was so waste of time i will be out of it if i do well for this test :D
rushed down for mep,ryan saw me.
christina spilled green tea on my class jersey!
i felt so sticky and being so paranoid that ants are crawling on me
and i might even attract bees :/
oh gawd i cant stand mr lee
he either acts smart or act macho
gawd hes just another gay in my list :/
totally cant stand him.yucks
evan met her some friend from acsi.year3.rugby.blah blah.
he totally did not impress me at all.
some total despo guy la
went back school for choir gathering thingy
i was so close so close to going back home
but i decided to stay. i only had ice cream for dinner! sigh
watch this french movie about some choir thingy
it was really good honestly inspiring :)
there was q&a prize giving and stuff
all of them were so enthusiastic.which was good
jo and i were like dead.haha we just sat there and stoned
i was so glad when it was over
went home shower filed up my physics file and finished my physics work
then after was talking to sam
i was seirously exhausted before
after a little while of warm up.lol
i was quite hyped up la. he just makes me happy :D
oh and hes suchs a hilarious guy. :)
today there cell,farewell for aaron.
its sad to see him go.really.
i hope i can go shopping with cand after cell
i think im stressed up i need to relax.
or maybe thats just an excuse.haha.
take care everyone.
love you all
Saturday, February 25, 2006
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< | Thursday, February 23
i fking finished the stupid project myself
sindhu helped a lil at first
i hate group work. totally. yucks
Thursday, February 23, 2006
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sickening< |
okay i found this in seventeen mag and i will list it down before i rant
17 reasons why it's GREAT to be a GIRL
1) we actually believe some problems in the world can be solved by chocolate-- its true :) p.s: sam i told you :)
2) long live women! according to a paper published in the harvard university gazette. 'the average life expectancy at birth is about 79years for women and about 72 years for men' in developed countries
3) we have the innate ability to assess a person just by looking at their shoes
4) we can hug our friend (not anywhere near a foot-ball pitch) and she wont look at us weird
5) we're always right even when we're not...right?
6) one word-MAKE UP!
7) another two words- johnny depp!
8) we're in great company with such truly inspirational figures as mother teresa,aung sang suu kyi, and theresa chan (starring in eric khoo's be with me)
9) we know what we've got and we sure know how to work it! *winks
10) we never have issues with the remote control
11) being able to distinguish between a mouse and modem doesn't actually give us an ego trip
12) we're still in contact with our tuckshop partner from primary school
13) we can cry at sad movies without having to pretend we've got a chronic sinus problem
14) beer doesnt constitue a food group for us
15) we get to experience one of life's greatest miracles-childbirth
16) no fashion faux pas we make could ever rival the speedo
17) we get to look forward to some really great magazines every month, such as seventeen.rock on girls
yay we girls rock. haha.
okay heres the start of my rants :)
i mugged hard for that two science test
physics was mangaeable except for that charges part
chem was okay but i still think im gonna fail
tomorrow left with chinese the last test of the week!
next week is just emath and mep
well school was okay i think
the talk in the hall gave me horrible headaches
my haed spun like a million circles or something
lunched with hosea and han
sindhu joined us after looking for mrs fong
choir was okay i was so tired so frustrated :/
well well im looking forward to saturday okay
hhah yes i admit im excited. its been such a long time anyway
sam makes me happy. real happy (:
take care everyone
love you all
Thursday, February 23, 2006
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gawd its so messed up< | Wednesday, February 22
its so sickening what i blogged yesterday couldnt be seen
cos the stupid page got hanged
oh bother but i must say this
lol sindhu's nuts she kept laughing at me cos she thinks im funny.
see funny buddy see what i told you? grins
okay school has been really messed up
its just so confusing and so blurred
that i really dunno my stand anymore
it so sucky that sometimes i wonder why is this all happening?
it just sucks that guilt just sucks too
well well tests has been terrible this week
it just sucks so much i hate tests
we are like studying so hard for tests?
chem and physics tomorrow
two sciences and its so heavy.yucks
friday's chinese
i still have freaking emath test next wed (FAY I NEED HELP AGAIN!)
oOh talking about fay i love that girl
shes so patient with me when she teaches
and she does it ever so willingly :D
i love her ta bits im gonna engage her as my new tutor.soon.
today after school left for acsi
bet youre thinking im gonna have another good feast
but nah i didnt see fantabulous people around for today
lol.but i saw my dear sam.grins.he was so hilarious again
he just makes me smile :)
whee im gonna go downstairs to mug with sindhu and yuliang
oh have i told you sindhu and jac and ilena and val and all the class girls just rock
i love them !
take care everyone
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
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how upsetting< | Tuesday, February 21
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
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how crappy it gets< | Monday, February 20
okay its time for update (:
ive been getting lazy or rather too busy
7tests this week is gonna kill me
3down today.
ive got 4 to go,physics chem chinese english
yesterday church was fine
cand and i got distracted so many times
or maybe all the time
actually we felt so sick of everything
even peanut felt the same way too
everything just seemed to suck
nevertheless we decided to pray about it
and somehow cand was touched by the prayer (:
she started tearing
dont worry darling your mom would be fine (:
tuition was alright
followed my mom to jp after
was texting sam and shared quite abit of stuff (:
it was so funny we made deals of shopping and everything.
its still on alright (:
gawd he just makes me so happy.in those little ways :D
studied a little of geog
nothing went it la. it was crap
decided to turn in.
talked to sam a little while before
we were talking so much crap that made the convo so hyped up. its hilarious
and okay its a deal that if i show you my pic you should me yours (:
okay im gonna start studying
take care everyone
love you all
Monday, February 20, 2006
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cross country< | Saturday, February 18
cross country was fun though i didnt run
took loads of pictures :)
get it from me guys!
that was fun
we stood there and screamed when those people came running in
tried suntanning awhile but gave up and went to the shade in the end.hah
left from cross country to go for fun o rama
the whole class went together la.its fun :)
we dropped by kap to eat as everyone was hungry
left for acjc again
saw heaps of fairsians there
picked cand from the bus stop
walked around. they decided to go for the haunted house
met maye after that
ate the ice thingy :)
peanut went to pick sam after that
just continued walking and stuff
by 3plus was quite tired
cand n i mugged at my place downstairs
we decided to mug together at least once a week :)
ive been having so much thoughts in me
having so much depression stress and everything else
besides being happy
maybe im just pretending to be okay on the outside
but right deep inside everything's a complete mess
a messed up life a messed up future i probably will have
i feel so far from god
god doesnt feel part of my life anymore
it feels as though i only call on him whenever i needed him
honestly thoughts of being sick of church sick of cell came to me so many times
going church for the wrong reasons has occurred so many times
i feel so irrelevant in so many ways
everything just sucks i feel so so unloved
i refused to let it get at me
i refused to let it distract me
cos its gonna be a worthless distraction that will affect me
i know things were never the same since
but i know right deep inside of me i still love you
i loved you from the very start
there were others that came my way
but no one is ever comparable to you
no one is able to love me to treat me the way you do
it was UNIQUE.
i know this sounds so unchritainlike.
time together was never easy was never long
but you still chose to let it slip away
maybe just maybe you lost it all you lost that very special feeling we use to have
sometimes i dont wanna care
but you just meant so much
Saturday, February 18, 2006
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longtimepost< | Friday, February 17
okay i know i haven been blogging
i always wanted to
but the server was always slow and my post cant be showed.so bother
i went to sleep yesterday feeling so sick and exhausted
im really stressed up i guess
even the slightest thing gets at me :/
it was so unlike me during physics today
so irritated so annoyed so i dunno
im sorry girls i know you guys always had to take my nonsense.as usual
i was still feeling dizzy and so much like a jelly fish :/
really couldnt concentrate in class as all
my head spinned like crap
sigh. im so disappointed with my math results okay
it just suck. and im so glad that ms thio is having a retest
so much for my best friend. rahhs
had chem pract test it was alright. at least zane was really nice knowing i was quite unwell
after chem my head kinda cleared up.felt slightly better
it must be the water :)
chinese compo test was okay i think
dont wanna think about it too
sigh guess im ranting again
but oh yes i typed all the presents you guys gave me
but it went blank when i uploaded it
just to summarise
thanks guys for the pretty gift i really love it ta bits and pieces!
its been really sweet of you guys :)
and yes fong i love the binders :)
tomorrow's cross country
im not running.
after that fun o rama
and mug with darling cand
i miss her ta bits
take care everyone
love you all plenty
p.s: i miss you loads my dear
Friday, February 17, 2006
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happy vday< | Tuesday, February 14
happy valentines day people!
lots of love from sam :)
yesterday they announced the results for the ethnic competition
my class got first for both hamper and overall
go 4 bee!
school was alright i guess
oh and i passed my freaking geog test!
fifth in class out of 24 people! and 10 people who passed :)
math extra class was alright
choir was alright
valentines day was okay
dont feeling very lovey dovey and love is in the air kind of thing
received chocs candles flowers sweets sugar and whats nots
oh and peanut gave me a pretty pink bouquet of rose :)
mom picked me up and went to acsi :)
feasted my eyes again eh. haha not really
got to see sam :)
he gave me a shock from behind la. hah.
and one of his friend asked if i was hes sister
haha. hilarious
piano was okay
after when back school to get my class jersey :)
peanut helped me to go in to get.how nice :)
dinnered at holland with my mom and samson
the very last year i will be 'dating' my family for vday.hah.
okay ive got piles of work to do
tata. love you all :)
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
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its good.< | Sunday, February 12
okay im not gonna rant for this post
gonna be something with substance i hope :D
i got all vday presents for church people done on sat night
chatted with sam a little while
it was hilarious its been such awhile since
sunday service was alright
gave out my presents :)
left cand's one she didnt come today la! aiyorh
oh and note this
SAM WORE THE NICEST SHIRT EVER TODAY! *WINKS
at least i got a picture with it
and the model too la huh.lol
after church lunched at imm
saw char siew at burger kind with his family
he came over to chat
then i saw hosea and his family too
how coincidental :)
went for tuition after
wanted to go home to do assignments
mom didnt allow oh wells so tagged along with her
went jurong point walked around
after picking samson from class we went to town
mom wanted to shop for toiletry
i got my stuff and those make up and i got BODY GLITTER! :)
then i left to walk else where
the next moment i met her again she told me to look into the bag!
i looked in and i scream! she got me an ________
haha and its pink.GRINS
walk to nike at cine.i bought my pink shoe bag :)
okay i just realised i ranted again
okay here comes the more substance part
i read this from somewhere just summarising it
in everyone's life we are busy people
even to fit in time to meet up with long lost friends is hard
and what more to go out on valentines day
its a day where we show our love for each other
a day to tell one that you love them and you appreciate them
but in such busy lives how are we even able to go out with the one we love?
so many think that whats the point of asking?
well even you know that the other party wont be able to make it on valentines day, or maybe you yourself dont have the time, still make an effort to ASK HIM/HER out.
because by asking it means alot
it means that you wanted to go out with him or her but you dont have the time
you can celebrate it on any other day
why must it be on 14th feb?
express your love to all your loved ones every single day and not only on valentines day
Sunday, February 12, 2006
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its good.< |
okay im not gonna rant for this post
gonna be something with substance i hope :D
i got all vday presents for church people done on sat night
chatted with sam a little while
it was hilarious its been such awhile since
sunday service was alright
gave out my presents :)
left cand's one she didnt come today la! aiyorh
oh and note this
SAM WORE THE NICEST SHIRT EVER TODAY! *WINKS
at least i got a picture with it
and the model too la huh.lol
after church lunched at imm
saw char siew at burger kind with his family
he came over to chat
then i saw hosea and his family too
how coincidental :)
went for tuition after
wanted to go home to do assignments
mom didnt allow oh wells so tagged along with her
went jurong point walked around
after picking samson from class we went to town
mom wanted to shop for toiletry
i got my stuff and those make up and i got BODY GLITTER! :)
then i left to walk else where
the next moment i met her again she told me to look into the bag!
i looked in and i scream! she got me an ________
haha and its pink.GRINS
walk to nike at cine.i bought my pink shoe bag :)
okay i just realised i ranted again
okay here comes the more substance part
i read this from somewhere just summarising it
in everyone's life we are busy people
even to fit in time to meet up with long lost friends is hard
and what more to go out on valentines day
its a day where we show our love for each other
a day to tell one that you love them and you appreciate them
but in such busy lives how are we even able to go out with the one we love?
so many think that whats the point of asking?
well even you know that the other party wont be able to make it on valentines day, or maybe you yourself dont have the time, still make an effort to ASK HIM/HER out.
because by asking it means alot
it means that you wanted to go out with him or her but you dont have the time
you can celebrate it on any other day
why must it be on 14th feb?
express your love to all your loved ones every single day and not only on valentines day
Sunday, February 12, 2006
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rahhhss its bad< | Saturday, February 11
it just suck so much
im unwell i just passed my physics test
i failed ss by half a freaking mark
and chinese dont talk about it im so upset totally
gone were the days where i score chinese like peanuts
my standard dropped all the way down
im just so utterly disappointed.ugh
i need to buck up doubly hard
didnt stay for the o's thingy yesterday
had mep chatted with ms ng quite abit :D
and we heard guys screaming.hah
shouting out single digit scores they got
thats my aim my want :)
but right now im so far from it
so far from even to pass my subjects
i can slowly dream on
Saturday, February 11, 2006
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rahhs.im slacking.< | Wednesday, February 8
theres so many times you try to be nice
people just heck about it
so i shant bother now
goodness im slacking la
im not even doing my work promptly anymore
i need to buck up
i need to do well
i hate the math test today
it suckked dont ask me why cos i know im gonna fail.seriously
this is so sickening im gonna buck up on every subject
every single thing
work hard sam!
i feel silly pep talking myself.oh bother
tomorrow's gonna be a long day
im gonna dread it
at least lunching with the girls would lighten up my day :D
take care everyone
sam loves you
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
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hmmmms.< | Tuesday, February 7
i woke up feeling uberly sleepy
i was practically sleep walking to school i think
we had chapel and i was so tired and i stoned most of the time.ugh
english was okay ms mano is super cute when she scolds la
then it was 4 free periods :D
i love tuesday we were using ilena's ______
it was so funny cos i kept laughing as it was so ticklish! lol.
and we laughed even harder when we were in the toilet
it was so hilarious. finished my chinese journal like finally
then it was social studies
we were sitting outside the class like poor kids as some sec2 class used our classroom
so we migrated to humanitites room
supposed to do some group work thingy
jon chua,yuliang,and ong did internal migration
and joined out group
we were having so much gossips and entertainment from them
after that was chinese
we were left planted outside again cos mr pang didnt come
some malay teacher took over
i was so pissed with her
then we were sitting at the small tables and chair
and we had our entertainment again
jon chua,hosea and ong
total crap like we were talking.
pokey had to see ms tan for socks thingy
while waiting i was sitting at the tables
got disturbed by wen yao and ong again
i cant believe ong got my security code la
i kept telling him in chinese we arent close why am i supposed to tell you.rahhs
but he got my code right.rahhs
piano was okay
emath test tomorrow i have to do well
I MUST DO WELL
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
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SAM's BIRTHDAY< | Monday, February 6
first and foremost
ITS MY SEXY'S BIRTHDAY! (p.s: sorry glenn im meant the other one.heh.)
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to SEXY SAM! lol
happy birthday to you!
remember sam loves you plenty!
well i know i have said this a million and one time
but im gonna say this again
it has been fantabulous knowing you for this one year plus plus plus
and though it seemed like a short time but it made it felt like years
and i really treasure everything
for being so sweet and all
thanks you raelly make my day,every single day without fail
what am i gonna do without you? :D
well i guess i haven been blogging?
but theres many things that happened
and oh wells im not gonna talk about it
today school was okay
though there were 4periods of geog
but i was paying attention
decorating my geog notebook. haha so much for paying attention
emath was okay im tolerating with her unreasonable-ness.yucks
extra class was okay i chiong home to get my choir scores
jac n ilena came along the way we picked up some food from my place
picniced on the way back
choir was okay i love belda,siew yi,joelynn and of cos my dear xiao alot!
tuition was so horrid we had this test
that made four of us drive up the wall
but it wasnt that bad cos han had cadbury!lol.yum
Monday, February 06, 2006
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ahhh.rahh.ughh< | Saturday, February 4
im so tired im so irritated im so annoyed im pms-ing
its so sickening to go through test after test knowing that you could have done better
i dont want to taste failure again i have tasted enough times to make me motivated
i want to do every single thing right this year
but somehow it feels as though i haven started on the right foot
somehow i feel so behind from the rest
somehow i feel so stupid
like i cant even do anything simple properly
Saturday, February 04, 2006
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tired drained< | Friday, February 3
im tired im annoyed im pms-ing
ive no idea where the heck im supposed to start with my homework
its so piled up everything is important
how to even prioritise?
goodness im really sick of all these
i have enough
i dont want to receive my results for any test
i fear of seeing failure in them
as i had enough of failed atempts already
im drained totally
my week's packed so full
im so energy-less
i thank god for my cousin aloysius
really for just taking time out
taking the initiative
showing concern and all
i really appreciate it
Friday, February 03, 2006
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ahhh.rahh.ughh< |
school was okay i guess
im just tired tired of homework
homework piled like crap
have tonns of chinese math chem physics geog english and whats not la
chinese test totally suck okay
there wasnt enough time
some were quite ununderstandable!
ahh forget it im gonna practice hard for the other tests that coming up
sigh tomorrow's gonna be a long day
should be fun i hope
alright blog later
tata
love you all
Friday, February 03, 2006
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gawd im tired im pissed< | Thursday, February 2
gawd im super duper pissed okay
stupid physics test just spoilt my whole mood
and i freaking studied for that freaking test
wanting to do well and not only pass
but that freaking question i studied did come out
but my freaking mind mixed up facts
and i freaking wrote the wrong answer down
how irritating is that.rahhhs
im gonna study doubly triply hard for the next test that comes along
im gonna do well i cant afford to fail any single thing
and i tell you im tired
sick of this whole system
sick of school sick of homework sick of everything
everything drains me to the last bit of energy in me
but i still dont have a choice right
i still have to study for tests
still have to finish my homework
and still have to do my revision
how suck is that
i need a break i need to breathe
Thursday, February 02, 2006
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first day of school after cny< | Wednesday, February 1
well i wasnt used to waking up again
and considering that samson didnt have to go to school!
rahhs not fair.in fact all acsi people didnt have to.
fairfield should declare an extra day off :)
but school wasnt so bad :)
pe was slack cos i didnt run.haha cos of my arch la.sigh that means i wont get the exercise
mental note: a must to go for swimming today
emath was okay i declare that ive found a new 'bestfriend' in the unwanted list
grr shes driving me nuts
chem was okay too after that it was a beautiful 5free periods!
didnt sleep.grins.studied a bit of physics
then it was quite funny after cos i thought that free period ends at 1215
so i was quite enthu about going for class
and the rest was wondering why i was packing my stuff
then i realised that we still had another free period.gosh
after that was english
its was okay
pretty slack too
gawd ive got like physics test tomorrow and chinese spelling!
HELP ME!!!
p.s: yes im chirpy chirpy again yepp. forget about what happened la.grins. love you
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
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