sighs< | Saturday, April 30
seeing you go make my heart beat stops
i really miss you though its only 5 hours now
wonder how am i gonna go thru the 10 days
but i promise you that i will be doing my best for the sec 1s ya?
i love you loads
and i will never leave you
we shall go out after you come back k?
love ya
missingyaloads.5hours
Saturday, April 30, 2005
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obs overseas< |
seeing you go just like that
makes my heart saddened
my heart will long for you
you mean so much to me
sighs.
its super saddening to see my class people going for obs overseas
im gonna miss them ton loads
esp you.
you bring joy to everyone
esp mine
well
but theres nothing i can do about it
except to think of you all the time
blog later
tata for now
missingyou1day
Saturday, April 30, 2005
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hmm< | Friday, April 29
oh wells
today was raining
so we went to our classrooms first
then we had pe after math
its one of the most fun pe we had
we played captains ball (:
i wasnt really enthu at first
hahas
but it was nevertheless fun ((:
then we had geog
then recess
and then history
jaclyn was made to sit in front cos of being noisy is it
hahs
then had to vote
super funny larh
so in the end i sat alone
but bryan sat beside me
so not so lonely
hahas
then suddenly i felt pain la
but i tolerated it
so i thought i will be fine after awhile
but the pain increased
and i couldnt stand up
i was in pain
really in pain
i was praying over n over
hoping the pain would go away
jac helped me to geog class
ms toh was nice
help me get a cup of hot water
and
PILLOW! (:
hahas
lied there the whole lesson
plus life skills
wanted to join them can
but sigh
couldnt
but i felt much better when school ended alr
then we had math remedia
its quite fun actually
ms yeo was super cute larh
ahash
yeah
oh YES
today's bryan's birthday
yepp
anyway
tmr alot of them leaving for obs sabah n brunei
our class is gonna be so much quieter
hahas
plus sec 4s going for service learning too
hm
gonna miss our class larh
yeah
hahas
blog later
tata for now!
ithinkivefallendeepwithyou.
Friday, April 29, 2005
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weds.wells wells.< | Thursday, April 28
wells
today the results will out whether
my dear maye will be in council or not
but wish her all the best larh
yepp
u have ta let me know alrights
anyway
today the classrooms were all so HUMID
man.
we were are practically perspiring man
sighs
really needa do something with my studies man
its getting from bad to worst boy
sighs
better buck up soon
if not
im dead meat larh
sighs
its like
so many of them will be leaving for obs overseas on friday
gonna miss u guys loads throughout the week man
even for those who are going for obs local
sam will miss u guys loads loads for the
WHOLE week
im sure u all gonna have fun larh
yeah
im so tired man
gonna go back for chinese tuition again
im so not coping well
yeah
think im starting next week or something larh
yeah
sam cant wait for her weekends!
hees
i love the weekends
cos sam misses mci youth ALOT(:
CANDICE!!
i miss u man.my dear maye too.
shauna n wanxin n the list goes on
but not forgetting
someone larh
right
hahas
yeah
blog later
tata for now (:
samthinksofyouallthetime(:
Thursday, April 28, 2005
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TUESDAY (:< | Wednesday, April 27
how my soul longs for you
longs to worship you forever
in your power and majesty
i lift my hands, i lift my heart
i lift my voice towards the heavens
for you are my sun and shield
hmm.today chapel was ok
though i was super sleepy
my chia led worship
to be honest
actually hymns lyrics are super meaningful
yeah
then it was math
had emath test
then it was orca
mr kwa was telling was
about the new format
oh wells
my year people are so gonna die
its like so many new changes larh
yeah
oh wells
gotta start studying man
seems like long way more
but nah.
doesnt seem so
hahas
yeah
man
today was definately much better day then yesterday
hahas
i feel good
though i had piano today
but oh wells
its fun(:
but i miss that cool guy alot man
and like
stupid glenn say i say that ian from ac barker is good looking
i thought hes not bad AT FIRST
but after hes okay larh
i know that cool guy looks way better man
gotta bathe
tata for now
samscrazyaboutyoutoo
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
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TUESDAY (:< |
how my soul longs for you
longs to worship you forever
in your power and majesty
i lift my hands, i lift my heart
i lift my voice towards the heavens
for you are my sun and shield
hmm.today chapel was ok
though i was super sleepy
my chia led worship
to be honest
actually hymns lyrics are super meaningful
yeah
then it was math
had emath test
then it was orca
mr kwa was telling was
about the new format
oh wells
my year people are so gonna die
its like so many new changes larh
yeah
oh wells
gotta start studying man
seems like long way more
but nah.
doesnt seem so
hahas
yeah
man
today was definately much better day then yesterday
hahas
i feel good
though i had piano today
but oh wells
its fun(:
but i miss that cool guy alot man
and like
stupid glenn say i say that ian from ac barker is good looking
i thought hes not bad AT FIRST
but after hes okay larh
i know that cool guy looks way better man
gotta bathe
tata for now
samscrazyaboutyoutoo
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
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monday.< | Tuesday, April 26
you make your face shine on me
and that my soul knows very well
you lifet me up im cheansed and free
and my soul knows very well
when mountains fall i'll stand
buy the power of your hand
and in your heart of hearts i'll dwell
and that my soul knows very well
i felt that i didnt have the mood to do anything
part of me was missing
and i clearly knew what it was
its sad
and i really missed ya
ALOT
well
i screwed up my music exam badly
but when i saw that file
my heart melted
really melted
i felt so touched
it was really sweet and all
thanks dear(:
samlovesyaloads.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
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sunday< | Monday, April 25
and i never thought i'd feel this way
and as far as im concerned
im glad i got the chance to say
that i do believe i love you
and if i should ever go away
well then close your eyes and try
to feel the way we do today
and then if you can remember
keep smiling keep shining
knowing you can always count on me,for sure
thats what friends are for
for good times and bad times
i'll be on your side forever more
that's what friends are for
Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
keep smiling keep shining
knowing you can always count on me, for sure
thats what friends are for
for good times and bad times
i'll be on your side forever more
that's what friends are for
well this goes out to someone that means alot to me
you know who you are
and what i want to say is all in this song
i just wanna add on that
just be that person ive always known
and i really thank god for you
really
thanks for being who you are
cos you mean so much to me
this wasnt exactly a very pleasant day
i was thinking of you the whole day
and im serious
everytime my mind comes to rest
my mind just thinks of you
at times i do wan to break down
but i told myself i will stay strong
i look strong on the outside
but inside im dying
i need you
i need your love
sammissesyouloads!
Monday, April 25, 2005
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chilled< | Sunday, April 24
i guess stuff could jus be blowed over
i guess things are going back to what it is?
but i really dunno
but you still rawk my world no matter what
and because you mean so much to me
and because you mean the world to me
i never wanna put you in that postition
and i don wanna ruin that relationship with your parents
but no matter what
i just wanna say that this friendship we have
is definately a wonderful one
one that i truly treasure so much
one that is close to my heart
thank god for it
thank you for being you
cos you are special (:
Sunday, April 24, 2005
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sat.sat.sat.sighs< |
okay.its hopeless
my blog cant show chinese words
sighs
im like in a dilenma now
ive no idea why
okay
actually i do know why
its like
i feel that ive done nothing wrong
but why is there this tensed up feeling in me?
i know why
cos i know my mom will freak
i will freak
and then i dunno what will happen next
oh wells
i know it might be nothing to many of you
but it kinda hit me big
ive sat down thinking
thinking for so long
and like
i really dunno
i jus pray that everything will be okay
sometimes i dunno whether this friendship with you
is the right thing in the first place
cos i feel that we're too close
far too close
closer than many couples
but
no doubt that i enjoy this friendship with you
but maybe we needa cool off first or something
we have our differences
and sometimes i cant compromise to some
so i dunno how u feel about this
but like
you might even think im overecting
but im not
cos i tell you
i really will freak out
hm
today was okay
later going airport to pick my dad up
at about 2 hours time
hahas
yeah
blog later
tata for now..
iminadilenma
Sunday, April 24, 2005
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THURSDAY!< | Friday, April 22
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
当你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里你的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信，相信我们会童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
oh boy
doesnt this song rawks?
addiction man(:
since mr kwa played the clip
we went to get the lyrics and all
the song just stucked in my head(:
hahas
yeah
jac me and ilena kept singing it(:
anyway.
im so gonna flunk my tests today
it wasnt my best
i knew it
and like ms lim talked to us today
actually i wasnt pissed
i was stunned and shocked
by what she said larh
yeah
oh wells
have to work harder
anyway.blog tmr
busy with rnd now
tata for now!
Friday, April 22, 2005
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math lesson< | Thursday, April 21
math lesson now
doingf something with graphs and all
quite cool actually
hhahas
i wanna sleep
hahas
having tests tmr
needa study man
cant fail these test
okay
blog later
tata for now!
that cool guy melted my heart
Thursday, April 21, 2005
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sighs< |
you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and i am yours
forever
today has been the most hectic day for me
so many things happened and it just happens so fast
that sometimes things just brushed past me
oh wells
firstly
we had some self-study for a math larh
then secondly
we had we were booked for being late for class larh
then we had to chiong to finish our chinese work
then we got back chem test
it was so horrible
cos i failed
that sucks larh
then thirdly
we were late for physics class too
and like
we chiong for math work
so no need to stay back so long
by the end of school
my dear jac n i were like
so exhausted
so drained larh
yeah
and like ilena n i killed the spider that was on the wall
hahas
Thursday, April 21, 2005
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TUEsDAY.< | Wednesday, April 20
draw me close to you
never let me go
i lay it all down again
just to hear you say that im your friend
please draw me close to you
and never let me go
i need your love
i need that care
i need that listening ear
lets see
didnt feel like waking up today
i just feel like lying in bed all day
sleeping the say away
hahas
we had chapel for first two periods
some new songs we sang were quite meaningful
like 'once again' and one more
which i cant rmb the title
then we had e math
and so on and so forth
history lesson was quite fun
though at the same time boring
hahas
mr ezal is super funny larh
then was chem
i was super duper enthu
doing the experiments and all
hahas
a math lesson was so humid
i was super restless
but its okay
cos ms yeo didnt exactly teach
but went through questions
so yeah
she gave us a surprise test
that was so surprising larh
but none the less
when the bell rang
i was glad
but remembered that all sec3,4,5
had to assemble under the bridge
its really hot
the floor was hot
its like some of them say can cook satay n eggs
lol
super funny
but its really hot larh
we were let off soon after that
had piano in the afternoon
everything was okay i guess
yeah
tata for now
*grins
*youre all i want
youre all i ever needed
youre all i want
help me know you are near
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
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study study study!< | Sunday, April 17
when i think about the heavens
the moon and all the stars
i wonder what you ever saw in me
but you took me and you loved me
and you've given me a crown
and now i'll praise your name eternally
this morning i woke up at about 7 plus
why?
cos i needa study
this isnt my usual routine
but anyway
yeah
i did
so studied till about 9 plus
then followed samson to temasek club
to play badminton with anthony
it was quite a good game larh
yeah
then we went to ghim moh
i managed to buy samson's gift
from the christain book shop
cos its his birthday tomorrow larh
okay im poorer by i dunno-how-much
then we went back
i studied AGAIN
cos i so don wanna fail man
i mean who wants larh
yeah
spent the whole afternoon muggin
didnt go church at all
miss you guys loads
but i will be there next week!
i promise
lol
then about 6 plus i couldnt take it
i went out
went to shop larh
ive quite a few things in mind to get
it took me about a couple of hours before i started buying
oh wells
i feel so down
ive no idea why
but i just feel so frustrated at times
i seem to be venting on my loved ones
but like
i know its not their fault
but oh wells
im sorry guys
im so not in the mood for anything larh
*SIGHS
i feel like lying there
just staring into space
doing nothing at all
letting my thoughts run
worry of nothing..
Sunday, April 17, 2005
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down down down< | Wednesday, April 13
how could i live without you
how could i survive
without your love
without your touch
you're the one that fills me
that cleanses my heart
that sets me free
sometimes it just made me sit down n wonder
who am i lack of?
without you.
whos that you?
sometimes its even mistaken as a love song
but i know.without my god
im nothing today
but im so guilty of so many things
but i know he still love me just as much(:
i miss candice!
ive no idea why i said that
but boy.
i know SOMEONE's jealous!
lol
still keep saying don miss me first
aiyo
so ego right
anyways
these two weeks is gonna suck man
ive got like 4 tests next week!!
shucks larh
needa do well man
then this thurs ive history test!
boy boy
cant wait for this madness to be over
so i can go
SHOPPING!!!!!
hahas
samson's birthday this sunday
cant go for excobar!!!
sobs
but luckily i went for the last one(:
oh wells
sam misses the berries!!!!
hahas.everyone in church too!(:
sam loves VAIN royal berry (:
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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monday blues< | Tuesday, April 12
im so down
im just feelin so so down
plus mep today too
sighs
somebody help me!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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SYF! GOLD WITH HONORS(:< | Tuesday, April 5
presenting the fairfield choir: GOLD WITH HONORS!!! (:
tears of joy just streamed down our faces
finally
our hard work had paid off
7 months of practicing
changing of songs
the ups and downs of our whole journey to our goal
it was all worth it
we all didnt regret it
it was the hard work of every single SYF member
without anyone of you
this will not be possible
and our focus was right
we didnt focus to impress the judges
but our focus was on our GOD
the ALMIGHTY (:
praise him
this will definately be my thanksgiving item (:
this morning we reached school at 615
to change and make up
we started warm ups at about 705 or so
i guess most people were already nervous by then
after warm ups and stuff.
miss lim (principle) came to pray for us
after that
we set off for SCH
we were in the bus
the anxiety continues to build up in us
BUT
we trust that god will just calm our hearts and we will do our best
in the holding area
we were so tensed
the anxiety continues to build up in us
but we believed that this was the devil's plan
we went on stage confidently
we gave our all
but after leaving the stage
some felt that we've done our best
some felt that we didnt do as well
but all these lies in the hands of our god
at about 5 plus
many of the choir members
went to SCH to listen for the results
i couldnt go as i had MEP
waiting for the rest to tell us the results was horrible!!
we received news that we had bronze
i was so anxious
even my dearest mep friends too
they were anxious for us also
ms lim (conductor) said that getting gold with honors was out of the question
but when the results confirmed that we had gold with honors
i just couldnt believe it
my heart just stopped
its like
we were so over joyed
that feeling couldnt be expressed in words
praise god
for being so good to us
for blessing us
i just have this sense of relief
even if i sleep late on sats
i could sleep in peace
no regrets at all!!!
yay!
thanks to those who have continuously supported us (:
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
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syf tmr!!!< | Monday, April 4
church was quite fun today
hmmm
tmr's SYF
super fast
but its good anyway! (:
really excited
but at the same time nervous
hahs
all the best to fairfield choir!
we will do our school proud ya?
*smiles.
tata for now.
Monday, April 04, 2005
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