STRESSED!< | Tuesday, May 31
STRESS is the real word
i didnt think i was stressed till i penned down what i REALLY have to do during this whole month of holiday
what the heck
the list just goes on larh
its not even a holiday
pouts
ranges from assignments to projects to choir to piano to cell to church to 101 things!
i don even know whether i can go for cell this sat
my schedule is freakking PACKED
one thing after another
plus there are a couple of test in the first week!
argh
i need my break
cant wait for them to come back tomorrow
cos i so miss them
but dun even think ive got time to catch up with them larh
alrights
gtg
tata!
take care everyone
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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SHOPPING!< | Sunday, May 29
whee
went shopping today
i bought my fox skirt
like finally
hahas
then got my nike top
yepp
nice ((:
hahas
tomorrow watching madagascar!
hahas
i love the lil penguin
super cute
hmm
alrights
thats about it
tata!
Sunday, May 29, 2005
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upset< |
church peeps left for church camp
gonna miss them loads
mom nagged again this morning
talking about how lazy i was and all
and my stupid results were not acceptable
whenever she nags about my results
the one who feels even more sad in fact
then one who is the sadest is
ME
you think im satisfied with this results i had
knowing when i could have done better?
i know i can be a straight As student
but ive got so much to prioritize
ive got so much to do
with cell with going to church with choir
so many other stuff
i really do wish
one day
i could just study
and not do anything
and study to achieve what im capable of
its really saddening
im gonna study hard for next term
im gonna do well
to just glorify your name
i wanna do that
and i just want to do it for you
Sunday, May 29, 2005
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(:< | Saturday, May 28
firstly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT!
i owe you your birthday present okay
meet the parents was okay
nothing much actually
besides my academic larh
yeah
then went shoppin with mom
after sending samson to school
later ive got math tuition
hmm
tomorrow got nothing on
gotta catch up with my work
tons of it waiting for me
oh wells
you know i feel really bad
really
and i apologise okay
i also wished nothing of this would have happen
but oh wells
thats if you were to listen to what i REALLY have to say larh
yeah
but no doubt that things between us is gonna change
and i really dunno whats going on now
i just pray and hope its gods plan larh
really
if not i will really be so disappointed
i still cant believe i slept so much yesterday
14hours?
even my mom thought i died alr
hahas
everytime curse me
hahas
anyway
tata for now!
take care everyone (:
Saturday, May 28, 2005
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meet the parents< | Friday, May 27
AHHH
today's meet the parents
dunno what ms toh gonna say
god bless me man
really
hmm
i slept like so much yesterday larh
like from 3plus to 11 plus
then 12 to 6plus
oh goodness
didnt know i slept so much
hahas
hm
anyway
i still need god's guidiance in this
im glad so glad that i told ya about it
if not
you must be wondering why im doing all that larh
but i cant wait for things to be like last time
cos i really do miss you
hmm
today's friday
i still have tuition later
groans
anyway
blog later
gotta go get ready
im so not wearing uniform
hahas
alrights
tata for now!
all the best for meet the parents!
Friday, May 27, 2005
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dilenma< |
firstly.
i feel so unwell larh
today lessons were okay.
jus that i felt so uneasy
anyway
plus many other stuff is going on too
didnt go for choir
decided to stay home to rest
hmmm
anyway
i feel really disturbed lor
by what janice said.
its like when she called me and all
i alr suspected
plus
now i really dunno what to do
really
i need your guidiance oh lord
i need you here with me to see me through this
anyway
blog later
gotta rest
take care peeps!
imintheworstdilenmaever.helpmeohlord
Friday, May 27, 2005
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one day more! (:< | Thursday, May 26
whee.
one more day till school closes!
hahas
but friday's meet-the-parents
oh wells
hahas
today math lesson was so funny
our lil short break was like only a couple of mins
so we all stood outside
hahas
its better
cos if not
so boring larh
yeah
hm
then science lesson was real boring larh
was msging nataniel in class
hahas
whoops
anyway
yeah larh
i miss you larhh
hahas
and i know someone's birthday coming also huh
hahas
this sat they are going church camp
hahas
im not going
oh wells
anw
tata for now!
ilovethatsweetguy.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
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deep in thoughts< | Wednesday, May 25
i was really deep in thoughts when shauna told me some stuff on sunday
i know it might just be a passing comment larh
but ive no idea why
i thought about it the whole day
plus monday also larh
hmmm
all i wanna say is that
the ball is in your court now
so its up to you larh
yeah
ive finally learnt to let go
so i think its good
yepp
today school was okay
seems like time passed very fast
though chem was boring larh
yeah
we signed our overall marks today
im not penning down what it is
lol
yeah
anyway
shall end here
piano starting soon!
tata for now!
ilovethatsweetguy! ((:
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
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hmmm.< | Monday, May 23
hmm.
been thinking alot today
but im not penning down what
lol
wells
today we went malaysia
quite fun larh
cos i get to strike off some stuff from my wishlist
hees
hm
ive been missing someone the entire day okays
grins
anyway
tomorrow ive got piano lesson larh
smack right in the afternoon
oh wells
don really feel like blogging.
tata for the night!
take care peeps.
I will rock you like a baby, I will cradled in my arms,I will keep you safe from danger, shelter you from harmThere will never be another lover, who treats you like I doWe can drift into forever, on a love thats made for two
Don't you ever say this loves not specialDon't you ever think it's not essential, baby
I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of meTwo hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, babyI am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of meI could never live, one day without your loveatomic kitten - cradle
I will kiss you like an angel, baby, cradled in my wingsI will take you up to heaven, show you precious thingsIf you promise that you love me, if you promise that you careI will be here for you always, and forever this I swear
Don't you ever say this loves not specialDon't you ever think it's not essential, baby
I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of meTwo hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, babyI am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of meI could never live, one day without your love
Though you say you want a love, but you dont think you believe itJust open up your heart, and you know you will recieve it, oh baby
Baby
Don't you ever say this loves not specialDon't you ever think it's not essential, baby
I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of meTwo hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, babyI am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of meI could never live, one day without your love
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of youI was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of youI was only, I was only, I was only thinkin' of youI was only, I was only, I was only thinkin', oh baby
ilovemylilcoolguy.smooch
Monday, May 23, 2005
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what the heck< | Saturday, May 21
what the crap larh
my mom is so so upset about my a math marks
to think i haven told her i failed my emath larh
plan to tell her next week
but its as if i want to get that kind of results larh
she only looks at the worst
but didnt she sees that my science n geog improved?
oh what the heck man
friday after school was the worst
jac n i were like so tired after collating the results of our survey
its total hectic and draining
had a good rest i guess
hahas
stupid glenn
he said i didnt reply him last night
i really though i did larh
then i jus checked
i realised i didnt
haha
sorry larh
yeah
hm
i wanna buy my yellow top n fox skirt today!!!
but im like so broke
i will find means n ways to get it
lol
anyway
tata for the morning!
take care peeps
love u all loads!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
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YEES!< | Friday, May 20
first let me say
I PASSED MY FIRST CHEM TEST!
okay
its no big deal to many
but a really huge deal to me larh
not bad right
lol
okay thats quite crap
anyways
had choir today
was super duper slack larh
miss lim came
then like she talked to us and stuff lor
yeah
crap larh
we all screwed up our geog retest okays
but i seriously did study okays
i really did
but the thing is that what i studied didnt come out
i didnt study tropical monsoon larh
stoopid
we didnt have pe today
had some less in the ITR
oh wells
TMR'S friday!
i cant wait okays
for the weekends!
what the heck larh
im failing my both maths larh
oh wells
tata for the evening!
take care my dear peeps!(:
Friday, May 20, 2005
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thoughts< | Thursday, May 19
hm
raining again larh
i haven had assembly at the parade square this week yet
lol
anyway
school was okay
ms shamsiah said that our whole class passed chem test
it was good larh
cos this the first time i passed a chem test okays
hmm
actually think about this
when you have something you want badly you kinda feel so excited about it
but when you FINALLY got it
the excitement kinda dies down
like after awhile you feel that its alrights
so like not so exciting after awhile
lol
okay
but im still glad i got my new phone actually larh
my dream phone okays
hees
two more days till the weekends
i cant wait
but still have ta go thru one last mini test tmr
hahas
then i will enjoy my week
whaha
tata for the night peeps
take care
love love!
Thursday, May 19, 2005
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head over heels< | Wednesday, May 18
GRINS*
im grinning from ear to ear
lol
i had something striked off my wish list
whahas
i got my phone
hahas
happy happy happy
alrights
tata for now
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
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pissed n grinning (:< | Tuesday, May 17
im eating my haagen dazs ice cream! yum
anw
the worlds most gayest n fugliest n fattest person
i totally hate him
okay
i mean like
not trying ta be mean
but u know
u get on my nerve
grrr
went for mep today
after 2 long weeks
i tell you
acsi guys are so not gentlemanly
though SOMEONE keep saying they are gentlemen
naomi n i were walking down while they were walking up.
n they so totally don watch their way
and one guy so almost banged into me
crap larh
but i had a real grand entrance okays
once i stepped in
okay
actually i haven even walked up the stairs yet
i saw..*AHEM*
lol
hahas
i was shocked
but at the same time glad also lor
din see on sunday
so yepp
then i had a nice letter waitin for me
in a way it kinda gave me encouragement
like even before taking back my papers
but anyway i PASSED! Yippy
though it wasnt high
but i never never expected to
hahas
yeah
someone failed larh
then bloody hell throw tantrum at me
whatever can
its not my fault if u failed right
plus
its jus one exam larh
she daoed everybody but at the same time
still attracting attention can
what the heck larh
even SOMEONE said you were ugly
im not trying ta be mean okays
but yeah
im speaking the truth
stupid long haired shit
okay
enough about her
hmm
i missed my lil cool guy!
ALOT!
anyway
im gonna grab something to bite.
tata for now my dears! (:
sam wants her fox skirt sam wants her fox skirt!
ilovemylilcoolguyalotalot.thatsifthisisreadable.lol.smoochdear.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
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happy girl< | Monday, May 16
whahaha
im a happy girl
i bought my ozoc top
grins
hmm
i love that esprit jacket
its so lovely
but its 79.9
hahas
didnt got church today
tmr school starts again
mep starts again
hm
blog later
tata for now
Monday, May 16, 2005
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grins*< | Sunday, May 15
just got back.
hahas
bought my mango orange skirt!
nice nice.hahas
today cell was okay.
helped shauna for backup
i think i sang out of tune larh
then at the end of all
gave testimony
i was so nervous boy
there were some points i missed out
but maybe god didnt wan me to say it or something
hmmm
but guess it was okay
i think
hahas
wells
someone told me about someone's msn nick yesterday
i was shocked okay
if it was true
i really dunno what to say larh
aiyorh
shame shame larh she
okay
shall not say alr
but dunno whether going church tmr larh
anyway
shall see how lor
tata for the day!
take care everyone!love love! (:
Sunday, May 15, 2005
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nervous wrecked< |
had a good sleep i guess.man.the thought of being nervous simply just kills me. im so nervous for the testimony.okay.it might seem nothing to many.but im jus so worried larh.worried i might say stuff that god doesnt want me to say and all.but maybe its the devil working on me? i dunno larh.sighs.but i will do my best and leave the rest to him.yeah.im also afraid that my focus will be all wrong and i hope he puts me back on track as well.all the best to myself.lol.quite stupid.but nvm.shall blog tonight about what happened and all.
tata for now.take care peeps
Sunday, May 15, 2005
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drained< | Saturday, May 14
im jus so tired and all today.i was practically yawning along the corridors man.crap larh.and like im just so freaking tired.no idea why.but i so needa catch up on my studies man.math has like tonns of homework and i know i wont be able to finish.plus english is due with the game and the reviews and all that crap.oh boy.its been such a long long time since i went shopping and i so need ta shop. im running out of clothes and shoes and accessories to wear! hm.im tired.someone didnt come school today.so lessons were not as fun.but oh wells.nvm.anyway needa get ready.having tuition at 5.suppose to leave house at 430.nows already415 and i haven bathed! shucks
tata for now peeps.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
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YIPPY!!!< | Friday, May 13
oh yeah baby
my blog is okay now
now i feel like blogging
hahas
anyways
today was quite fun larh
during math n stuff
and i tell u
ilena n i had the worst experience today in the handicap toilet
we lacked of oxygen to breathe can
oh boy
hhahas
next time we have ta rush out fast enough man
lol
after school followed jac go find mr hou
find until i so sian can
man
and ilena n i were on a hunt of nat n sam
super funny larh
oh wells
blog later
tata for now.
Friday, May 13, 2005
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attention< | Friday, May 6
don mind my blog now
shes totally screwed up
im freaking out
but ive no idea what has happened
but ignore it
Friday, May 06, 2005
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ubin day 3< |
oh wells
we were so tired in the morning
but still went with it
had fun with the sec 1s
had better food today!!
hahas
food was good larh
really
tomorrow is going to be better
going to macs to celebrate tmr
hahas
yeah
quite tiring
but its really fun larh
hm
ive made up my decision
you will know soon
but its painful to let go
but i really have no choice
a sacrifice have to be made
it hurts
but im sure everything will be alright
really hope you understand
blog later
tata for now
Friday, May 06, 2005
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ubin day 2< | Thursday, May 5
went ubin AGAIN
nevertheless it knew what to expect
more prepared this time
both mentally as well as physically
yepp
we had better lunch today
though the soup was so salty!
but we still drink it larh
hahas
tmr we will bring more food to cook (:
the sec1s were so so jealous
cos they were stuck with noodles and sausages only
lol
four days straight to ubin
i feel so familiar with the place man
and let me tell you
never ask nataniel to cook for you
cos firstly
hes super duper clumsy
that sent ilena sindhu samuel and i
laughin like crazy
aiyorh
you put your leg there of cos hot larh
so funny can
but oh wells
better than nothing
we are gonna have a feast tmr k
hhahs
3 days more till obs ppl come back
hahas
cant wait
but hope you guys having fun there too
yeah
you know what
i love that fan of my blog
hahas
anyway
don worry okay
youre not the cause of it
its me myself larh
really
yepp(:
needa do my reflection for the last two days
blog tmr!
tata for now
*grins
Thursday, May 05, 2005
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ubin day 1< | Wednesday, May 4
ive no idea why im still blogging
when i cant even see my blog
shucks larh
but nvm
today went ubin
quite fun
but tiring man
hahas
started the day wrongly
that sucks
but im so gonna start it right tmr
as i was saying
i had fun at ubin
but that stupid nataniel is so sick larh
came up with this equation
hhahas
nataniel+samuel chong=havoc
so nice right
hahas
whatever man
both of them ar
total rubbish
hahas
kinda looking forward to tmr's one
though we really walk alot larh
yeah
hm
really miss that best friend of mine((:
yepp
im so so glad
everything is alight now ya?
i miss that humorous side of him
and make me go laughing crazy
and that totally lightens my day((:
wells
we will hang out on sat alrights
thats if i got time
hahs
take care dear
im tired
but im still watching tv
hees
im gonna do the foot reflexo later while watchin tv
so enjoy life right
hees
blog tmr
take care everyone
esp those in OBS!hahas
tata for now.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
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holiday!!!! ((:< | Tuesday, May 3
its a holiday today!!(:
went for piano lesson this morning
did theory
quite okay actually(:
tomorrow we're going to ubin!
okay
we are bringing sec1s there
its gonna be fun
cos its so honorable man
student leader
can stand it
but oh wells
*grins
wonder wat am i gonna do for the afternoon
hahas
alrights
blog later
tata for now!
missingyaloads.53hours34mins
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
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im over the moon! (:< | Monday, May 2
i feel that im the luckiest girl in the world wide world
i got my nike bag!!!
yippy
*GRINS
though it might not cost THAT much
but really
i feel soo honored to have it
hahas
love my mom loads man
okay
i totally love her
not because of her buying me this bag
but for being the coolest mom!
love her tobits
hahas
cant believe that came out from me right
hhahas
but yeah
really
hm
spend alot today
getting shorts n stuff for ubin next week
hahas
quite excited for it too!
alrights
its getting late
missing you still
tata for the night
missingyaloads.41hours38mins
Monday, May 02, 2005
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chem< |
whee.
just came back from school
its quite fun larh
went school at 8 plus
stupid ms shamsiah said it was at 1230
what the heck
jac n i were like rushin like mad larh
pouts
so we jus hang around in sch till 930
then she went back to get her slipper
i went home to get some shut eye
then met her at 1030 again
we hang around in sch
took tonns of pics with my phone
but like we were not even satisfied with it larh
heh
then we went dover
saw amadea
then later we saw sindhu n sarah
then saw ilena
and she got her darling orange zen mirco
hahsa
early birthday pressie from her mom
after that we all went school together
chem lesson was pretty fun
though its chem larh
ms shamsiah kept acting cute larh
aiyorh
how old already
ha
Monday, May 02, 2005
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chem< |
whee.
just came back from school
its quite fun larh
went school at 8 plus
stupid ms shamsiah said it was at 1230
what the heck
jac n i were like rushin like mad larh
pouts
so we jus hang around in sch till 930
then she went back to get her slipper
i went home to get some shut eye
then met her at 1030 again
we hang around in sch
took tonns of pics with my phone
but like we were not even satisfied with it larh
heh
then we went dover
saw amadea
then later we saw sindhu n sarah
then saw ilena
and she got her darling orange zen mirco
hahsa
early birthday pressie from her mom
after that we all went school together
chem lesson was pretty fun
though its chem larh
ms shamsiah kept acting cute larh
aiyorh
how old already
hahas
after that
jonathan asked whether want to go dover eat
then jac me jon n bryan went larh
and that stupid HAN shi tou pang seh us
hmrf
nvm
you good larh
after that went back home
cos my darling jac got training
yepp
im back home now
hahas
i totally miss church people larh
MAYE!!!we so have to go out soon okay
ta chill out
ta shop shop SHOP
ta splurge
ta EAT
and tonns more
better come on sat okay.we have ta catch up.ive tonns to tell you dearie. alrights.love you tonns.
CANDICE!!!
you arh
friends with you for like almost 9years alr
din get my anything from your trip.hmrf
joking darling.
missed you like crazy okay.we have ta catch up on sat alrights?and you have ta help me for my chinese assignment!
see ya soon.love ya darling
MY BELOVED COUSIN!!!
you are the world's most horrible cousin ever
how can you mess up my wardrobe you toot!
its so nicely arranged larh
but NEVERTHELESS.it was fun having you around all these while.but i love that top of yours okay.you better lend it to me.nonono.you better BUY for me.hahas.anyway.see you tonight kay.you're so following me to the airport!love you dear.smooch
JENN!!! you dodo bird. you taught me the wrong thing larh
ask me pon church go watch madagasca?hahas
but it was so cute.the penguin! and sponge bob also okay.i love patrick.! grins. alrights.thanks for your company all these while darling.loveyou!smooch
SAM!!! how was camp man. guess it must be fun.din get ta go.sighs.and i missed all that shopping all that! oh wells.anyway. missed ya loads as well.shall see ya sat too kay?we have ta catch up as well.love ya.
oh goodness i jus realised ive written personal notes to my friends.its okay.hahas.wells.
i still hav to go back for choir tomorrow larh
what the heck
after choir
i will have nothing else and will look forward to my lovely weekends
hahas
alrights
tata for now
take care everyone!
lots of love from me!
smoochh
Monday, May 02, 2005
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< | Sunday, May 1
hm
nothing much to blog
except
that my heart longs for you
missingyaloads.30hours12mins
Sunday, May 01, 2005
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