:D< | Wednesday, November 30
okay im blogging again :D
at sam's place larh.yepp
must claim credit haha
anyway chicken little was OKAY :/
cand n i love that orange thingy :D
super cute.its like the tip of the paint brush
according to rachel lol.
it should be rated less than 2stars
according to cand though haha :D
spongebob was okay too larh
watched it like the second time though
i still like patrick! nice and pink grins :D
im so tired though
theres still choir tomorrow
and i haven learn the jap songs yet :/
alrights
blog when i get back or something
tata
love you all
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
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chicken little! :D< |
okay first thingy first
im so sorry my dear ilena, you told me you would be back on wed
and i knew you were leaving on mon! but so sorry kay?
dont kill me!! hehh
okay yesterday was kinda fun i guess
except waiting at the immigration totally bored me
had to change the freaking passport photo
cos they said looks different because of the hair
what the heck la. it was so crowded.
wait freaking long there
after when all was done
we went town :D
though i couldnt get anything my mom didnt want to buy for me. sulks
so just walk around and everything la
then we went to centrepoint
saw sebast n teresa :D
went robinsons,some private sale thingy
met aunty janice aunty elaine they all
then i saw my choir junior :D
saw aunty christine
then we went for dinner :D
i had ramen haha (p.s: but i still want my ikea hot dog! :D)
then walked around some more
proceeded home just in time for my show! grins
k im behind time now
got to shower and tata out of the house!
finally im meeting you okay
waiting all week already :D
tata
love you all
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
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random posting< | Tuesday, November 29
this is gonna be pretty random i guess
im so tired from getting back from piano
it was 830 in the morning
another lesson on sat 830 as well
alright this week is so crammed that i wont be meeting you so often
okay but tomorrow is a must must must kay? :D
plus chicken little and spongebob.lol.
i had a fantabulous time on the phone once again
but this time it was super funny
we were trying to speak chinese
and whoever speaks english first will lose
i so happen to lose everytime
everytime i want to say something i have to think first
this is how bad my chinese is
better brush up soon if not i'd probably fail chinese oral o's
sigh later ive got to go get my passport photo done
then should be in town
hopefully can meet for lunch ya?
then will do a little shopping :D
i want my splat paint skirt skirt skirt! and the kickass nice green top!
that babe magnet top n black skirt from newurbanmale as well!
OH AND MY PRINCESS CROWN NECKLACE! :D
but my darling mom doesnt want to get for me till we're back from our trip!
oh bother.maye's leaving on the 1st
cand's leaving on the 8th!
sam's leaving on the 18th!
and im leaving on the 13th!
im gonna miss all of them
hopefully can send them off! :D
alright i need to shower
it takes forever for me to get out of the house! heh
tata
love you all
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
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when everything is in god's hands< |
alright i know its been ages since i last blogged
and its because i have been returning home late during the weekends that im dead beat to even switch on the com
during this weekend kinda hang around my family quite abit as the past month i haven been
we made a deal just yesterday. if i get to a poly, i'd get my own personal laptop within any interference of people boring it or sharing it. pretty cool. i still want my apple one though. :D
so much for that. yesterday i had a fantabulous time on the phone i was really sure it was more than 3.5 hours
planning so much of what im gonna do this week.
until i received a call today that i have to help out at the bookshop on thurs n fri
so i can only meet you after 4 on fri.
wed, hey people chicken little is still on
might not be at my place as i cant book the room
so will let you people know the confirmed place soon :D
okay back to the main thing that i want to blog about
im really glad that everything is on the right track now
that god is the main purpose of it all now
and god is ever so present in all these :D
no doubt i do miss those times
no doubt i do miss the staircase thingy
and the heated up times (lol!)
and the movies :D
and the lunching and dinnering
and the walking round in circles and everything else
but i know maybe now's not the right time
but god may have taken away something through this
but he did give us back something
is that we dont have to be afraid of anything now :D
this week is gonna be great :D
take care everyone
tata
love
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
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forgot about my dear samson< | Saturday, November 26
haha okay yes i forgot to typed about how happy i was for samson
my dear brother did well i mean i knew he expected more
but it was enough,enough do how so many options given to him
scoring 253 amazed me so much,getting into the special stream made me grin even more. im ever so proud of this little brother
taking higher chinese and a foreign lang satisfied what he wanted
listing down what hes gonna do in secondary school
made me speechless but that joy filled me
i really want to thank god for all these rewards hes given
without him samson is nothing at all :D
okay now ive satisfied my cousins' request
its back to my own ((:
i couldnt get up this morning!
until i received 5msgs in a row that was enough to wake me up
then i went back to sleep again
OH i had a fab time on the phone last night.
hm nothing changes at all though. ((:
but its okay cos i still love the same person you are since day1
today's the LAST day of self-study
its killing me in a way
but gonna make it good
and enjoy the best of my dec!
and im gonna be a full time mugger next year!
i want god,my parents to be proud of my as how they were for samson!
alrights i need to get change
it takes forever to get me out of the house
im looking forward to tomorrow! ((:
i know right deep inside there would never be anyone else besides you
Saturday, November 26, 2005
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brown eyes< | Friday, November 25
remember the first day when i saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
i was the woman you dream about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies althoug we tried to hide
but we both had a beautiful night
the way we held each other's hands
the way we talk the way we laugh
it felt so good to find true love
i knew right there and then you were the one
i know that he loves me cause he told me so
i know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
i know that he loves me cause its obvious
i know that he loves me cause its me he chose
he's missing me when he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells it so
remember the first day the first day we lissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologise and then we compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we start plaing games
remember the first day you fell in in love with me
ut fekt so good for you to say those words
because i felt the same way too
im so happy,so happy that you're in my life
and baby now that you're part of me
you show me,show me the true meaning of love
the true meaning of love
i know he loves me
-brown eyes
alright i know my cousin doesnt want me to post that song cos shes afraid that i'd allow people to get the wrong idea
but no doubt its a nice song with a pretty strong meaning there
but yepp things no longer the same as before im moving on
if its gods will to even put things back as it were let it be.
as for now im really relying on him to mark out my life for me
okay okay i know im starting it all over again but im fine :D
man today was super duper unproductive!
i only did one page of notes :(
without getting anything into my head!
thats worst.ugh.
tomorrow's the last day
ilena n i are thinking of going early and going out to suntec after that!
we are going to have our teppanyaki ya? ((:
ive decided I SHALL NOT GET MY SPAG TOP
I SHALL GET MY STRAW BAG! (:
yes i know my dear girl wants out funky pink thing!
next week kay? smiles
im looking forward to sat
to even see how many people are coming for our event
to see how many of them fills the place
im looking forward. im excited :D
next week's schedule is gonna be packed
gonna plan it properly.
fitting in shopping,tanning,movies and everything else! :D
kays.blog again later or so
tata
i know right deep in heart theres no one else for me except you
Friday, November 25, 2005
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amazing love< | Thursday, November 24
im forgiven because you were forsaken
im accepted you were condemn
and im alive and well
your spirit is within me
because you died and rose again
amazing love how can it be
that you my king would die for me
amazing love i know its true
that its my joy to honor you
in all i do i honor you
you are my king
jesus you are my king
jesus you are my king
jesus you are my king
amazing love
amazing love how can it be
that you my king would die for me
amazing love i know its true
that its my joy to honor you
in all i do
i honor you
-amazing love
haha im currently in love with orange n green
okay but i still love my prestigious pink!
alright woke up super duper early this morning
i didnt have enough sleep
slept around 2 after putting down with my dear jenn
i miss that cousin of mine ta bits okay
met my dear ilena at dover mrt
(yes my dear girl we haven got our FUNKY PINK thing!)
jed was grumpy i felt hopeless since i have no idea what to say
so sorry but dont think so much okay?
went macs to get breakfast
proceeded to church
we laid newspapers,put out the clothe
florence n amelia came ((:
then we went to get paint and everything
it was pretty nice though ((:
then we were doing the mag thingy
was telling them what i learn from the 'i kissed dating goodbye'
amelia: i'll tell you more on sat kay? smiles
i think i can be some love doctor! haha.but from god's perspective ((:
im currently SINGLE & UNAVAILABLE!
some little advert.lol
but overall i did have fun today.
was drained mentally from self-study
i was super productive though 4.5 pages of notes
ilena n i gymed at my place after that
started drizzling. proceeded home
im missing you too.but you will never ever be replaced. ((:
Thursday, November 24, 2005
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decor.< | Wednesday, November 23
okay things are getting heated up
time is running out in a way
we have to get the banner done soon
alot of time is needed to dry
ive got the cloth already.
amelia's got stuff from ikea
florence has gotten construction paper
maye's helping with the reception sign
but the most important thing is PAINT!
we haven got any paint
jiamin's helping me check around teck whye
i hope things will run smoothly :D
today's self-study was kinda bad
i felt super duper unproductive
i only made 2pages of notes today
as compared to yesterday i made 4
cos i kept talking to ilena :/
i think im starting to love history n social studies alot
ilena's to bio.hah
at least i found it interesting :)
okay maybe cos im into more of the politics side
ohkay blog later
tata
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
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GOD's Perspective.god's plan< | Tuesday, November 22
im really alright now
thanks people for being there for me when i was just so down
thanks to ilena,jed,maye,cand,jac,pam,my dear cousins,even amelia,fay as well
i thank god for all of you
that god made you guys there for me when i was do down
to encourage me and everything thanks :D
guys im really alright now i really am
i thought i wont be able to take it
i didnt at first
cos i was just like the many who saw it from a worldly perspective
but when maye told me about god being center of the relationship
it set me thinking
as well as jed who told me that god just wants us to be obedient n even if hurts now.he has something BETTER instored for us
all these made me start reading the 'i kissed dating goodbye'
all from the start, penning down,reflecting
i learnt about 'smart love' last night
im gonna share it with you alright. you know who you are larh
but you still owe me xmas shopping and everything else okay
im was glad i listened to god, im glad i had taken it from god's perspective and not my own human assumptions
right now ive set my mind that no one else would ever come into my life once again, im not trying to make things difficult,but yepp
no doubt i still do love you
no doubt i miss those calls,those morning messages,good night messages, those times we spend together, those dinnering times and lunch and staircase time (shh.its still a secret) and everything else.
but i learnt that maybe nows not the right time and all
god still has the BEST OF THE BEST plans so leave it to him ((:
anyway things are back on track.everythings good.
blog tomorrow
love you all.
tata
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
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THIS IS THE WORLD'S MOST SADDEST AND SULKIEST DAY< | Sunday, November 20
I TAKE BACK WHATEVER I HAD SAID ABOUT YOU
I TAKE IT ALL BACK
I HATE IT SO MUCH WHEN YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO TELL ME THE WORST IS COMING YOU DONT BUT STILL KEEP ME HAPPY.KEEP ME IN THE DARK
THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU TOLD ME YOUR STUPID FINAL DECISION
I GET SHOCKED ALL AGAIN. ALL SHATTERED ALL HURT ONCE AGAIN
AND ITS NOT SO EASY TO GET BACK TO BE BEST FRIEND JUST WITH A CLICK OF YOUR FINGER
ITS NOT. IT TAKES TIME. BUT MAYBE YOU DONT SEE IT
BUT WHATEVER WHO GIVES A SHIT NOW
IM IN THE WORST STATE TO DO ANYTHING
IM EVEN WONDERING IF YOU DO FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL
BUT WHAT THE HECK IM SO LOST IN EVERYTHING
I FEEL LIFE'S SO MEANINGLESS AND ALL
ONLY IF I CAN...
Sunday, November 20, 2005
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ONE LAST DAY. ENGRAVING DONE< | Saturday, November 19
[ ]my darling to be back on the 19th*
[ ]replenish my wardrobe desperately
[ ]replenish my accessories desperately
[ ]xmas shopping with my darling before i leave
[ ]more shopping sprees with my girlfriends
[ ]to enjoy the last 5weeks before the frenzy mugging starts next year
one more to add
[*]to get the engraving thing done
okay im home
im super tired still got to go to my grandparents
its their big day!yepp
i came back from queensway,anchorpoint,ikea
with ilena
we were drenched though we had an umbrella
and we bought stud earrings! smiles.nice.
I FINALLY GOT THE ENGRAVING THING DONE! :D
it was super duperly nice!
i was so scared when the machine was on it will screw up my metal pick
but when it was done it was so so so NICE
i hope you like it alot ya? grins
one more day before my darling comes back
im missing him crazy crazy crazy!
dinner with me on sat if you have no dance okay?
alright
blog tomorrow
love
70days
Saturday, November 19, 2005
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tomorrow! one last night< |
[ ]my darling to be back on the 19th*
[ ]replenish my wardrobe desperately
[ ]replenish accessories desperately
[ ]xmas shopping with my darling before i leave
[ ]more shopping sprees with girlfriends
[ ]to enjoy the last 5weeks before the frenzy mugging starts next year
man one last night before you
one last day without you
im really am missing you alot
i had the worst dream last night
i dont wanna talk about it
fret that it will become reality
ahh.dont wanna think about it
i hope i can get the thingy done by today or tomorrow! :D
shall talk about it when i get it done
smiles
alright gotta get ready for school
tata
I LOVE YOU PLENTY SWEETIE.SMOOCH.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
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2days< | Friday, November 18
its so hard to get by a day without you in my life
2days more and you will be back
though we still managed to talk
but its so different!
but im also glad youre having fun over there
as in that youre enjoying yourself la
im missing you so so much
school was okay
choir was okay
everything was okay i guess
im still looking forward to sat.smiles
okay im kinda tired
blog another time
tata
I LOVE MY GUY A MILLION AND ONE ALMOND CHOCS!
70DAYS
Friday, November 18, 2005
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when everything falls back to place< | Thursday, November 17
5 wishes
[ ]my darling to come back on the 19th*
[ ]replenish my wardrobe desperately
[ ]replenish accessories desperately
[ ]xmas shopping with my darling before i leave
[ ]more shopping sprees with girlfriends!
[ ]to enjoy the last 5weeks before the frenzy mugging starts next year
firstly im ever so glad that everything's alright now
really this sense of relieved in me feels so great
and i too wanna thank my beloved ones who saw me through this
MAYE,ILENA,PAMMY,AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST JED
thanks a million trillion zillion guys!
im missing my darling already
though hes only gone for like 3hours?
i really do miss him ta bits and pieces la
you got to take care alright?
and please come on sat kays?
im ever so glad everything's alright.yepp
having piano later and i got to go school as well
im feeling so unwell.sulks
alrights
blog later
tata
I STILL LOVE YOU THE SAME AND NOTHING CHANGES THAT :D
68days
Thursday, November 17, 2005
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whatever< | Wednesday, November 16
this is the end
i know its stupid
but life is so meaningless right now
whatever
tata
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
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everything's change everything's different< | Tuesday, November 15
everything's change everything's different
having sleepless night staying up till 5am not being able to put my mind at ease sucks
tearing while thinking of what the worst outcome may be
worries me scares me
it just scares that i wont be able to take it
and i know i wont be
and i will be suffering sleepless night once again
i know even the worst comes
i still have to learn to take it
but at least i will be prepared in some way or another
though you keep asking me not to feel this way
i just cant help it
i really do love you so much that sometimes
im scared to. as you say sometimes you love someone so much
you have to let that person go
that is something i havent learnt to take
im really scared really grouchy moody
but remember i really really do love you
i mean whenever i say it and not because for the sake of saying
take care my dear
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
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sulky:(< | Monday, November 14
dont get me wrong
this is meant to change your thinking in anyway
this is the most sulkiest day ever
im really bitter inside
heart shattering, bleeding continuously
you will never know how painful it is
all because i ever love you so
when i say i do
i mean every single word of it
i know you have got to settle stuff on your side
but dont ever leave me in the lurch
cos i never want to leave you
this might sound like a despo cry of a girl
but i really cant do without you in my life
i know you one that god sent to be part of my life
i dont want to think so far i just want to aim reasonable now
im sorry if im giving you any pressure
but right now i never want to end it off
i promise i will give you time to settle stuff
but dont ignore me cos it hurts so badly
but i will always be here for you
dont cut me off from you life alright?
i still love you tonns and nothing will change that
i lie in bed at night to pray
that you will think of me
i cry until my eyelids close,and dream-eternity
i wake to sunlight on my face,
for a moment i forget
then a cloud passes by,
and i realise that is it
i carry on throughout the day,
feigning joy and feeling pain
i long to gaze up upon your face
and share a smile,an embrace
the day is drawing to an end
and still i think of you,
i try to relax,
yet in my mind i wonder what to do
so now i lay down to sleep
i pray the lord, my soul will keep
you chance to think of me
know that i love you-eternity
Monday, November 14, 2005
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saturday.cell.< | Sunday, November 13
this morning was so terrible
i was so grouchy
i threw my tantrum on anyone who talked to me
sorry people. morning blues
then my mom was so nice to me
i couldnt helped it but lighten up
i love my mommy i love my daddy i love samson i love ilena i love jaclyn i love jed
but most of all i love my darling sweetie.smiles
cell was okay ilena told me something that made me agreed with her
everything else went okay
stayed in church till 945 or so
then left for home super tired super shacked
tomorrow's church
3days more before youre leaving for camp
alrights i needa bathe
tata
I LOVE MY SWEET GUY A MILLION AND ONE GUMMY SNAKES
Sunday, November 13, 2005
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fab friday< |
what the heck
what on earth did i even do
someone tagged my board when
i didnt do anything.ugh
yesterday was okay
school was so crap
mrs ling said she didnt remember having any class with us
so we went there at 8 for nothing
ilena n i were tired
so we slept on the bench
one side each.legs over each other
lol.darren said we looked like sleeping siamese twins joined at bum
super funny.we were trying to kill time la
decided to eat marshpotato
went dover.machine was out
went clementi.then we had our games
after that uncle alvin came to look for ilena
asked whether wanna go for lunch
we went holland delifrance
i had my delipotato
uncle alvin messaged me downstairs to get his order
super funny.then we proceeded to essential brews
i was freaking full by then.they had their dessert
and jac broke her drink.and when they cleared it
it look like shit.after that proceeded back to school
ilena could sit in in my class already.smiles
after that called jed to ask him to come down
after self-study.went back home.
showered and met maye in town
we wanted to eat thai express but the stupid queue
was so long.then we wanted to eat marche
the queue was even longer
so we settled for mos burger at taka
shopped around till 9plus
then proceeded home
super tired and stuff.
alrights blog when i get back from cell then
tata
I LOVE MY GUY A MILLION AND ONE HONEY STARS!
Sunday, November 13, 2005
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fab day special day< | Friday, November 11
woke up late.rushed like mad
made it to school though
chinese was super slack
we had visitors
vincent ng was there we all went crazy
kept looking at the door whenever it opens
jed came to school as well
today is a very special day
got to see my special someone as well
how fab can my day get
oh yes i have to say this
JED N I KEPT FIGHTING OVER MY SPECIAL SOMEONE
right from school till kap.GRRRR.
but even that happens
i still love you the same you know
man i bet you're going like 'awww'
dont cry alright i will get you a hanky!
overall i really did have fun today
tomorrow's gonna be slack
ive only one class in the morning
alrights ive got to shower
tata
I LOVE MY GUY A MILLION AND ONE GUMMY BEARS!
Friday, November 11, 2005
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accomplishment.accessories< | Thursday, November 10
it just feels so good
when youre on the right track
completing task on time
handing them up without missing the due dates
it feels really good
work has been plenty
but completion of it has been going so smoothly
i have been mugging hard these two weeks
and playing hard too. balanced lifestyle :D
just two weeks more i will enjoy my 1month holiday
and when next year comes
its mugging again till o's are over
i want to do well
i want to do well for god for my parents for myself
god given me chances once again.
im gonna make use of it now and do it for his glory
my parents had never deprieved me of anything
they have given me everything
theres nothing i lack of
right now i want to give them back something
something that will bring a smile to their face
and as for myself
i know i haven't done my BEST
i have done justice to myself
the fullest potential hasnt come out of me
YOU'VE GOT TO WANT IT.WANT IT MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE
THAT COMES WITH THE PRICE OF SACRIFICE
today was kinda tiring though
lessons carried on as usual
work was done :D
im looking forward to tomorrow and friday night! *beams
mom picked me up from school
went holland with her for dinner
we went do a little accessories shopping
the stuff were so pretty
i wanted everything there.heh
then i saw these mickey scrunchie!
super pretty.showed my mommy
she gave me that look that
if you want it you pay your own
but she was so sweet
she paid for me :D
i bought 3 different colours! oh my lovely mickey scrunchie
white,black and orange
i was kinda surprised i didnt get pink.hah
gonna wear the black one to school tomorrow!smiles
alright blog tomorrow
tata
baby i love you
and i'll never let you go
but if i have to
boy i think that you should know
all the love we made
can never be erased
and i promise that you'll never be replaced
I LOVE MY GUY A MILLION AND ONE GUMMY DINOS!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
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weekends.packed week.< | Wednesday, November 9
the stupid thingy deleted my post
but okay let me start from sat!
sat was fab. ilena came
we played bible quizes
and i have to say this
I LOVE JED TA BITS OKAY! :D
dinnered at kfc with ilena n jed
returned to church
left at the same time with the sweaty guys
followed them to ntuc
went lot 1 returned back
sunday was fab too
though i had tuition
went furniture shopping with my family
a word of advice
never ever go furniture shopping
its the most boring thing to shop for!
went imm for dinner ate bagus
it was fab larh
yesterday was the start
of the horrible hectic week
though its super tiring
im taking it well i hope.hah
oh plus im getting so frantic
i dont seem to get things done!
time is not on my side now.sheesh
shall not blog much about this now.shhh.
I LOVE MY SWEET GUY A MILLION AND ONE M&M'S!
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
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OCEAN< | Sunday, November 6
went to padang to watch ocean's appearance
went with ilena jac pam
jac n ilena were queuing early
pam n i couldnt stand the heat
so we went citilink ta walk
we went to newurbanmale!
i love that shop ta bits now okay
love the shirts.skirts and most of all the FLIP FLOPS
when i get some money again
there the money will go
went ozoc too
actually i love the 3/4 jeans though
and oh yes i finally bought my lime green top! smiles
pam wanted to get anderson's ice cream
so at the same time we got 'tissues' for our dear friends
it was super cheapskate cos we refused to buy larh
then we rushed back
had to requeue again
went in
squeeze through the crowd to find jac
stood for super long
also had some sort of 'tug-of-war' with the lady beside ilena
super funny :D
show started
everyone's reaction was that all the cam's were up to capture ocean
but he isnt as bad as every said
in fact we are crazy over his songs
some reporter interviewed us
show was okay
following day friends said they saw ilena and i on tv :D
but i didnt see myself at all! sulks.
yesterday school was kinda crap though
chinese mass lecture was giving me boredom
i wanted to fall asleep so many times
plus they had to dim the lights with the cold air con
who wouldnt sleep
then we had lunch break
after that was comb humanities
mr ow did some crazy activity that made us so frustrated
he said the exact same feeling we feel is how the china peasants felt at that time
okay it might be a good way of learning
but oh wells. had self-study after that
time seemed to pass so slowly
i was super duper restless
homework piled like crap
monday's due
how on earth am i ever gonna finish it
low hanging berms and veggie burgers
just one glance gives me the shivers
there he is
my gorgeous prince
hates social injustice and nicotine
he's not the usual king
there he is my gorgeous prince
my gorgoues prince
oh i dont know where to start
say i'll be your princess
'til this lifetime ends
prince of my heart
i loved you from the start
say you love me too
over my heart you so rule
promise you wont execute me
with that gorgeous smiles you shoot me
there he is
my gorgeous prince
you dont even have to knight me
everytime you laugh you smite me
there he is
my gorgeous prince
my gorgeous prince
oh i dont know where to start
say i'll be your princess
'til this lifetime ends
prince of my heart
i loved you from the start
say you love my oo
and then together we will rule
Sunday, November 06, 2005
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SIGHs< | Friday, November 4
well. i know that previous post was posted at that moment when my heart just shatters
i know that even all that has happened
i still love you the same
and that it will not change
no matter how sour things might turn
though at times i might just get upset so easily
i know i might be over sensitive and all
and sometimes i really hate it when you just take all the blame
i know im hard to please
i know it
but stop blaming yourself no more alright
i still love you a million m&m's and i really miss you plenty
love.
p.s: jed.thanks for everything once again.smiles.
Friday, November 04, 2005
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blood boiling< | Thursday, November 3
my blood just boils okay
i take back about what i said in my previous post
the 3rd point
sorry but yes
my heart is bleeding okay
it just hurts me time and again
im trying to hard to be the best that i can be
but i dunno if you see it
but as for now i think you dont
im having the worst thoughts now
thinking even you were meant to be
sorry but this is true about what i think
i just feel so hurt in the heart alright
Thursday, November 03, 2005
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just felt like blogging nonsensically< | Tuesday, November 1
i just felt like blogging again
im pretty sure this post is gonna be so nonsensily written
i just feel super lucky
ive got what i needed and its sufficient
smiles
*wonderful family that supports me though i dont meet their expectations
*wonderful friends
ilena,jaclyn,pammy chia,3B girls!,maye,cand,jed,mci youth
*my greatest sweetest guy.
man im so in love with him okay
hes super wuper nice
and you promised my roxy red flip flops sweets
grins.ah.im over the moon.((:
you make my head start spinning around
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
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fab sunday< |
waiting for time to pass
and catching up on my sleep
before choir starts
sunday was fatanbulous
except for 2 things
1) never go shopping in heels that is not comfort for your walking long
2) maye's grandad went home to the lord
let me talk about maye's grandad
girl trust me i know how you feel
it was the same for me when my aunt of age 58 left me
it was a terrible moment
i thought life was meaningless helpless after that
plus i haven told her about christ
i was in a regretful state
a state that i never wanted her to go
but i trusted god's plan
his plan for taking away the pain she was going through
it was so hard
but life still goes on
god watches you as you go through tough times in your life
girl. take heart that your grandad is safe in god's arms
free from all pain and suffering
im always here for you alright
shopping with maye was fab
we love our ripcurl handbag ta bits
smiles
and we learnt not to go shopping in heels
as in heels that arent meant for walking
but it was a fab afternoon
we should do this more often alrights
shall blog later
i feel like im in a mugging mood
crap.only if this was it during exam period
oh bother
tata for now
im in love with my sugar pie honey bun
GRINs
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
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