learners and leaders.ndp preview< | Sunday, July 31
had to go school today for 2 hours
and get my attendance marked
pretty fun though
had pancake brunch (:
went home about 2 plus
after that went ta pick cand at her place
we went for ndp preview
first we had clean off the stupid water from the chair
then we took tonns of pics
we had fun though
some parts were like boring
we love the planes part
cand wants ta be a pilot!
i want ta be the passenger
not the pilot.heh.
then after the whole thingy
we went lau pa sat for supper
i love the sting ray
and i made cand eat the last satay cos i didnt want it
we drove her back and all
i had fun today though
yeahh
will be going church tmr
plus uncle chris thingy
alrights
i needa bathe
i stink.heh.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
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fridayy and still grounded< | Saturday, July 30
i said BYE to my mom this morning
maybe that was a good start
school was okayy
my geog retest was crap
i knew where the answers will come from in the textbook but have no idea what to write
forget about geog test
after recess was suuper slackk
chem lesson we were like updating our burn book
mrs ling saw and gave that look at us
borrowed yong tao's phone ta msg my darling and cand.but he didnt reply.and i was like saying,'ta xue siao you nu ren' if you cant figure that.i was saying he has someone else in his school!but i trust that its not larh.
went dover after school with ilena n jac n han n glenn n hosea.jonathan joined us later.
its was super funny larh.aiyorh.
hosea n jonathan was like wondering why im grounded n stuff.so i was explaining to them.then we just chatted and laugh soo loud.my my.
then han n glenn went to get drinks again from the provision shop.some soya bean thingy larh.its like so sweet can.oh my.
then suddenly jonathan shouted to me your acsi guys.
then glenn puked larh.oh my.that was so funny can.
was laughing like crap.
after that rushed back home. im on a grounded curfew larh.stupid
wont be going for cell tmr.will be going for ndp preview.sigh.totally miss my darling hottie like crap man.
hopefully i will be able to go on sunday
i know we cared in silence but when will it break?when will all the joy be back?
Saturday, July 30, 2005
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come to the father< | Wednesday, July 27
before the world began
you were on his mind
and every tear you cry
is precious in his eyes
because of his great love
he gave his only son
everything was done
so you would come
come to the father
though your gift is small
broken hearts broken lives
he will take them all
the power of his blood
the power of his word
everything was done so you would come
nothing you can do
could make him love you more
and nothing you can have done
could make him close the door
because of his great love
he gave his only son
everything was done
so you would come
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
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choir performance< | Tuesday, July 26
the performance was okayy
pam's parents gave me a lift back (:
her sis is super funny larh
anyway someone framed me today okay
stupid
alrights
tata
i love you.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
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lostt.< | Monday, July 25
I have lost everything
My freedon,everything
That freedom to choose
That freedom to live
That freedom to trust
Everything is taken
My pride my live my all
Is taken away
I no longer decide for myself
You do it for me
Even my material things are taken
My phone my ipod my cam
Im left with nothing
Im a nobody
And im also on the verge of losing
My friends,my family and also the guy I love
Why cant you be grateful?
Be grateful that I don’t steal or rob
Or smoke or take drugs or even sleep with guys?
I don’t do all that
But you don’t look at it that way
Its my life and I cant even have the freedom to do what I want
Im controlled by you
And sometimes I wonder whats the point of living
When I don’t live my own life but yours
Wont it be nice to just jump off the building
And be free from all problems all agony all haunting moments?
Why am I even living?
Yes I know
People all around tell you
You go through all these trials to learn
And you learn that its god’s plan
BUT
Where is he when I needed him the most?
Where is he when im in my down moments?
Where is he when my life just crushed?
Where is he?
And yes I also know
People tell you he’s carrying you
Where is he right now in my life?
I don’t feel his presence
Im at lost
God, what are you doing right now in my life?
Please speak to me.
Monday, July 25, 2005
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after schhh< | Saturday, July 23
after school was super darn fun
went holland with my darling jac
ilena couldnt make it cos she had gb
christina still had lesson
kim wanted to go town
so in the end it was just both of us
and we met sindhu and swee at the bus stop
and conicidentally they are going to holland after that as well
when we reached holland
we wanted to go essential brews
up the upstairs will only be opened after 3
so we went burger king
then after that met sindhu and swee there
love those two larh
then we went NYDC
i had my oreo obsession
totally fantabulous okayy
jac had mushroom soup
after that sindhu and swee came
sindhu had this huge jar of ice coffee
and swee just chose some ice cream thingy
cos the waitress was like waiting
some service larh
aiyorh
to think we paid 10% service charge
hahas
then when the bill came
i was the one who calculated everything okayy
how brilliant of me
grins
then after that jac came over to my place to study
kinda fun
yeah
after that she left
i went back to bathe and go out
hahas
alrights
tata for now
im chatting with my darling
love!
whenever i look at you.
you made my heart melt
i love you.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
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r & d lesson< |
having r & d now
freakking slack
and chem was hell fun laughin with my two crazy friends
totally love them ta bits
cheered up much though i failed my stupid amath
freakking hell one digit
oh man
alright
blog later
TATA
totallyinlovewithyou
Saturday, July 23, 2005
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moody< | Friday, July 22
sigh
im feeling total moody
this suckks
im not gonna say anymore
but i feel so stupid.
Friday, July 22, 2005
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wed.esplanade.< | Thursday, July 21
well
didnt start out my day too well though
had a horrible tiff with my mom in the morning
but i apologise to her so now things are fine
yeah
hmm
left class early to got esplanade and stuff
then we went audi
for warm ups and stuff
after that went esplanade
was sitting beside shu sze larh
and she said i had super good taste which is like DUH! (:
and to think i thought she said sam had good taste
hahas
but im sure he has eh? ;)
anw
the rehearsal was so horrible horrible
we were like the worst school of all larh
oh wells
and after that went citilink with pam
i tell you
pam n i were like crappin like mad
making the dear sec 1s laughing like crazy
heh
anyway
i got something for my darling
i hope you like it! (:
hmmm
anyway
went back home and all
so like yeah
hmmm
totally miss my darling ta bits
at least will be seeing you this friday i hope
yeah
alrights
i needa shower
my hair's crying
heh
TATA!
i love you tonns.
i dont want to let you go.
you mean the world to me.
i love you
Thursday, July 21, 2005
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blogging less< | Wednesday, July 20
i haven been blogging for quite a bit
and many things had happened
with school and stuff
sigh
was like messaging my darling and cand during lesson the whole day larh
aiyorh
thats how much my dear cand hates physics
now i know
heh
oh wells
i missed my darling so much
i was feeling so terrible and so lousy today
but i guess i did cheer up after that
yeah
hmm
alrights
i shall blog some other time
need to prac my piano before going for lesson
TATA
iloveyoutabitsdarling.
youmademefeelsocomplete.
youarepartofmeeverytimeimdone.
ieverloveyouso.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
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fri.sat.< | Sunday, July 17
okay
will be bloggin for 2 days
fri plus sat
hm
friday was okay
until when jac was like called to be met
oh wells
then i had choir
after that talked to nataniel while waitin for the rain to stop
then i went back
bathe and stuff
got back my precious stuff
then went to meet sihui at the bus stop opp acsi
then waited for shu sze and we convinced mabel to watched the concert too
hahas
then waited for julia silas n cand larh
super slow can
but nvm
im so patient
then concert was okay
i totally love the last song
its so cool (:
and my dear cand is obsessing over that junjie guy larh
then my dear friends too
heh
hmm
sat was okay
woke up so early
that stupid jamie
but nvm
im nice
as usual
hahas
yeah
hm
went for cell
but before that had keyboard
its pretty cool playin in a band (:
hm
cell was okayy
hmm
let me see
oh yeah
after cell went for dinner
and yeah
back to emath!
tata
itotallyloveyou
Sunday, July 17, 2005
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chem suckk< | Friday, July 15
today just suckk big time
nothing much but suckk
i screwed up my third test this term
how good can i get?
i feel so
stupid.
useless.
hopeless.
shameless.
disappointed.
Friday, July 15, 2005
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the dumb orange form< | Thursday, July 14
ahh
stupid
im made to bring home that stupid form to sign it and bring it back tmr
stupid larh
i had biased teachers
sorry
but true
oh wells
im not starting it again
too angry to
hope i still can go for the concert on fri
i think can larh
am made to go for next sat one too
OH WELLS
hm
i want my phone back
its confiscated larh
still confiscated larh
ARGh
blog later
TATA
imstillinlovewithyou
Thursday, July 14, 2005
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suckkk< | Wednesday, July 13
didnt blog yesterday
yesterday totally succkkk
my phone n my ipod n my cam is taken away
wth
i was so pissed
im not tying whats going on
cos i will be so upset once again
argh
TATa
istillloveyouandimwaiting.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
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sunday.church.tuition< | Monday, July 11
wells
at my cousin's place and stuff
cos they just shifted
and her place is huge
really huge man
anyway
i was reading all the little notes and stuff that we all wrote to each other during the j-factor camp.
i was reading one after another
and every note just touched my heart so much
though it just a simple note
but it just spoke so much
and tears just rolled down my eyes
j-factor camp was just so amazing
missed it so much
anyway
school's starting tmr
and theres a stupid physics test
and theres mep after school too
oh wells
anw
blog some other time
back to physics!
TATA!
imcrazyoveryou.
Monday, July 11, 2005
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SATURDAY! SHOPPING!< | Sunday, July 10
i had choir this morning
it was such an informal prac that we were practicing at such an unglam place
but its kinda cooling though
hmm
went for cell and keyboard prac today
i took pic pic with SOMEONE!
and jed will be learning to upload it today
so i hope i will get it by tomorrow
hahas
yeah
hmm
cell was really refreshing
the worship definately did touch my heart though
then we had some discussion about the new book
but glad i went for cell
if not i will be mugging for my physics
but the best part was that maye n i finally went out after 6months and 9 days okay!
oh boy i totally had a fantabulous time dear!
really
and our shing-shing thingy totally rocks
plus the PURSE!
and how we could amuse ourselves with our silly little talks
totally funny larh
we should come up with a comedy on ourselves!
hahas
but it was total fun and all!
we should go out more often! (:
alright
i needa shower!
tata!
see you all at church tmr!
imcrazyoveryou.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
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downnn.< | Saturday, July 9
i just felt so down all of a sudden
and decided to blog AGAIN
wth larh
jenn's upstairs watching shutter
im going to scare her later
im like in the com area
doing what im doing now
blogging
later will be going to centrepoint to change my esprit shirt
the size is wrong larh
aiyorh
im so not looking forward to next week
next week is gonna suckk with all the stupid tests and tests and more tests larh
so sick of it already
i just feel like sitting at the study table all day and just mug and mug all day
how nice it would be if you could just study so easily and just score like peanuts
but this is not my case
sometimes i wonder what birthdays are for
why are they even celebrated
ive no idea how im going to celebrate my birthday
its definate that i cant celebrate with all my friends on the same day
the actual day is monday larh
so i will have MEP on that day
wth
hope my darling mep peeps will be nice to me
hahas
then im sure of cos at night will be with my family
so im like only left with the weekends for my friends
okay
let me just drop this
im getting out of point
im so glad tomorrows a sat
at least ive learnt my lesson last week though
hmm
cand's not going
and our group will be one person less again
thats if maye is going larh
oh wells
i feel so lifeless
alrights
end here
i needa shower
heres something for everyone!
a father's letter....
My Child…
You may not know me, but I know everything about you
I know when you sit down and when you rise up
I am familiar with all your ways
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered
For you were made in my image
In me you live and move and have your being
For you are my offspring
I knew you even before you were conceived
I chose you when I planned creation
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live You are fearfully and wonderfully made I knit you together in your mother's womb
And brought you forth on the day you were born
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father I offer you more than your earthly father ever could
For I am the perfect father
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope
Because I love you with an everlasting love
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore And I rejoice over you with singing
I will never stop doing good to you
For you are my treasured possession I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul
And I want to show you great and marvelous things
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart
For it is I who gave you those desires I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine
For I am your greatest encourager
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed
He is the exact representation of my being
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen
I have always been Father, and will always be Father
My question is…Will you be my child? I am waiting for you
Love, Your Dad. Almighty God
Saturday, July 09, 2005
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ITS A FRIDAY!< |
GREAT
its a friday
went back home with christina
that girl totally rocks
and i love kim's alien on her bag!
totally adorable
ahh
school was okay
except that chem lesson sucked big time
stupid mrs ling she booked the whole class okay
bloody impossible larh
whats her freaking problem man
the whole class is so upset with her
so totally hate her like crap now
and she scolded jac as well!stoopid larh
whateevver
okay
come to the fun part
heh
ilena n i were talking about brainiest kids in amath lesson today
then i was like telling her that 3 of samson's school people were there as well
one of them is in his class the other two are from gifted.
yeah
then we were talking about birthdays as well
mines next month though *hint hint*
hahas
i was saying i want a helium balloon! (:
shes bringing me on sat to go choose it and she will give me on mon!
whee
cant wait for 4 aug as well.not because its fonders day.
its cos the student leaders are going out!
totally fun im sure
and jac's birthday's next next mon
and i promised her a helium balloon as well
i cant wait for mine too
sighs
hahas
hmmm
alrights blog later
im going tanning with jenn
hahas
she has the wierdest tann ever larh
and to think i thought mine was worse
hahas
alrights
TATA
take care everyone.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
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tired.< | Friday, July 8
oh wells
lessons were okay
we had early recess cos we told ms toh our recess at 1045 is really crowded.
so we had recess at 1015
coolness
i know bio students are super jealous
and our class guys are like super united okay
they sat one whole row in the canteen
and its was so fun running back to class before ms toh beat us
hahas
had choir and ms lim was so so pissed larh
sighs
choir ended late
and we have extra prac on sat as well
oh bothers
thank god that chem test is postpone till next thurs
if not i will be mugging like crap now
hmm
and to my darling maye.
i know youre not in the best of moods now
but always always remember that everything happens for a purpose
and its ALWAYS god's plan.
and yours truly will always be here for you!
TATA!
Friday, July 08, 2005
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tests.assignments.commitments.< | Thursday, July 7
wont you lord
take a look at our hands
everything we have
use it for your plan
sometimes when everything just comes and go
you find that you missed out so much of everything
when you dont treasure day to day
and just assume you will wake up everyday
and to just follow the same routine you follow year after year
dont life get boring sometimes?
and sometimes when everything seems to be so hard
and you seem to want to give up everything
and when competition is so strong you
and you just want fight till the end but many things along the way stops you
and when you want to do your best for everyone it seems as though they are the one who fails you
we just finished dinner
and my mom was super funny
she was talking about david beckham
and she pronounced his name wrongly
lol
but even when we corrected her
she says she loves to call it bacon
super funny larh
but oh wells
that my mom
chinese lesson was pretty long
but it was one of the best lessons of the day larh
cos we slept in that class
and i could even sleep and had a dream larh
debate was okay
matthew was hell funny larh
aiyorh
hm
other lessons were okay too
history was funny
the whole group of us handed up our essay
and we were like untouchable
and jac n i were like taking pics in class
heh
and with stupid glenn's head behind larh
super funny
anyway
i love my darling to bits
i really do
yeah
thats about it!
gotta get back to my project AGAIN.
TATA people
Thursday, July 07, 2005
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official youth day< | Tuesday, July 5
todays youth day
and guess what im doing?
staying at home
how sad
but jenn n jamie are coming over
so not so bad
heh heh
just ate my breakfast
super full
and erm
dunno what ta blog
but maybe i will spend my day watching movie marathon
hahs
see how larh
blog later
TATA
iloveyoudarling.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
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youth day< | Monday, July 4
its been 2 days since i last blog
and many things had happened since
sat wasnt exactly the best day and i don feel like talking about it
sunday was pretty alright
went church and stuff
and rehearse the item for youth sunday and all
went for tuition
then went town
walked around and stuff
i got my ipod cover case
sorry cand!
i will accompany you again okay
anw
ive got the card thing
so its cheaper! (:
and i got this top with a nice crown
its black
but i feel like going back to change it to purple!
sighs
and guess what cand
theres no longer that top we wanted you know
so sad right
oh wells
and im glad my darling chilled down okay
was so scary larh
but yeah
glad everything's alright now
blog another time!
love!
TATA
iloveyoudarling.
Monday, July 04, 2005
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free from geog test!< | Saturday, July 2
oh goodness
so glad im free from geog test
stoopid test is like making me fail AGAIN!
irritating
but now i have to study for me chem test next fri
what the heck man
now the test mood is settling in
sighs
sometimes its so hard when people excepts so high from you
and sometimes it terrible when you cant lift up to their expectations
but the worst is when you yourself know when thats not your best
and knowing you can do better
ohwells
hmm
school was okay
chem was still OKAY.
last period was so slack larh
jac ilena n i were like lookin at photos of the china trip people larh
hahas
neo looks so funny at some of the pics
glenn looks good in collar shirt! (:
hahas
oh bother
came back home with lynette and crystal
and i saw my darling jenn at my place
totally love her!
she bought our fave sandwich from isetan!
nice (:
but the disgusting thing is that we dont eat the bread and vege and the pickles
but we only ate the chicken
and we made a mess larh
but its fun!
and my darling dont be pissed over that matter alright
chill man
cos its really not worth it
though its really irritating and stuff
but yeah!
alrights
im gonna watch mr & mrs smith with jenn now!
TATA
love!
take care everyone!
Saturday, July 02, 2005
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SIGH. THE PRESSURE IS SETTLING IN. :(< | Friday, July 1
the previous post was done by my one and only CANDICE LEE
totally love that girl to bits larh
haven been blogging much
im too stressed up to
with that stupid geog test im having tomorrow
i need my A!
AHHH
and our new chem teacher sucks
hate the way she talks
and the way she has to walk to our side and pose
then go back to her com
what the heck larh
she said we were childish
but we are not larh
stooopid
alrights
blog some other time
in the mean time
some other people will help me blog i guess
CAND! FEEL FREE TO BLOG OKAY.
AND MY DARLING TOO.YOU CAN GET IT FROM CAND!
heh
alrights
TATA
back to my geog again
take care everyone!
love!
Friday, July 01, 2005
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